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Seeing Through Color

Love is not a reactionary experience. Love is— Quicksilver / Living silver. Not dense as in Old Earth. Now it passes through without any attachment. Mercurial.

Seeing through color: Opaque, translucent, and transparent

– Light allows us to see color and it also allows us to see through color. Light can pass through a stained glass, partially through a frosted piece of glass, and not at all through ceramic tile. When making images, color can be transparent, where light passes through the colors to the color underneath, making them clearly visible. Color can be translucent, where light is partially passing through to the color underneath, making it partially visible. Or, color can be opaque, where light is not passing through to the color underneath, making it invisible. Knowing the differences between each of these is vital in working on an image, because using all three can help establish a form, create a sense of space, and enhance the interest and complexity of a color. 

From the course: Graphic Design Foundations: Color

Red to Blue to Easter Purple

She says, “No.” Red persists. She says it again and again. Does Red need to be in control? “Enjoy it?” When it’s out of collective focus and alignment? When it’s not harmonizing?

Two leggeds are not compatible with winged ones. They live in different worlds of frequency.

Red knows best. Really? Look at the history of women who bought in. Really? I am one who bought in and won’t do that again. I see with new eyes (that nightmarish dream is still rippling) and feel with new body.

Red has a new role in New Earth. May humans resurrect wings this Easter Day. Red to blue to purple of respectful Royalty. 

All things are made new.

Whole Brain — Gold and Silver

Woke up late. Didn’t set alarm. Trusting body to wake up when right.

3:30 am meditation.    Body Electric

“Upper abdomen….same energy as three”.  “Tune in”

“3 and 2 and 1…same energy”

This body — Our HolyTemple

New feelings about 3am meditation. Brain-Body attunement. Like music. 

The Heart…”tune in”. “Same energy in your upper torso.”

Logical. Orderly. Electric Body. “Patterns and patterns of order and geometry”

In flow. Brain charged. “Five” Deep blue. Connected lineage to top of head. Cozy feeling this am. Safe.

“Arms, wrists and hands” gratitude. Holding, carrying, playing, working with baby twins. 

Connected in/by Serpentine line. Inner/outer Law of Order.

“Inhale – Exhale” Dragon breath.  “Six” Love the music holding space

In space. Top of head pressure. “Feel it”. “Eyes down” mountain top. Dominion garment.  “Six” 

Not a learning experience to regurgitate. A flow experience giving receiving. Consciously. 

Sound bites with space in between. Dragon speak “Seven”

“Seven” “Both sides of your brain”

An arc and archway. “The Electric Body” Yellow, orange, red connection. Impulse pulsates.

“Living Matrix” Tube connecting, hose. Horizontal and vertical. Open tubing. With flow. Electric flow — more than. Radiant substance like mercury. Silver. Silver mercury and alchemical Gold. Stardust from last meditation. Cross sections. Openings.

Alchemical electricity. “Eight” Elixer flow

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Mercury “conducts electricity”

Whole Brain knowing is flow

New Earth

Nightmares about sex. Why are men obsessed by orgasm? Is it that they live in lower chakras whereas women live in upper Heart chakra. Women want relationship, much more than orgasm. Men who think they know what New Earth women need are not in New Earth.

In Synch

3:00 am. Alchemist Meditation


Wheels within wheels. Feeding consciousness.

Trance happens. Being mode flooded in CS Fluid. Bobbing head. Bobbing me. Reflex

CS Fluid speaks, activates body

Trance while others breathe pineal. Pineal breathes me. It’s a smiling Love Affair 💜

Bobbing head. Dragon activation. Fire breathing. I stop when full. Inner knowing oneself.

Love the music. “Into nothing” Trance as nothing. 

Touched by stardust of mythology. A presence like a ribbon of gold

Trance as awareness. Stream of consciousness. “It’s all energy” “frequency”

Channel open, receiving. “Tune in”

Floodgate X open. Top of head. X

Watching, listening for impulse, impressing me. Dragon code. 

I love and Love Dragon, my friend living through me. LoI honor that which moves through.

“Sending signal out”. Antenna pole in space. Vibrating music calling in, sending out radio waves. “Tuning in to the frequency”

“Transmute” in gold, to gold. Pot of Gold. Lead to gold. Golden frequency. Sun Light. Spark within matter—activating, enlivening. (Thanks JD, a Now feeling) Love this music. Tribal.

“Sending signal out” transmuting

Silent stillness in CSF bubble, floating. Orb! I can float anywhere, to anytime. Signaling. Receiving. 

Stillness. No impulses. So no feedback. Stillness the center of ~ wave. What moves the wave? What causes impulse? “Change in your life” Feedback loop

Stillness. On hold. Receptive Feminine. 1/3 of wave w stillness at center = Flow

“Source changes your Life” “Feel it with your heart” “Feel it” Feminine Heart. Part of the whole. 

Pressure at top of head. CSF presence — the Holy Spirit! “The energy of joy”

Full filled in gratitude. Enveloped. “The abundance of Life” 

“Synchronicities” [That’s for sure] 

Relationship giving / receiving. Micro inner. Macro outer.“Synchronicities”  

Gifting “gratitude”

Communion to communication. Source Communion micro, macro = Omnipresence, Omnipotent

“Aware of nothing but connection” vibrating a “new life”

Stillness. Brain full. Heart full. Radiating impulse

The Alchemy of Meditation in process with the right chemical elements and spiritual elementals

Such a profound feedback loop with JD. Fun !! Light Hearted creativity.

Thank you Force of Life 💜

Pan & Maypole CE-5 Meditation

I never know who or what will show up in meditation! 

Pagans came through in CE-5 meditation.

