My brain is feeling constricted/tight with all the details I am processing due to an upcoming retreat. I don’t experience this pressure while in nature, listening to music, drumming, doing arts and crafts, etc. Technology is a huge factor as my eyes focus on this small hand held device to process detail after detail. It feels unnatural and I wonder who or what is trying to shapeshift humans into machines. This left brain masculine focus has been dominant too long. Where’s the feminine right brain and emotional expression? Where’s the balance?

I expressed too much love recently. It happened in the moment but didn’t feel right after that moment. Why? Now I may hold back as I sometimes do when I feel joyful and childlike. Where can I freely express my feminine self? I express it within as I connect with Light Beings who use energy, not machines. Matter is becoming less dense. What does that technology look like?

Meeting a friend today and felt like taking her a small gift. Something from my heart. I then saw a “Dragon Speak” card. How fun is that? I have been waiting to get motivated to do an art project. It just landed/grounded! I am so guided from within and letting life happen rather than making it happen.

Male (+) and female (-) attraction creates an electromagnetic field. Desire is the e-motional propulsion to have contact and union. Do higher intelligences in other galaxies desire to make contact with humans?

Voila !! These two words bring “speed of light” enlightenment as soon as I write them. Enlightenment, as in seeing and knowing more than I did before. Is this not “time” in its moment by moment, evolving creation?

For weeks I have been tumbling in dark space head over heels. This cycle began when I saw a toxic being with empty eye sockets (windows of the soul) and then when I saw black lettering on white space in Dreamtime which were not English. It was the new way in which I saw that had an impact on my consciousness as if I was seeing “into”—with x-ray vision—holographically. Then I saw into the life of a child and hit a wall of grief. That grief and other dark emotions have been seeping through since. This dark energy-in-motion is the Language of the Sacred Feminine. It is not logical nor linear. It’s a dance I call the Creative Process. It’s Dark leading to Light. It’s Light leading to Dark. A Yin/Yang dance of opposites—Serpentine.

This morning in Dreamtime I saw lettering again. I could read letters this and they spelled “I’m sorry.” This loving communication came through as a beam of angled (/) light. It felt like an intervention; a break in the falling, the tumbling. I immediately remembered a teaching from the Emissaries of Divine Light: X representing the pattern of flow and communication between levels of consciousness. The crossover point at the X center provides stability and is the “fulcrum” (I don’t know the meaning of this word but it came up from the subconscious) for motion. All this emotion teaches me about myself and mySelf (X) two aspects of one whole. I am committed to working with levels of consciousness no matter the discomfort. It is the most rewarding and enlightening work there is.

Back here at “home plate” where I can track all my bases. Much has happened since I was here last. If I could draw the lines, base to base, they would look chaotic to the human eye. But chaos leads to order and that is my “zero point” sight vision—note Dragon speak. We lift off from one reality to another. A gutsy flight to somewhere yet unknown.

In morning guided meditation (listening to Dr. Joe Dispenza) I saw an image at Third Eye. It was/is squarish which is unusual since I have been feminine and circle oriented. It’s also intricate with many arcs and lines. I’ve been researching and it is similar to the symbol for the squarish root chakra yet more complex.

Since meditation I realize this square/circle represents the New Earth that holds balance.

My frozen heart (previous post) of Earth and Water melted in Fire and Air. It melted as it froze—in energetic flow which is both constant and changing in the River of Life. It’s the changes that determine the course of reality in this dimension.

Is a frozen heart the same as a broken heart?Can it melt? Does it heal? And whose heart is this anyway?

I sometimes wake up to an assignment. Today it is: What is a bar magnet? It looks like my S/He Dragon is a bar magnet! Earth bodies are bar magnets as Light energy contacts centers circulating around and through physical matter. This whole process is Love in action, in expression. Why? Because it’s the micro and macro design from Creator to Creation. In other words we live in an electromagnetic universe and we are electromagnetic beings.

So why are we humans not plugged in to this Love? Why are we hating and killing? Because we are expressing from our lowest energy centers of survival. We have higher centers to express. These centers are vortexes with color, sound and patterns of frequency. Going within to listen is enlightening. It is an act of loving oneself.

I notice that my body wants to “wrap around” my Beloved. Bar magnet to bar magnet ! This “wrapping” can be spiritual, emotional, mental, or physical. It’s the holy “communion” that holds and sustains the charge. Community holds communion, bar magnets to bar magnets and—all things are made new!

Thanks to Dr. Joe Dispenza, Dr. Bruce Lipton and Elena from Dr. Joe’s Soulmates group I have new awareness about what I have been calling the Wing Chakra. It’s challenging to explain the details when I saw the whole picture all at once. But there were trigger moments and words of association. Such as when Dr. Bruce talked about merging the left and right brain hemispheres by crossing one’s arms and ankles. Another was today when Elena asked me online if I worked with “healing of soul parts and wing chakra.”

This led me to see the Wing Chakra not as an additional chakra (in my book S/He Dragon ~ How I Found My Wings I called it the 8th chakra) but as the whole. In other words each chakra has wings! Perhaps it is the entire spinal column.

I’ve been reading about people in Dr. Joe’s online groups connecting with higher beings and Angels and got the sense that Angel energy and sightings were a thing. As a result I see that there is Angel Wing Activation in the larger community—the body, the New Earth. This is a quantum leap of Love, Truth and Life—Heart, Head and Body !!

Looking at this image it’s as if the field enlarged with more parts. I know it has more to tell us—many of us !!

(This circuitry is composed of masculine (+) logic and feminine (-) intuition creating balance of intelligence.)

I woke up at 2:45 am remembering this mage—it was in mind’s eye when I awoke. In a Dr. Joe Dispenza meditation I experienced male and female polarities as two cords rising up through center core and facing each other at the crown chakra. I had forgotten to mention this when I detailed my experience. But this part of the story pole didn’t forget! So it came up to speak in a couple different ways. As a Dragon in flight and on Earth I record what I observe.