Blood lines. I have two pathways up from Earth into body. One diverges outward from center. Feeds from center. “Neural network” like ley lines. Ruts are not ley lines. Ruts are stuck energy. Ley lines have moving pulsations one way then the other. (We felt them at Earth Sanctuary standing in/on that line.)

This line goes up, around the head and down. Circular support out from center tube. Hands speak. They help release this life force. (Work with babies allows me to give and receive a lot of touching.) Happy nerve endings!

Seeing an image of myself. A full blueprint. Hands radiate. Magnetic. 

Meditation trance. Receiving. 

“Center” regulates parts. “Two”

Tubular. Feeding tube. Body full of feeding tubes. 

“Three” Open. Golden. Like a mouth. Solar disc. Tracking sun Light upper/lower. 

Inhale/Exhale. Body image/blueprint rises and falls like waves. Soothing.

1, 2,3, 4. Oh!  The tube is Serpentine coiling up/down around Prana Central Tube.

“Four” Green vining.

“Five” “Allow energy to flow” “Inhale Exhale” green shimmering Serpent. “Become it”

“Six” White diamond prism. Floating. Radiant. Reflective.

123456…Head bobbing. Got it!  

“Enjoy it” now a food mantra. Balance key.

“Seven”  Arcing. Bee Pollen. Petal. Many petals outward from center. 

1,2,3,4,5,6,7  White “all at once”

“Eight“ Crown & Bee !!  Body as bee hive!! Heal the cells!  Bee pollen gold. Nurturing body of Earth. Nurtured/Nurturing. 

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8    Bee AUM. Inner space. Outer space. Bee knows cosmic dance Heaven/Earth. Winged ones. 

“Raise frequency”  go beyond my fear of being Light in body.  Fill body with “pot of gold” invisible food. Go through these new dancing motions not old ruts. Use hands in this dance. Hah! A pollen dance. Drinking from the well of pollen. 

“Embody it”  Bee pollen radiance.

Bee pollen has oxygen this body needs. More conscious breathing.

“Embody that energy” “Two”

“One”  New sensuality, sexuality. Happy feet receiving Earth substance. Bobbing head. Floating CS Fluid of Trance. Energy built up 

I couldn’t walk the Medicine Wheel at the Earth Sanctuary on Whidbey Island. Been there, done that. Some activities are left in the past. 

As I was walking the path away from the Medicine Wheel I saw/felt a pinkish “hood” move from the back of my head up and around to the front of head. It reminded me of Cobra. Then I spontaneously started singing “I walk your sacred ground, Healing waters I have found, Rivers flowing strong and deep, Around the Medicine Wheel.” Ah-Ha! I walk in and with my own wheel !!

Tobacco offering is too masculine for me. I choose lavender and rose petals. Women need their own creative tools and rituals created from within—by listening and knowing themselves. Stop relying on past patterns! Stop walking in men’s shoes or moccasins or sandals! Find what is fresh, new, creative welling up from within! Gaia supports us! Elements and elementals support us!

To integrate the parts:  Feelings rise up touching nerves along a pathway. At the top they reach a fork in the road. My path is to the right and down (as far as I can tell). This connects feeling with logic because it’s a flowing pathway/route. It’s responsive rather than reactive—in the other direction. 

Djembe drumming last night in a tidy round yurt with cool art and chandelier with hanging hearts. I give this credit for a seven hour sleep cycle! 

Earth Sanctuary with gal pals today. Rattle says it wants to go. Not Turtle but gourd that is intact with seeds. Complete in itself. 

I like change. It’s my Nature. It must be why my feelings change moving full circle to a new space in consciousness. It must be why I’m bored with social media relationships that aren’t full circle. It must be why telepathic relationship is Divine in connection but not full in circle connection. It must be why I’m Divinely human.

I appreciate inner resilience and being connected to those who are resilient. It’s an aura and atmosphere of flow. I feel it! Feelings are my Nature. (enter nerve endings) Feelings always bring change in energy and form. We flow with and in feelings.

