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Ooh, 360 degrees! I like that dance đŸŽśđŸŽś Tune in. 

Is electrode antenna?

Large black bug eyes during pineal breathing. Are electrode eyes?

What do I offer these Beings? How to relate? Eye to Eye! “Pay attention moment by moment” 

“Energy of space” swarms đŸŒ€ Galaxy like our Milky Way.

“Feel it from the center. Become more aware of it.” 

Intruder ant caught, being fed to sticky web. dissolving. **

“…feel it from the center. Become more aware of it” 1,2 at the same time 

1,2,3 all at once. Ant feeds on honey. Seeking the next meal and the next. Predator in old Earth. 

“Notice it…” Still feeding ant to sticky web. đŸŒ€ of Consciousness

1,2,3,4  Pulling consciousness inward for stillness. At center. Not periphery.

“As you rest your attention within this center become aware…” Neck.

“1,2,3,4,5 all at once” “Back of throat…back of head”  Reptilian Brain. Insect brain?

1,2,3,4,5,6 “All at once” Experiential.

“Aligning, attuning”

7 “Center of head in space” Common ground in all species

1,2,3,4,5,6,7 “All at once” So orderly. 

8 “Eternal vast space above your head” Large black eyes. Multidimensional.

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 “All at once” 

New World Order — New Earth

Relax, yes!  

Am I bionic?

Examples of bionics in engineering include the hulls of boats imitating the thick skin of dolphins or sonar, radar, and medical ultrasound imaging imitating animal echolocation. In the field of computer science, the study of bionics has produced artificial neurons, artificial neural networks, and swarm intelligence.

Ooh, rotating 360 degrees again!  Love these circular walls and cellular hive. 

** As children we’d catch flying ants and feed them to spiders in their webs. The wrapping and dissolution process was fascinating to watch.

Shifting Realities

Am I losing my mind? Woke up to an intruder in the nest or hive. Ants! Had to look that relationship up. They have hard shells whereas bees are soft, fluffy. As I was walking through rooms in my apartment/castle at 2:00 am I sensed the connection as to why I like neat and tidy and open spaces. It’s cellular function of hive. Intruder messes with matter. Am I going back in time or forward? Who is Bee? Who is Ant? I think I have my human brain back — helmet like. Putting on those electrodes. What is an electrode?  What is reality Now? 

Interesting: Two-legged Intruder (stalker/hacker) in this life is ant-like in physical form. Tall, thin, and hard shell. He messes with matter.

Whoa !!

“Whoa!” That’s some BIG energy. It wasn’t resistance. It was cautionary, in acknowledgment of an energy shift. The thought was that He was positive and She was recessive. Recessive? Isn’t that a term for genes?

In relationship doesn’t He and She take turns leading and following? I’m getting instruction:  “These are ONE flow NOT two parts.” Does this mean less polarity? Does this mean less electromagnetism? What does this mean as it relates to genes? Is “genes” getting a make over?

Hive Mind

I woke up thinking it was 4:00 am. Then realized I had not looked at the clock. It was 2:26 so I had time to join 3am meditation. Clock-work.

“Energy” Always expanding / contracting. Do I and We expand and contract with higher energy?

“Energy from the Earth”  Why is it a Serpent?  Moving horizontally then vertically. I drew an image of this with orange/gold đŸ”ś.  A consistent image of Serpentine ground that feet walk on. Nerve endings of Feet!

Thank you, Feet !!

Eye senses nerve endings. Each chakra is an Eye. Breath informs me.

No feet included in breathing. I think I need feet to engage. Not engaging energy body with earth body. In my own bubble. 

Brain is full in this bubble. Full of “Serpentine Fluid.” (Not my words. They move through me)

Feet are walking on rocks. Nerve endings happy to be stimulated.  A walking meditation!

“Relaxing” “Into nothing” with a buzzing brain at crown. Feet? 

“How far can your awareness go”

Going downward into Earth. Ancient orb dancer. Bee lifted. Danced into existence. 

“The nothing” is not a logical pathway. It’s a fertile field. Of substance all around me. “Infinite nothing” 

Clock thought! It’s actually grounding me. A Now orientation.   

“Become more aware of it”  

Nerves are interesting creatures. Pull them in or expand them from Control Center. A panel of nerves.  Coordinating. 

Busy Bees in hive mind. Dissolve in “Nothing” like chrysalis, like pupae. Why am I with Bees? A grounding time. New ground. New hive. Lots of honey. Sweet Love. I’m in my own nervous system though connected—by a thread—to this voice that buzzes in my ear.

“Lose your sense of self” “Feel into oneness. Gaia is a bee hive! Lots of cells. “Keep ….. the unknown” (missed that word) The unknown informs me! Out of nothing—something!

“The frequency of the mystical” He calls in the Bees for all of us. See body covered with bees. No stinging. No upset. Tickling nerve “fibers.” “Feel your connection to it” The Bee Master!  We are all Masters. As hive. A tribe.

