Dragon Eye

Pituitary Support

Wow! I had a new experience in morning meditation! I had stopped meditating because of noisy words—I wanted stillness. Today I wrapped around the parts at play and they told a story!

  1. The music was a North Star, a compass point, that kept me held above the other parts at play.
  2. The words were in a chamber below North (left brain?). They didn’t distract or disturb me.
  3. The “blackness” held nothingness (right brain?).
  4. My heart felt “pings”near the end of the meditation.
  5. Heart merged with my brain energetically
  6. An arc moved E/N/W.

How logical is that! My brain, our collective brain, has evolved! Where are we now? We have a working, whole brain that is a new template.

The North Star kept me suspended above the other parts. Above does not mean separate. It means attuned to larger intelligence. North Star as (visual at play) the sharp teeth of gears. I had a vision years ago of a wheel with nipples oozing milk for nourishment. I think it’s included in my S/He Dragon book. Isn’t this the way the pituitary gland secretes it’s milk and honey into body parts?

I’m happy to be meditating again! I have good company in meditation.

Talking in Circles

Listening to Dr. Joe’s YouTube video How to Become supernatural I heard mirroring being discussed. He talks in circles that include past, present and future changing the old meaning of words that go nowhere. And “personality”—my ongoing issue is to balance my fire and not be so jubilant. I heard myself speak recently and in a split second heard, Viv, the 3-year-old I nanny. How to balance Fire of emotion with Earth of logic?

Whole Brain Mirroring / Knowing

GOLOV meditation, a new day in a New Year of 2022.

  • Smooth out the grooves, sharpen the teeth of gears in motion
  • Head/Brain floats in space. I feel Solar winds gently move my head and hear the sound of their motion
  • Joe poetry merges left and right brain in whole brain expression = whole brain knowing
  • Opening up to Love = Trust
  • Head floating again with Cosmic winds
  • White Angelic wings are a relay team taking energy into the farthest reaches of space

I’m acting like a different person at times. I’m not sure about her when she goes over a certain edge (this relates to personal expression and not food). She seems to have too much rope. I’m thinking more meditation could balance her.

I took a gift to a postal worker whose heart is always open. That act of giving was also an act of receiving. I know because I felt the moving waves in my body.

Radiant and reflective Love in one whole circle? Radiant and reflective Love of one whole brain? Radiant and reflective mirroring? Is the heart a mirror? Is the brain a mirror? More to express, experience and know.

Wikipedia:

Mirroring is the behavior in which one person unconsciously imitates the gesture, speech pattern, or attitude of another. Mirroring often occurs in social situations, particularly in the company of close friends or family. The concept often affects other individuals’ notions about the individual that is exhibiting mirroring behaviors, which can lead to the individual building rapport with others.

Mirroring is the subconscious replication of another person’s nonverbal signals.[1] This concept takes place in everyday interactions and often goes unnoticed by both the person enacting the mirroring behaviors as well as the individual who is being mirrored. The activation of mirror neurons takes place within the individual who begins to mirror another’s movements and allows them a greater connection and understanding with the individual who they are mirroring, as well as allowing the individual who is being mirrored to feel a stronger connection with the other individual.[citation needed]Mirroring is distinct from conscious imitation under the premise that while the latter is a conscious, typically overt effort to copy another person, mirroring is unconsciously done during the act and often goes unnoticed.[citation needed]

The display of mirroring often begins as early as infancy, as babies begin to mimic individuals around them and establish connections with particular body movements.[2] The ability to mimic another person’s actions allows the infant to establish a sense of empathy and thus begin to understand another person’s emotions. The infant continues to establish connections with other individual’s emotions and subsequently mirror their movements.

Mirroring can establish rapport with the individual who is being mirrored, as the similarities in nonverbal gestures allow the individual to feel more connected with the person exhibiting the mirrored behavior.[3] As the two individuals in the situation display similar nonverbal gestures, they may believe that they share similar attitudes and ideas as well. Mirror neurons react to and cause these movements, allowing the individuals to feel a greater sense of engagement and belonging within the situation.

Stunning mirror image shots reveal the beauty in still water

Lungs Purify

I grew up in a family that never talked about personal feelings. It left me feeling as if I was an object. After hitting emotional walls and going through darkness I learned I was a spiritual being. Since then (age 25) I’ve been discovering my spiritual nature and attracting spiritual experiences.

After all the years I’m still unsure where men are coming from. Are they interested in relationship and sharing spiritual intimacy or are they stuck in the red zone of sexual intimacy? Women are not objects to be toyed with (as happens with Stalker/Hacker shenanigans). Men are not objects to be used for security (as happens when women are insecure).