My future? It’s suggested I write out all details. My brain doesn’t work that way. There are different learning styles and different styles of expression. My future is a circle colored by peace, contentment, balance around the edge or rim. The contents of my I Am circle reflect this. I don’t exist in a vacuum. My future is influenced/moved by relationship. And relationships are feedback loops. My future holds a compatible feedback loops. What that looks like is unfolding, evolving. I trust Spirit. I trust this Circle of Life. The colors purify and brighten. As does my life past, present and future.

At an event. Getting food in a buffet line. Walk around looking for friends. No one I know. Go into lounge. Sit down with plate of food next to a couple. A dog approaches wants a chunk of sweet potato. The woman next to me says NO. I avoid her demand and feed the dog. She confronts me with “why?” and I give her the answer. The man with the woman gives me body language saying to disengage and tries to take her away. She attacks me. I go on defense then offense. Subduing her with powers of invincibility as loud background music plays. One final gust of Light and she’s finished. Music reaches Crescendo pitch! The people in the lounge are stunned by what happened. I am nonchalant. Then I see several men I know who acknowledge me with respect. Curious about my powers. I’m in a good space and place.

While hitting that same wall again yesterday I saw that I have a new direction, a new route. I don’t need to keep experiencing this. Why? Because it doesn’t feel good. It goes against flow. I now attune to a route, path, wire that’s grounded and grounding and get to learn what this means. So, instead of hitting this wall I move in a new way, in a new direction. I sense that I saw/felt this new route because of the breakthrough I had in meditation yesterday. A resilient fluid flowing from the base of spine, up and around.  I follow this path. In Flow. 

“Energy from the Earth” Moves me a new direction. Learning new information; holding new inspiration. 

Life flows with and in this substance. Evolution.

Heart and Brain have a new path/wire in Body, in Earth. A giving receiving flow. A break through!

I write in flow. In nature, with nature—naturally. Earth shift. Transcendent.

Temperature change. Chemical signals. Intelligence of an animal. Dragon wings. Freedom of flight and sight.

“Time to be your own Master” When parts are in place. “Find your own rhythm” in easy flow of breath. Not work. Natural. Called Life.

As it moves up so does it move down. A reversal of focus in this body. I Am grounding! Wings land me gracefully. I am on dry land—so biblical!

I express myself here on blog. I welcome New Earth. Space and place to express myself. 

“Feel your body—relaxing” A new platform for Self/self expression. “Become aware…”

“Feel the blackness” of receptivity from above and below. Heaven and Earth joined. Linkage. 

“Blackness” Cause/Effect. Body white. Body black. All color emitting. No color absorbing.   

“Sense it”  She called. Had a new tone, color, Spirit. More white. More warmth. More rounded. Less rigid, cold. Happy with her. Sharing Light. A rainbow bridge 🏳️‍🌈

Tonight I do meditation without writing.  CE-5

“Inner army” I feel it!” “Three” “Get big” “Body’s language—the power to feel” Empowered immune system. “A new energy” “Become it” Empowered body.☯️

Ego and egoless.  “Invincibility” 

Health of order. Head to toes; toes to head. Love always expands with/in new direction. “Harmony”

Actions speak louder than words. “An inner order” 

“Who do you want to be..?”  Dragon seeing, soaring “greater than the environment”

Waggle dance is a term used in beekeeping and ethology for a particular figure-eight dance of the honey bee. By performing this dance, successful foragers can share information about the direction and distance to patches of flowers yielding nectar and pollen, to water sources, or to new nest-site locations with other members of the colony.

The waggle dance – the direction the bee moves in relation to the hive indicates direction; if it moves vertically the direction to the source is directly towards the Sun. The duration of the waggle part of the dance signifies the distance.

Figure-eight-shaped waggle dance of the honeybee (Apis mellifera). A waggle run oriented 45° to the right of ‘up’ on the vertical comb (A) indicates a food source 45° to the right of the direction of the sun outside the hive (B). The abdomen of the dancer appears blurred because of the rapid motion from side to side.

