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Radiation & Manifestation

Manifestation may take time—radiation does not. Seems to me this manifestation cart is put before the horse/horsepower.

Conversation after WM revolved around 3D drama and manifestation. When I injected that the woman and child in the storytelling were learning lessons of their choosing the circle energy shifted. And when I spoke of intuition and the Feminine I felt another freeze frame. I wasn’t contributing to or resonating with this conversation. A woman sat on my left again loud and again dominating the conversation. This circle that used to flow is no longer flowing for me. Change happens. I adjust. 

A couple men in that conversation/circle are caught up in manifestation. Why?  External things are not the focus when Spirit radiates inside out. Have all the gimmicks and tricks you want if manifestation is entertainment. Joy is authentic fire. That for me is the core engine of manifestation. What falls into place from this glowing heat is the law of attraction. Be is Feminine. Do is Masculine. Manifest balance!!

Holding Charge

Words are attaching to past feelings creating sentences at 1:00 am: Yesterday/last evening was not “another” day in paradise—it was a “new” day. A day of mystical “turning in toward itself” toroidal-like in expansion. Is it the effect of two fields joining as One? Definitely a new field with exuberant charge of Radiation—Unified Radiation. I’m seeing a tube that isn’t a rabbit hole. Its Earth made radiantly new—purplish pink are its colors. 

Reminding me of the orange/red from yesterday when new awareness popped in and energy in this body did an instantaneous deep dive. Roller coaster dive. Exhilarating newness!

“Mystical” wears new clothing, has new meaning as Spirit takes the wheel of the parts and the whole. A new explosive called Love of Life and Life of Love. Yes, “creative” and fun to witness as a participant, co-creator. As I walk on air called Cloud 9. Grounded Cloud 9 that holds the charge.

Mystical experience is shape-shifting! Turning in to itself rather than out into the cosmos. And yet it’s one field. One field—new dynamic. New dynamic—one field. Turning unto itself. Biblical is the feeling and word. In the beginning was the Word. 

Another Day in Paradise

“Romantic” is one more attribute that I didn’t think of!! I Am so blessed 💞

Ancient Aliens is fascinating tonight. I was nudged to make note of The Sacred Pyramid Sites series for future reference. 

What to do with leftover ham? Split Pea Soup. Yumm

Christmas gifting begins !! 🎄

Archangel Michael and Solomon now featured on AA.  🌀🌀  

Turning Lucid

Happy is natural. Take the turn.

“It’s who you are”  Take the turn— North Star is upright.

“Passion for Life”  turning

Motion of e-motion 

Thank you for “Heart”. One word for many words

“That’s energy” in my Heart hands

Heart connected to the hands connected to the Brain

Serpentine heart — S

Turn, turn, turn e-motion

Ah-ha! Body gyrating S to N same as N to S. Gyrating turns in both directions as in Serpent responding to Snake Charmer

Relax body as docile serpent in basket, coiled basket

Serpent flesh vivid. In psyche, DNA. Humans limit matter. Matter shape shifts. Oscillating reality around central point—SunStar

Serpent both energy and matter turning one to the other

Photon a word more appetizing to humans 

“Quark” a better word. OK

A quark is a type of elementary particle and a fundamental constituent of matter. Quarks combine to form composite particles called hadrons, the most stable of which are protons and neutrons, the components of atomic nuclei. All commonly observable matter is composed of up quarks, down quarks and electrons. Wikipedia

Love that blue. Buzzes zzzzz my head Blue Light. Blue Light Hearted

Why is 2 blue?  I’m washed in blue. Water of Life

“1,2 at the same time” Hose spouting blue. Blue glue. Taking me on a journey…. I’m going in. A blue hole in cosmos

Star blue shape.  Held steady here now. Sound bath for brain, heart, body. Blue sound bath. Cleansing. Clearing. Turning. 

“The power of Love”. Blue Love

Blue friends. Wavelength. “Know it by heart.”1,2,3,4….

Blue turning into orange = purple

No logic to this dance, not true—different logic blueprint

“5. “Throat. Center to express Love” BLue Love. “Tune in and receive”

Shamanic Journey “1,2,3 4,5 at the same time” 

Blue cushion surrounding matter. Protection. Waters of Sound

Blue zone focus as in lens

“6” Upward flow.  Blue turning pink

Purple + white = pink (logic)

Feminine images, Masculine words

“1,2,3,4,5,6,7”  “Experience it”. 

“7”  Lines. A grid. Landing pad. Energy Matter merging / dance lines moving outward. 7 turned upward

“1,2,3,4,5,6,7 all at once”. Blast off!

“Feel that energy move” “Enjoy it”

“8” Sense it. “Enjoy” is not my word for this sensual space. More contained/placid than outgoing. 