This comes up to be written because Hacker is in town and harassing me by blocking my online communication systems. I speak of it. I call him on it. He can’t sneak around hidden like a tracker of animal tracks. I Am more than animal. I am more than an object.

May 2022 be a space where men and women find the fortitude to shift gears into new expression and thus expansion of relationship. May our rainbow colors shine in round arcs. May the wobble subside. How does that happen? By talking honestly about honest feelings. Our Lungs of Heart play a role in this shift.

Lung definition:

  1. each of the pair of organs situated within the rib cage, consisting of elastic sacs with branching passages into which air is drawn, so that oxygen can pass into the blood and carbon dioxide be removed. Lungs are characteristic of vertebrates other than fish, though similar structures are present in some other animal groups.
    • an open space in a town or city, where people can breathe fresher air.”the city had to be given lungs, in the shape of open spaces, squares, parks, and gardens”

Lungs purify, Heart feels, Throat speaks and the whole body communicates new language. The Word in words of color.

Gears

“Gears” are on my mind. Gears are my mind! What larger gear moves them? Could I write a poem about that? My poetry writing gear is rusty from the lack of use though I am now enjoying reading poetry to an audience. A new gear!

Another day off from work due to this second family being sick. They are sick a lot as if it’s a common gear for them to go the doctor. My paycheck is affected by so much time off which means less funds go into savings. Paycheck to paycheck are gears that keep my household afloat. No complaints. I love my jobs as I love time off. The movement of gears and lack of has consequences—which I observe.

I posted a video of otters playing in the snow. Yesterday my nanny kids were at the park sliding down the slide, flying into the air, landing and sliding in snow like those otters. Similar gears in motion! Childlike gears are free moving gears of fun!

Yesterday morning I was looking for a meditation without words. Some gear in my brain-body wanted to move differently. Last night I was happily surprised that the Zoom meditation had a lot of…silence. My gears purred!

I’m no longer drained by being with people. In fact I’m seeking people and asking for their time. This is another new gear! People add to my happiness! Those people that drain me either leave on their own or I leave them. Or I change the timing of gear engagements. Breathing room between engagements keeps me in equilibrium. Some relationships have more of this space than others. It’s like an orchestra expressing diverse sound or a garden filled with seasonal expressions.

Emotionally creative high gears turn into emotionally co-creative low gears. A recent creative process (with gears that move!) dug up “dirt” from past relationships with men. (“the higher I fly, the lower I dive”) I wondered where these “human” emotions were coming from. They seemed so foreign and yet they had impact pulling me down with face in the mud! (Visual: Did I just fall off a bike?) I didn’t scold or shame myself out of the mud. I felt the insecure feelings associated with the insecure thoughts. And in short turn-around timing I shifted gears by expressing my true sunny nature! Actually I, ego I, didn’t do the shifting. Some over riding gear moved the whole system and my muddy self with it!

Reminds me of parking on top of the snowy hill yesterday and walking into work. As I walked on snow the song Let It Snow (“the weather outside is frightful…”) started to sing me. That same over riding gear moved me!

I welcome this turning of creative gears and don’t mind getting muddy on occasion. It’s part of the creative process called evolution, called enlightenment. We are conscious because our Head Light is on in all weather patterns (water, air, earth, fire) and their seasons of creative expression. The more gears the more expression!

Gears of God and Goddess. Gears of creator, creativity and creation. It’s why we’re here with Gaia at a personal level. It’s why we’re engaged as One, heart to heart.

Honesty

Fire needs water, air, earth to be balanced. Without that full circle I wobble. I look at my life (inner and outer) to see where to make adjustments so I don’t wobble.

From my book S/He Dragon:

Violet moves the spectrum red 
Green the bridging heart 

I tried to meditate but my brain doesn’t want words so I’m looking for music. Words and music engage different gears. And why I’m starting to read poetry which is more spacious—and another gear.

Sacred Space, Sacred Earth

Heat of passion is a wild ride. I hang on as heart and lungs get a workout breathing together in accord. Telepathic cardio! Breathing fire of Fire Dragon. (Lungs as chakra) Reminds me of spacecraft power and maneuverability as experienced in some of my flying dreams. So much to experience and learn. Who wants to read about it or hear about it? I prefer to experience and learn first hand. Tantra comes to mind and Eros. This dance is not for ego’s personal pleasure but for the liberation of New Earth. The cosmic web is jolted with charge.

Sonar Radiation

Whew! Where to begin telling that story? I’ll start at the ending immersed in sonar waves. Now I have to look for the definition. My definition is rapture and to give it context it is Rapture of New Earth.

