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Greening the Earth

I Am coiled like a battery. Charged, recharged, charging. I have new wings that learn to fly in this small space ship Earth. I see Earth differently. From new angles and distances. I Am different. Charged with happiness on a dying planet. Time to turn spirituality into grounded action. That’s the purpose of Light. To ground in matter—making all things green.

StarGate

This post was a Facebook memory and I forgot some details! Thank you, FB.


I meet the “Tall Ones” at Mt. Shasta on June 15, 2014 with teacher Camilla Blossom, Nature Spirit Medicine. At a crystal shop I see a large StarGate quartz crystal, walking away something speaks pulling me back. I look again, listening. StarGate expands in height and rays pour through moving the ground under my feet. The force sends a jolt of electricity upward through my body, like a coiled dragon. I feel a whip lash at my neck. I grab something to hang on to so I don’t fall.

Later at Hedge Creek Falls Trail I practice stillness and feel crown chakra activation. My ankle “pops” and energy moves from underground, like that StarGate crystal. I stretch upward with “Tall Ones.” I am a Tall One!

Today, September 26, 2017, I know the Tall Ones to be Arcturians, my Star Family. These Light Beings have been assisting me in my hypnotherapy practice sessions with those who are receptive. 

Heart/Brain

Heart says to Brain: “Talk to me. Send signals. Connect.” This is done in our “chamber.” I received images and words in CoHeal last night but didn’t feel it was appropriate to share. The message I receive consistently is for healees to heal themselves. How to say this lovingly? It’s easy for this Heart to receive images. I need Brain power to wrap them in words that will assist others in shining their Light.

Actually last night in CoHeal I received both image and words at the same time: “Head Light”’ which moved full circle around brain-bodies—like the Circle of Life!—in order to see oneself and know oneself. For some reason I didn’t feel free to say this in the crowd. Maybe I’m learning to know and trust this inner Heart-Brain—through communion, communication and community. Maybe I’m learning to fit into community. 

Driving to visit brother in Ashford yesterday I was astounded that I had no emotional charge in seeing mountain, trees, lakes. (one exception! I did get a charge from seeing this rock that identified his driveway.) I did carry a sense of peace and contentment and realized that I’m no longer taking from Nature. I’m now with Her to give! It’s a different relationship and charge. 

The other night I was exhausted but wanted to make soup for brother which meant I had to go to the store. I felt the weight of gravity on my body but I overcame it by ignoring it! I didn’t let gravity pull me down! As if my head-light was on and my body fell into line. As a result could have been up all night—charged rather than depleted. A most delightful revelation.

It’s good to agree to disagree. It’s good to be emotional and observant. It’s good to give and receive slack in relationship. It’s that image of two arrows together but moving in different directions.🔁↔️

When two are aligned vibrationally in higher Love there is only one thing to do: learn to harmonize.

My Truth

Scientific research is not the language of mystical experience. Science is logical, detailed and left brain in focus. Mystical experience is knowing all at once and right brain in focus. The two complement one another when respected for their differences. Shamanic and Spiritual practices reveal it’s the Heart that makes a difference. This missing link has, is and will cause disruption until humans work with a whole brain, a whole picture. Why is it so difficult to see and honor the difference between the positive and negative charges? They are, after all, the building blocks of matter.

My inner male and female recently merged at a new level of awareness and expression. As a result I’m teaming up with men in my life to do Turtle’s Circle of Life presentations. It may seem like a simple, childlike activity but The Circle goes deep and wide. (love that Sunday School song)

I’m grateful for this inner integration that now comes alive in my 3-D life. It’s been 50 years of inner evolution. I’m celebrating Love, Truth and Life on Earth via the Sacred Masculine and Feminine. I Am plugged in to Life Force and not Ego trying to push and prove something in 3-D. I get to be me—free!

Grounded

Ecstatic Dance was bliss. I danced with grid lines under my feet and into Earth. Very spiritual. My head was charged. Others commented “it was fun.” That word does not encompass my experience. When my crown and body are charged it’s Divine. Much more than personal pleasure.

Speaking of grid lines: I had a healing a few days ago. My body was no longer tilting, creaking and off balance—disjointed. I can walk down stairs with ease. I can stand on one leg with ease. Before I had no center. I’m not sure what happened (I sensed it was a larger tilt) but my body now feels lubricated, oiled, anointed. I’m listening within for guidance and I like the new choices my body is making. Is this an inner alignment of heart and brain? Emotion and logic? This is a match I know and trust.

Energy in motion gives me information. When I keep hitting the same wall it’s time for a new path. It’s logical. It’s intelligent. I do this detached from externals. It’s a dance of grid lines above/below and below/above. It’s a match with grooves that align. Thank you feet!

