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Slurping Upgrade 💧💦

Walking Meditation 5 had some fun surprises. During the intro when “1” comes into focus I hear/sense a serious “slurp.” As if this chakra was parched. My response was to inhale oxygen (absorb?) at “1” and then “4” and “6.” Thirsty chakras !!

During the first standing still part a fir tree was in front of me. With open eyes I breathed in the green energy from the forest canopy and the brown rugged tree bark. Then a Spirit Being emerged from both sides of tree trunk. Very mystical and Fairy Tale like.

I began to feel and think that I had an upgrade. What does this mean??

Listen and Absorb

This body-mind is telling me to change my pace. No more 12-hour days on my feet. Become more conscious of relaxation and Relax. Get massage. Move to music. Put feet up to support blood circulation. BE more; do less. Meditate in silence. Do WM with community but add solitude. Cells need more air intake—AhHa, like my car. I’m now being shown what this looks like: conscious breathing so that elixir CSF can dance through as the Aurora Borealis. AhHa— Absorption!

This requires more new wiring—is this work or play? What’s the difference? Work drains energy. Play or Relaxation builds energy so Life Force can be absorbed. More home work!! I Love Heart-Mind-Body home work. Birds chirp a morning tune and I hear—Here Now.

Reminded that lungs are associated with speech and blue throat chakra. Interesting that Angel Michael is associated with blue. We intake air and expel either noise or wisdom. Each one orchestrates the music in their life.

Body says to meditate NOW in silence. To soak up stillness! To ABSORB!! I sometimes hear but don’t act it out. How can relaxation be difficult? I get: “Change the music.” Such wisdom moving through me brings forth “Thank You” to Light Lineage friends, companions, messengers. And my heart chakra dances 🎶🎶

Solar Flares & Geomagnetism

A feeling I had today. Noon.

I can’t imagine how this 3-D Earth can directly absorb the passion that moves. The gap seems so wide and unattainable. However, I am engaged in the process of bringing it to life Now by Now. I am guided by absorption to build absorption. Still learning what this means.

My car is running again @ no charge thanks to my meditation buddy Mehrshad and my auto mechanic. The air intake plug was disconnected. Air is critical in every system! So, I now have more time to draw that new car/relationship into my life.

I find the following YouTube video on geomagnetism and solar flares stimulating—in my body. Near the end he talks about the magnetic field existing everywhere and that it’s ABSORBED into the Earth’s mantle:

YouTube @Stefan Burns, August 3. Earth’s Protective Shield is RAPIDLY CHANGING from solar flares and geomagnetic pulsations.


Living Colors of Relationship


I told a friend that I would join GOLOV this morning but when I awoke at 4:30 am I didn’t feel it. Meaning, body didn’t feel like moving in that direction. Okay. I ask why. Was I too tired? Am I not drawn to that “platform?” Is it a relationship that has ended and I don’t go back? Seems my body gives me signs and signals green as go, red as stop. What are these unconscious chemicals guiding my daily life.

I’ve not found a new car yet. So I’m keeping my auto repair appointment  to have more time to look. A friend is assisting with back and forth transportation and I told him I’d take him out for breakfast. However, I’m not hungry for breakfast. I usually eat anyway but this morning I want to honor my gut so I’m suggesting we have lunch instead. Here’s another example of living Now. It’s not very convenient for planning ahead. Not everyone can go with the changes of Flow. 

I woke up this morning to the image and word: colander. I knew it represented the filter or netting that I mentioned in a recent post. 

“Colander or Strainer? You can spot the difference between colanders and strainers by looking at the type of perforations. Colanders have large holes for draining liquid, and strainers have fine holes or mesh for catching small solids.”

I don’t yet know how all this fits together. I continue to watch, listen “absorbing” pops in. Am I a sponge?

I’m so happy to have community that speaks the same language and where I’m free to speak. My body steers me to the people and places that have similar absorption. And…I’m left with a blank! But not for long! This creative process of communion, communication and community is an ongoing network — RELATIONSHIP — of Light energy and Earth matter. Quantum wave. Quantum particle. More than words. Words in action. In living color. In emotional expression.

A New Car ~ Now

Feedback from my community is in play. Giving and receiving loops. A friend told me to get a new car ASAP after he checked out the brake noise. Yes, my car is old and worn out. We’ve been through a lot together. Blue Ray Dragon I named her 15 years ago and it’s been a gratitudinal relationship. Soon I take everything out of her trunk: kites, garden tools, kids puzzles and games, bubble supplies, cloth shopping bags, blanket—and why I want a sedan with a trunk! Soon I buy a car the easy and expensive way by walking into a local dealership. But this time I’m taking my friend with me. Male and female strategy.

A new car is symbolic of my new life 💜♥️

My Truth

5:00 am meditation. Changing Beliefs and Perceptions

“God” — where is Goddess? I get triggered by this omission. Why? Because I Love Her, follow Her, worship Her. She is part of me. Triggers are indicator signals calling forth words/actions. God/Goddess feedback loop = creative energy in motion—Creation.

This is a continual Now experience that I never forget 

Lower voice tone is soothing, grounding

Thought/Feeling = feedback loop

Dark Abuse

Last night I went to bed extra early. As I was falling asleep I saw the presence of a man dressed in black. He was “ominous” (I don’t know that word but it came up and through). A second thing happened that felt like a chaotic vortex. Then the third thing was his telepathic sexual advances. By this time I realized it was tracker/ hacker Jon Young who’s been abusing me (I’m not the only woman) telepathically for many years. I’ve been told that I create this and can cancel him out. What’s real for me is exposing him in the same way so many predatory males are being exposed on the planet.

This is why telepathic territory can be tricky. And why I’m enjoying / appreciating 3-D relationships.