In Sonar, we use (1) ultrasonic waves (2) infrasonic waves (3) radio waves (4) audible sound waves

 (1) ultrasonic waves.

“SONAR stands for sound navigation ranging. It is defined as the technique used for determining the distance and direction of underwater objects with the help of sound waves. This technique is used by animals such as bats and whales.

  • A common use of ultrasound is in SONAR. Ultrasonic waves are used in SONAR instead of audible sound waves.
  • SONAR uses ultrasonic waves i.e. sounds having frequency greater than 20,000 Hz.
  • The ultraviolet radiations are not scattered or deviated much.”

How did I get there/here? Definitely with the right partner. I’m going to share a story I wrote about Goddess many years ago. My partner back then was myself and Nature—Goddess was teaching me about my Goddess Self. Now the explorations have to do with the surface of Earth, the depth and terrain of inner Earth and our Extraterrestrials also exploring Earth’s landscapes. What’s the purpose? To keep Goddess charged: living and breathing! “Contact” at all levels/degrees/hues is creative when the participants hold higher intention. This generation from Goddess Earth charges the whole—yes, Holy.

Looking for my Goddess story to share I find this in Chapter 8 of S/He Dragon: “During ovulation, my skin hungers to touch and be touched. How natural, then, to relate to trees—the skin of the earth. Trees and skin absorb and transmit light energy to maintain healthy equilibrium. Trees protect Mother Earth; skin protects my earth. Trees and skin are communicators of love.”

This. Chapter 15: “Telepathy is the energetic transfer of touch, ideas, thoughts, emotions, feelings and sound. A telepathic connection is the energy bond that connects two or more minds into the same wave length to utilize telepathy. We broadcast emotions, moods, thoughts, attitudes, fragments of our personality unknowingly every day. Everything that emits energy also absorbs energy….” www.outofbodyecstacy.com

This. Ovulation. As an elder ovulation is no longer a monthly rhythm of intensity. Now something more subtle moves that has to do with more than me and this one body.

This. Chapter 12:

Light of Fertility Moon

“Monthly phase of ovulation turns me into a different woman. Like moon, I become aggressive. My skin feels like iron pilings, drawn and raised by a magnet. I wear magnetic fur. Ovaries cramping, discharging, I am on the hunt. Sexual fantasies come alive as I wander land of erotica. Is this a nightmare that frightens? Is this a monster out of control?

No! I am Goddess! I wear golden robes of energetic Light. I embrace this light of fertility and release it with passionate power. I release—earth quaking; I release—water flowing; I release—fire burning; I release—wind spiraling. Earth, water, fire, air, alive and moving through this body.

Magnetism is in my cells, a force of nature. I open to this natural force and let it move me through the terrain of my daily life. I welcome my wild nature and how it enlivens my world, as does moon in her magnetic full force. Knowing magnetic rhythms of earth body, I know wholeness in a holy place. Here is power. Here is grace.”

Now, much later my “body” includes other bodies. We’re a solar and sonar system! Fun to discover this terrain with another Angel-Human and beings from other dimensions. They are also exploring and supporting this New Earth.

Lineage

GOLOV Meditation 12/26

Song moves me/my feet. Serpent appears. I stand on Earth globe/body. Serpentine lines burrow through underground terrain. Kundalini moving, spreading out from central sun core. Opening portals.

1 Eye + 1 Eye = 1 Eye. All seeing from above. An overview. Two Eyes as One.

People come to mind (Sandra Ingerman, others). I offer them Serpentine blessing.

I know it ! I claim it! Emanating Serpentine rays move out from me—my central sun core. Radiant energy is Serpentine lineage.

I look down on Gaia lines. I look down on my lines. A new over view.

Past, Present, Future Now

Looking for a poem I wrote years ago and reading old journals this morning. This entry surprised me in that it’s similar to my recent “collision in space.”

December 7, 2002

“Back of head feels a quiver as if my head is split and the back portion charged.

Deep in night I start to spin and hear a cry. I spin faster, earth shakes in upheaval. I spin faster. Pressurized I cannot breathe. Faster, faster. I stay with it as energy evens out fanning into space. Was this a release of pain, grief? Was this an alien space craft breaking through a sound barrier?”

I read about other strange noises and sensations in my head and that my neck and thumbs went through phases of pain and change. Alchemical transmutation has been ongoing since Angel Michael touched me with Light at age 25. Now I’m a Mystical receiver and transmitter — with a co-pilot!! Manifestation happens in the flow of Now. We are guided by the map of lines.