Elasticity


In the middle of a beautiful meditation and I have clarity (with words) so I’m shifting gears to express them. I’ve never been a good student—one who follows external rules. I can get back to meditation.

Why? Why dive in and take action recently with a Circle of Life class I’m not prepared for externally and why put my family in the GOLOV spotlight when I’m usually quiet about family? Why? “I was pushed over the edge.” It’s birthing time — Spring in Autumn. Something likes this—it tickles them—and me. Must be those Nature Spirits who also experience revolving doors. ( Here I go! Following another “light beam.” A better term than “rabbit hole.”)

Strengthening my pelvic floor I learn how it moves with my diaphragm. These parts are elastic bands like the ones I saw/sensed in CoHeal the other night. I’m appreciating information! now that I’m grounded in my body! I have a new “receptacle” for information! 

Driving in freeway traffic is like being in Gaia’s blood stream. I drive in peace, emitting peace. I am local and global blood cells. Why stop there? Red, white or stardust gold? Im talking in riddles—Dragon Speak!

Back to meditation. 

Neural Network Imaging

At center within myself and a negative “wire” wants to deposit a negative response. I know the signal and feeling. It has run through many times before. This time I see it from a new spatial angle and recognize it from the Book of Revelation.

It appears that being at center, being neutral, is a space of influence where Dark and Light signals push and pull. Who or what is behind these signals? 

Sphere of influence on matter

Positive and negative

Head Light needed to Light the way. 

That was moving this morning nannying. After work more insights/downloads:

I met the “Beast” this morning. Up close and personal. Oh, he’s been hanging around for a long time but now he’s at the edge of Center showing me his influence. It’s why I/we need boundaries that say “no” to him. Boundaries that keep us uplifted in positive thoughts, feelings, actions as well as foods we take into our Temple and the people that we associate with in our Temple. “What protects us from this Beast of evil influence?” I asked driving out of the car wash. “Meditation!” was my response. 

Then as I drive home a cool song plays on KLOV Christian Radio which I rarely listen to. Perfect Timing! Sent it to three people in the family. One being Parker and he immediately responded with “love you”.  

Song is called Sunday Sermons by Anne Wilson.

Jesus was my first boyfriend. Met him in Sunday School. He had such a beautiful heart and his healings moved my heart. I can feel that passionate Sunday School love now. That experience “marked” me and kept me and keeps me safe through trials and tribulations. It marked me with boundaries. I’m now getting: “Rainbow Boundaries” and my crown charges. Such a mystical life I breathe and walk💕

Family Support

What a day! Grandson passes out during basketball practice and goes to ER to check possible concussion. The tube that draws blood has a leak and his blood sprays the walls and floor. Other crazy stuff happens. 

I go down to calm the waters, make positive statements. I visit my Ex in ER and tell him I love him. It’s been a long time since I’ve said that to him. Actually, it’s the first time he’s heard it from me unconditionally.

For the first time in my life (seriously!) I had a solid and grounded conversation with my daughter. I was in my body the entire night! I was able to fully engage, communicate and participate in 3-D. Such a victory! Imagine kids growing up with this mom who wasn’t in her body! Now, I observe it all. Emotionless, with a new sense of wisdom

The hour drive to Tacoma felt like a chorus of Angels under the car. Lots of prayers and love were being sent to Parker and Leah and I felt it❣️ Uplifting! The entire evening was one of smooth sailing. Can such peace be sustained? Can my nerves stay above the chaos? Getting out of future and into Now I say “Thank you” to Spirit for guidance and protection in these turbulent hours and days.

Getting home I post upcoming Turtle’s Circle of Life presentations. Dark and Light go hand in hand. It’s all in a day’s work!

To reweave what was broken. To lay foundations anew. To do the work of Spider Medicine.

Seer And Scribe (-/+)

It’s a new morning and I don’t feel like meditating. My body doesn’t feel like meditating. The focus is “dry land” right now. I’ve been here before and by now it’s “know thyself. There is no “should” here. So, is this dry land something that connects the pineal and pituitary? Is this the Philosopher”s Stone? I sense that—I see that. I see an “isthmus” and will look that word up. One part feeds another part like gears! Words of communication help dry land appear.

I”be been this “scribe” in this lifetime, on this Earth, for nearly fifty years. Why is that important? What I focus on is my passion, my life force—and the throat chakra takes a bow as it moves through my writing hand. Grounded and grounding is satisfying. And yet around the bend is a space for no words, only silence. Another dance of Energy and Matter; Light and Dark; Day and Night; Masculine and Feminine.

And the beat goes on. The music plays and we, Beings of Light, dance. May all Earth dance from micro to macro and macro to micro—looping, circulating, filling in (inhale) consciousness past, present, future because we fill it out (exhale).

unconscious — subconscious — conscious — held together, bound together (boundaries!) by — cosmic consciousness.