“Feel your connection to it” “Drawing it to you with your heart”

Heart as Ley Line.  â€œEnergy of the Mystical” Sweet. “Drawing the experience to you”

“Let it live in your Heart” 

Bees leave hive. Create new hive. “Draw it to you” “Magnet of your Heart” 

Bees signify New Earth đŸ

A Bee signal in the Cosmos of Consciousness. “Know it by Heart”

“A new opportunity for the Mystical”

These words build a hive. “In your heart” “Feeling your connection to it” “Energy of opportunity”

Mystical pathways carved by words, filled in with Time Substance that is Breath Work. Breaking down, changing and new growth. 

Body still covered with bees. They, too, meditate !!  Sweet !!

On The Road Again

I felt the wall and loss of orbit in an energy field of intensity. So intense that I had to sleep. I was then okay energetically but negative mind seeped in. I let it play out with the feeling that I’m on the wrong planet. 

This blog is my long time/constant grounding pad as words take shape to be expressed. I didn’t think I’d be writing so soon after that crash. A Force larger than me pushes/pulls me forward. On the road again….reminding me of a morning dream:

I’m in a new car, white and low to the ground. My deceased brother and sister are going to travel with me across land. We coordinate meeting place and time. A lot of back and forth in preparation. Then the vehicle is at the point of departure where the longitudinal line turns latitude. The movement was right to left and then a stop to look out with/in latitude. I reached out to my fellow travelers telling them to hurry as I didn’t want to drive at night over unfamiliar ground. As these words formed in consciousness guiding me to blog I got that radar is used to navigate above ground and the senses are used to navigate on land. The white car has a lot to discover in its journey across the landscape. When to stop, go, turn, yield, speed up… Radar senses in motion! Is this more of that Bee Dance? 

Thanks, GOOGLE:

RADAR:  a system for detecting the presence, direction, distance, and speed of aircraft, ships, and other objects, by sending out pulses of high-frequencyelectromagnetic waves that are reflected off the object back to the source.

A century of research has shown that honeybees are navigators par excellence. They can navigate by their sense of smell, the sun, the sky’s pattern of polarized light, vertical landmarks that stand out from the panorama, and possibly the Earth’s magnetic field.

Frequency Generation: sending signals out & calling signals in for a New Life

New brain wave, new breath. Work with your body. Truth shining. 

Center of the magnet moving me, dancing me inward, outward and around.   

Become the breath of a new life.  

Gaia currents breathing. Who follows? Winged ones.

Form and Flow. Formless Flow. 

“More of it and less of you”

“Lose yourself” “It’s all energy…frequency” Head leads. Heart-Body follows. Head Light lead…to clarify.

“Lose yourself to connection” 

“Into nothing” Chrysalis as messy

Nothing. No judgment in Flow. 

Great music at Center of the Magnet. 

Winged ones sending signal out. Transmuting. “To change your life.”

Bee Pollen as Stardust. Sticking to humans like honey. I wish stardust for those on this call. A yellow pathway, golden.  â€œA connection to the energy that changes your life”

Experience change, transmutation. Wings know Flow. Create change in your life. “Become it” “Become the frequency of change that changes your life” 

“…Love you have for a new Life” “Drawing it to you…” “Receive…”. 

“Receive the synchronicities of that Life in your Heart” 

Receive the gifts of Flow in Flow as they expand making all things new. “Gifts of a New Life” “Feel it”

“Gratitude for a new Life” “‘Receive a new Life” âœ”️  In process!!

“Aware of nothing but your connection to the energy of a new Life” Heart – Brain + Body = Body as Brain. 

Change happens through us, not to us. Change as a flowing process. Alchemical, with order, harmony.  By Design as a witness and participant. In the Field and on the bleacher. Creating changes of time as in clock work !!

A Transparent Life

So much aligning to do! Does consciousness ever end? Now it’s consciousness in New Earth as I (Earth body) learn more about balance within and with people. Seems my internal observer gives me feedback after the fact— as in “oops!” I was off because of “time”, that clock again. I double booked my day and was in a hurry. I wasn’t going to do that! I will learn this yet! Unlearning still!

I spontaneously (as if it called me) opened the book The Shamanic Way of the Bee and read a back chapter about the Bee Mistress. The ritual described made me of think of 3am meditation as a Bee dance. The power of this dance is yielding to a Force that is multi layered and getting lost in it. Lotus petal image comes up and in again.

I was surprised that I knew more about orgasm than my Kegel Physical Therapist did. She thought there was only one type of orgasm. How can that be? Her patients must not talk about the subject nor ask questions. And her sex life must be very boring. There are so many types of physical and etheric orgasm. In my experience, so far, the former doesn’t come close to the latter. In etheric realms there are so many electric energetic waves on the other side of nerve endings. Im getting/receiving that it’s a “brain orgasm.” So brain is outside the body!  I’m done with Kegel questions and appointments. I was a “simple case.” I’m amazed how information has helped me manage an overactive bladder in its beginning stage. Yes, I’m transparent about personal topics. Why not be transparent? What’s there to hide? Nothing!