Meditation. Receiving gifts of Divinity. Receiving rays of Light. “Feel your connection to it”

Tantra music. Love the low vibratory sound” “Energy from the Earth into your Heart”

Earth energy moving up a different path. At lower back. 1 & 2 !!  I’ve been bypassing them. A new rhythmic connection between tail bone and pineal. It loops into abdomen/Solar Plexus. Not a straight line up but an outward curve at lower back. Gyration above and below. Entire upward path of breath is serpentine. 

“One point in your brain” I just felt one point in tail bone / lower back.

In that brain bee hive again!  Cellular structure. Stem to flower. 

Inhale/exhale, inhale/exhale at Heart and Solar Plexus. At center. 

“One move, one motion” Serpentine intention. It’s outside of body. Embracing, coiling around matter. Chakra spinning. Outermost edge.

Spaced out…. Tuned to music. See Bee!  Black eyes with antennas. We’re related—a match! Welcome Home!

“Time to become… pure consciousness” “Invest energy into the unknown”. 

Dance partner. Do bees have a dance? Find the pattern. Seeing those cells. Find name — Hexahedron is the dance pattern. Tetrahedron.

“What is presence”?  Feels like One Cosmic Hive. 

“What will that feel like”?  Bees feet black. Covered in bees. Body blessing💜“What is wholeness”? Yellow color speaks. Breathing with bees. Pulse of Earth / Gaia alive and breathing. 

Future Bee Hive.  “…a new mind”

Bees as peacemakers in fields of flowers. Honeycomb nourishment. Bee pollen—now chewing, swallowing.

“…a new body…”

Taking herbal supplements, drinking probiotics every morning is a ritual. It moves my muscles and nerve endings in a different way than meditation and mystical visions. It’s a new brain- heart-body connection cuz supplements have not been part of my life. I’m eating more food now and realize I’ve been hungry. I am healed as I heal !!

What? I read that the clitoris has many more nerve endings than any other body part. Surely a male has a similar part. This statement reminds me of my polarity shift when sexuality became more spiritual than physical—when focus in South shifted North. Does not the Pineal Gland have nerve endings? Humans lack intelligence and balance when they only know South polarity? I appreciate the flow between North and South polarities and their different activations. I enjoy feeling Alive through waves that move North and South. Thank you nerve endings!

Are nerve endings associated with blood, electricity? What are nerves? I’m sure I learned this before but now that my experience / consciousness is new I get to learn again.

I detect a new personality. She’s very child like and seems “off” to me. She acts up and acts out in odd ways. I’m learning to work with her, rein her in. Not even sure what this is ?? An odd innocence, sometimes goofiness.

Listening with outer AND inner ears! Ear waves! Listening for those waves that inspire me, move through me. Always: Thank you!

Skin is an ear? Nerve endings are ears? Receptors? One large organ—our Singular and Collective Body. 

“Your heart” is  an ear. “Energy from the Earth” 

Heart is in my brain. It’s a way station to/from brain. Not as able to separate it. Body as one organ; one ear. Receptor.

“Endless space” of nothingness. Turn off ears? Transcend outer noise. Zooming inward. Seeing now. A large disc, concave to convex. Receiver of stillness and noise. Giver of the same.

“Tune in” to the blackness. “Feel the blackness.” Nerve endings. 

Blackness is not empty space. See minuscule specs/particles swimming, floating. “Light photon” words injected from Source intelligence. 

“From the field”. “Frequency” Seeing is hearing. Hearing is seeing. 

Going inward. Doing nothing. Center of ear/eye crossroad. Can I do nothing? Info keeps coming in. Can I ignore it for nothingness?

Shush to consciousness that picks up signals. A trance state. Different than this stimulation. 

“Tune in to wholeness”  Giving / Receiving awareness. 

Heart as way Station carrier between Brain and Body. Thank you! A transporter of Light photons. Blood supplies nerves. Is that true?

We are “imprinted” “impressed” through breath of black space. In deep trance I would not be writing. 

Music assists stillness. Words stimulate response. Engaging consciousness. Music transcends.  Different wires. 

Daughter comes in. Caretaking her dad. Sending Love / Angelic support. Winged ones always present.

Sweet music….

Ear and nerve endings