First: Two brown eyes, familiar. Who? Pagan God Pan!
Then: Celebration of Spring, Full Moon, May Pole (aligned with the guided Pyramid Meditation by Daphne), Fertility and dancing on green Earth.

I had the opportunity to share this vision for pagans past, present and future—like an extended ribbon from the May Pole dance.

In 2023 our dance is more than Earth centered paganism. It includes Quantum consciousness of Heart dancing in tune with Gaia, Moon and Planetary alignment. We dance with open hearts to open hearts raising the frequency of Earth.

I’m reminded of the spiral in my Coherence Healing at the retreat. More lines came in from the Healers. A web or matrix like the Maypole!

Why Serpent?

3 am meditation Breathe ~ New Potentials


Serpent comes alive. Feels solid — Coiling, uncoiling. Hooded. I Am Serpent. Why?

Trance. Stillness. Brain full.

Why am I scaly Serpent? Bulbous head. Arcturian presence. Indigo Blue. High collar/long neck.

White Light protection. 

“Center of Head” Golden Light streams forth. Break through! Dawning. 

Both still and active is Serpentine. S

Heaven S Earth connection. Coiling. 

Expansion, Contraction life force.

Thoughts / Impressions. Two different communication wires in brain body. Impressions deeper. Dragon Speak.

“Future” — friendship between Dragons. “ New state of Being”  

No more pushing against the other in matter. More flow. Serpentine gateway. Peace maker.

Black being with hard shell.  An identity, an entity. Enfold Dark, unfold Light. “A new state of Being”

Broadcast destiny / identity / entity.

I Am Dragon with electromagnetic scales. Colorful force. Walk on air. 

Now is known. Inner mission.

A new mind / container. 

Golden path. Ember to fire to ember. Stepping stone flow. 

7:30 am

I want to know what’s behind Serpent? Is She a Quantum Wave? Is S/He wave to particle to wave infinity? Such a mystery? Felt like a costume at times. Sensed there is something more behind Serpent. Mysterious. Maybe brain is changing. DNA changing. A new species behind Serpent? Is that why it felt like a costume?

Brain and Heart have a niche in these meditations. It’s a creative space in 3-D and all dimensions. It’s the future Now. Full filling. 💜

Chemotion, Old and New

In neutral. It’s a new state of Being aware. It showed up when I hit—what felt like—another wall. My body had no old chemotional reaction. Instead my mind stepped in with logic. This lack of flow is stressful. I choose not to be a participant.

I saw a photo of myself on social media from the retreat’s CoHeal session. My body had a response, different than reaction. Again, no old chemotion! I observed my body’s feelings, put them into a logical context of words and gave my feedback. If my feedback stirs old chemotion in others I hope they talk to me about it. Or let it go. 

What is new chemotion? Chemistry + Emotion. What imprints new chemistry? Higher chakra Pituitary with Pineal support. 

That retreat healing time was very sacred. My deceased brother came in to chat! A bubble of White Light at my lower back pushed upward as if from Earth (under me not through me) as I was laying on my back. One woman said she saw this White Light start at the top of my head and go downward. It’s a Quantum Leap that people are seeing colors (she also saw blue and green outlining my mouth) and White Light. I think the woman had taken mushrooms and I question how “real” is her experience? AhHa! The best response comes in Now: “thank you shrooms” for allowing humans to see more than physical substance. And a huge spiral of energy moved upward from my Solar Plexus with lines from my chakras and lines from the healers. “Diamond” comes to mind. Matrix Diamond or Crystal. Star !

There was a woman at the retreat who threw daggers at me through her eyes. Not pleasant. Again, more logic than old chemotion that took it personally. I saw her again at Monday CoHeal. How do I respond to her now that I saw and felt that negativity from her? I protect myself and surround her in White Light. 

Trust. Who is trustworthy? Who is in flow and who is carrying daggers of negative baggage?

My “sweet tooth” has carried this baggage now called infection. I continue to respond with eating no sugar and white flour. This is imprinted—a solid commitment. Reminds me that I had an impression driving to work of a solid inner foundation. I started to think negative thoughts and didn’t get into that old negative chemotional territory. As if there’s a border or boundary line. A leveler tool came to mind. Does Cerebral Spinal Fluid cause balance chemotionally? That substance is my friend!  

This new chemotion is magical. “It’s a state of Grace.” It’s “healing” and “health” of Balance. Blood cells in balance! Relationship in balance! Looks like a 🔺taking one to the next tier. I meet others there. 💜

Gamma

3 am meditation

“Move some energy”. Dragon! Brain, head of Dragon. Spiraling motion upward. Bobbing head. 

Dragon overflows at top of head. Expanding. Trance. 

#3  Mother Mary. Protecting. Earth Mother. 

#4. Green flow. Emerald. Bathing substance down back, spine.

#5. Deep Blue. Dragon body parallel. I Am 

Purple. “Become it” 

#6. Waving Dragon Serpent   South to North. Vertical

#7. North Star. Merging fluids. “Harmony. Oneness.” Energetic ripples, connecting. “Connecting”

#8. White overarching arc.  Fills in E/W.  Rainbow colors circulating, dancing, expressing

A collective Orb  12345678

”On both sides of you“ Equator E/W coordinates, boundaries, edges

“Unified Field”.  “Raise the frequency” 

Star “at top of your head”  N/S/E/W radiant

Body parts love this attention, recognition — responding as if they have their own personality. 

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Laying down meditation. Ripples, pulses ~~~~ up through entire body. Key board effect.

Red-yellow wave ripples out from center. Speed of Light seeing or Gamma Ray seeing?

Gamma rays have the smallest wavelengths and the most energy of any wave in the electromagnetic spectrum. They are produced by the hottest and most energetic objects in the universe, such as neutron stars and pulsars, supernova explosions, and regions around black holes.