My days are now filled with new territory. I walk a thinner line as I learn what works and doesn’t. Interesting lesson learning that heart can feel one way, mouth can speak on behalf of heart and then body can’t back it up with action. This was my GoLove experience and thinking I could return. When I went to bed my intention was to join the Zoom session. When I woke up I couldn’t go there. My body felt like a ship out of harbor and it couldn’t turn around! Now I have to be aware of all these layers. I think I can do this by using the word “now.” As in, I feel, think and speak this way Now and will see if body agrees in that same Now. Is the body slower to respond? Isn’t this about future “time?” How to wrap around this and then wrap up in it? How to make it full circle? There’s that Bee Dance again. 

N/S Serpent Coiled ~ E/W Wings Activated

Nerve endings are antennae scanning space for information. Do I do this or that? I sense the conditions and know. Sometimes more information is useful. A difference between knowing intuitively and knowing logically.

“…Eyes closed”  Buddha. Sitting, less writing.  Brain buzzing, full—before the pineal breathing exercises. 

Antennae like the hand of a clock scanning the field for inspiration. Body not inspired with this breathing. 

Observing. Sitting Buddha. Changed Body.  

“Serpent” is still, coiled. Volume too loud and I can’t turn it down. Not in synch. Will see what’s next. Not attached to outcomes, effects. 

Change of voice / tone gets my attention. Participating now. “Feel” 

Scanning disc. “Pure consciousness” “Aware that you’re aware”

Antenna as a disc dish.  Giving/emitting. Receiving/absorbing. “Tune in and receive” “More”

Mid back tingling. Wing chakra.

“Receive”

“1,2 aligning, connecting” 3:45 am, that was a lot of pineal breathing. An intrusive thought or an informative one? I wrap around it with non-judgmental wings. Wings of observation.

Solar Plexus (this is news!), Heart, Throat connect to Wings at back. Triangular. 

“1, 2, 3 all at once”  â€œReceive” 

“4”  â€œ1,2,3,4 at the same time”

“5, locate it”  White Wings outstretched. Hah! Serpent replacement for Now. “Your center to express Love” “Feel it with your throat”

1,2,3,4,5 aligning, attuning. Serpent N/S. Wings E/W. Thank you for this information. 

Inhale is N/S. Exhale is E/W. Cross currents of Chi.  Thank you for this feeling.

“6, find it…feel it…” Exhale through E/W arms, hands.  

“1,2,3,4,5,6 all at once. Aligning. Connecting.” “Feel it…” 

“7, find it, feel it” Listening, watching for guidance. Quiet field and body. 

“Energy of harmony…within you and all around you” “Become more aware of it”

“7”  â€œ1,2,3,4,5,6,7 all at once”  N/S alignment. E/W curved, a circle. 

“8, sense it” White Diamond, crystalline w many facets. Lotus flower w many petals. Like an umbrella, protecting.

“1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 at the same time…aligning and connecting”

Radiant particles streaming down. Skin receiving via nerve endings of inspiration — and information. (Thank you, Logic) Logic is inclusive in its purity, wholesomeness.

A space including space and time. Inclusive. “Greater levels of Oneness” “Raise the frequency”

“8, Bee đŸ there” 

Wheels within wheels. All in One. One in All. Parts of One whole. Sewn, woven. A coat of many colors. 

Skin holds it all together. One package of nerves, blood and bone. Nerve ending Chemistry. Nerves respond/react. Muscles carry body here, there. Chakras wheels teach purity. Wings transcend. 

Daily Life Break Through(s)

Playing with Kenny the Cat to entertain kids.. Out of nowhere that “drip” takes me out of Now on that clock of time. Again it has to do with “how long is this (work day) gonna take?” “ How much time left?” Impatient nerves? Too much fire?  This “drip” effect creates a fork or circuit break in the road, the Now current. Or is it a greater connection? Not sure yet how to read or interpret this new territory of Awareness. I’ve been tricked to judge so much from a negative perspective. More Light brings new angles of Seeing.

Singing songs from my childhood to the baby twins. When little I loved singing while swinging in the side yard. Now these nurturing songs come up as my childhood joy nurtures additional childhoods with joy. Also peace/contentment. These are transmissions from subconscious to conscious. Like the dance in morning meditation.

This communication system is now in place as I heal food issue. I’m more conscious—Light continues to break through! The subconscious is aerated!

Getting that unwiring is counter clockwise while wiring is clockwise. Will see how this evolves!

Chi Observation

…”from the observation deck,” I’m told. I love this support that comes in. It enlightens my heart and I feel young, like a child!

Yesterday when I was dancing with baby twins my chi flow was counterclockwise. Today it’s clockwise again. Observing…

Lower back keeps stressing with binding tissue. I am conscious of it, talk to it, massage it. Overnight it goes away. I love this short recovery time. My tooth and gut are needing more work and time. Unwiring and rewiring. So much for-give-ness!!

I build muscle with nanny work. Too much bending over the babies irritates lower back. I adjust! Hah. My own chiropractor.