Go placidly among the noise and haste

What does go placidly amid noise and haste mean? — calm and gentle. We can see the word’s meaning in the opening of the poem “Desiderata,” by Max Ehrmann: “Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.” Definitions of placidly. adverb. in a quiet and tranquil manner.

Placid head, heart, body 

“1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 at the same time”

Placid and lucid

The hypnagogic state refers to a transitional stage between wakefulness and sleep, in which sensory perceptions can be experienced.

“Aware that you are aware”

I’m lucid a lot! I love being lucid as in a day off from work when I can flow. In Light Body.

“Become that frequency. Experience it. Surrender to it.”

Body of global brain —whole brain knowing

“7. Both halves of your brain. Top of your head.”

The Dance Floor

How does a man learn to dance with a woman whose feeling dial is constantly moving to the changing temperatures of watery music. And how does a woman learn to dance with a man whose logic dial is tuned in differently. Is it a stepping on toes unlearning and learning process? Or is it keeping a safe distance to protect one’s toes? How do two opposites learn to dance rhythmically as One? Ah-ha! The answer comes in: “use your wings” not toes! This Thanksgiving I’m thankful for these gems we call downloads that shine Light on this dance floor—Dragons love their gems.

Birthing Photons

6:00 pm last night I was over taken by a dark force as in under tow. The chemistry or radiation consumed me. It felt like symptoms of withdrawal because I was craving carbs. I didn’t think to look and see what was on the other side of this consuming pressure. It’s familiar—from the past. Hormonal?

More intensity at 1:30 am. I don’t remember much as I was “out of it.” I do remember grabbing a man and holding tight. I observed my action and wondered what was going on. It wasn’t until late morning that I got it—we had given birth! Not one birth—many births—Dragon style. Photon style.


A couple days ago while at the kitchen sink (again—what’s with that sink?) I got that my interest in showing up in new spiritual groups is because of Love. I’m not shopping to be filled. I am Being. My senses want to express Love. To merge with a larger body “of Souls.” A smile is what I see. I’m to deliver a smile! What does this tell me? It’s not words. It’s the Spirit behind the words that has meaning. It’s Spirit that draws me to new spaces, places. 

In Create Inner Peace meditation I hear Dr. Joe say: “make this a gut feeling.” This instinctual knowing is how fly. It’s like an > at the solar plexus. It’s a sonar system. Sonar has to do with water and this is that merging of waters. Jesus Bible stories come to mind. And that sink!

I certainly like to write while listening to Joe. It’s background music and a dance when words merge.

“There’s an unpredictable future driven by the profound energy of your emotion”  did I hear that correctly?  I hear that as profound emotion creates future events. 

“Exhale this energy”  This exhale is full of cerebral spinal fluid that moves this matter in gyrating pattern. Serpent like. ~~~~~ssss

New exhale into a larger world. 

I feel scattered to pieces and letting them speak. It makes little sense. As I feel serpent wrap around me. A new level of Serpent on Earth. Serpent—as in Light Photon. Serpent/Dragon as in shape shifter. People ask me about Dragon. S/He is many in One.

“The different types of radiation are defined by the amount of energy found in the photons. Radio waves have photons with low energies, microwave photons have a little more energy than radio waves, infrared photons have still more, then visible, ultraviolet, X-rays, and, the most energetic of all, gamma-rays.”


The landscape at Lewis Creek picnic area was full of Native American Spirits. I felt their presence and the cattails spoke of them. I was there for our monthly meditation retreat though I had missed the previous two months. I seem to like variety and as much as I love this meditation community I am feeling pulled to visit some other spiritual centers such as Ananda and Unity. I think it’s diversity that calls. 

After an intense meditation the group experienced a sound bath healing via crystal bowls. I’m gonna be blunt—for me it was awful! So loud I had to plug my ears. It felt intrusive to my still space and I considered leaving the room. Instead I plugged my ears tighter. Everyone else raved about it. I talked with the “musician” (not sure the term) about it and the only thing that made sense to me was that I didn’t need healing.  Does that mean there was nothing to absorb the sound waves? No cushion? Sort of like bone on bone discomfort? She and I had a brief chat about Lemurians that were encircled in blue!  

I notice that sometimes people talk about wealth with a giddy tone. Is this not idol worship? External wealth is a false god. And yet it’s identified as success. 

I’m still in my Light body from today’s retreat. I left early because I couldn’t shift gears that easily—from alpha/theta to beta. I needed/wanted stillness. This shifting of gears is what I have to do when we’re instructed to repeat what JD explained. I have to listen differently to repeat what was said. I have to pull myself back from my Light body and wrap around logic. It’s unnatural for me though I did stay in my physical body (grounding!) longer so I heard more. My relationship with my self and Self is complex—not complicated!