Dragon Eye

Wiley Creek pasture
Purple thistles line my nap
Under summer blue 

Hay strewn path by creek
Does garter snake live nearby?
There! A snake slithers

Face and hand painting
Jonathon takes hand to hold
Paints white cloud rainbow

A second Co-Heal session and I zoom in to see matter in relationship with energy. Is this seeing Quantum and Particle because I Am that I Am?

I saw a woman’s heart with outstretching strings in her field that were attached to drama/trauma. She’s the one to follow the strings to the other side and love that Now time/space. I suggested this to a healer friend recently and she bucked like a horse in reaction. She is attached to the drama. Our heart strings are meant to arc in fullness of Love rather than be flat and dull.

Seeing is “zooming in” as in my tent experience with that expanded “arrow,” which is what I want to say/write but the word “laser” comes in from another angle.

“A laser is a quantum mechanical device that emits light with a well-defined wavelength in a very narrow beam. The operation of a laser is based on the quantum mechanical process of stimulated emission, predicted by Einstein when he studied the photoelectric effect.”

My healing is seeing to educate rather than seeing to heal for them. People must learn to heal themselves, to love themselves. It’s their inner work and journey. Maybe I say this because I’m a beginner at this seeing dis-ease in others, working with it and speaking of it. As always I learn as I go—experientially. My brain/heart/body has an experience and then I know by moving forward to make space for the next knowing. Sounds like energy-in-motion of emotion! Sounds like the Language of the Sacred Feminine. How far off course humans became until they re-membered their lost soul parts and claimed their true inheritance—Light!!

In my tent at Wiley Creek Campout and before falling asleep I had a traveling sensation in my head. I was moving/expanding/stretching in space—like a telescopic lens. I mentioned this might be a Third Eye ”transmission” (just came in) to someone at the campout who is very psychic and a metaphysical scholar with layers upon layers of knowledge. He associated my experience with the Merkaba (chariot).

I had a dream about hugging a man—a full body hug! We whispered (no one else knew) in each others ears with excitement that we couldn’t wait to be married. “Marriage” has many definitions. Partnership takes many forms. Loved that the emotion was clear, sweet—pure!

This thought process is very sketchy but the writing of it helps with its unfoldment.

From Dr. Joe Dispenza’s July blog:

Brain Pathway Clarifies How Light Affects Our Mood

By Corrie Pikul-Brown, Futurity

“The findings build on previous research by study coauthor David Berson, professor of neuroscience, who in 2002 discovered special light-sensing cells in the eye. Unlike rods and cones, these “intrinsically photosensitive retinal ganglion cells” are not involved in what’s known as “object vision” or “form vision,” Sanes says, but mainly function to sense light intensity.”

This article brings up questions regarding what “chemistry” activates the endocrine glands. Do these glands and their corresponding chakras have rods and cones? And how is chemistry activated? What chemistry activates chemistry?

How does Light and light enter the physical body? Is Light frequency that Angel Michael touched me with at the top of my head different than light frequency from the sun that my eyes pick up? Is the former felt and known with inner Eye and the latter known with outer eyes? 

This learning/understanding is not a linear process but more circular with negative space. Meaning the answers are in the field and I get to listen and watch for them. It’s a carefree process. A Quantum way of learning/knowing.

I posted the article on our Drum Circle Messenger thread. Two responded positively. It’s helpful to have this backup for those in my orbit.

In the arms of the Angels.

Alberto’s Courageous Dreaming Masterclass leaves me with the impression that the Body Particle is more aligned as particles with the waves of One Quantum Field. My heart is full of Gratitude for our collective journey upward.

This camp out opened up for me (thanks to a friend) and I’ll be sharing my Turtle’s Circle of Life book and mandala mapping with 80 children. Yesterday I went to my storage space for camping supplies and found a bin with 50 previous editions of the book. I decided to donate these to the kids rather than charging for the new book. My friend asked, “Don’t you want to make money this weekend?” I do tend to give my time and books away without charge. Is it that I feel unworthy? No. In the Now of those give-away moments I feel abundant. I live a simple life that feels abundant. I have a small living space that feels like a castle. I’m happy from the inside out. 

Another friend invited me—and my drum circle—to offer drumming at a community event.  I’m realizing that soon I’ll have a foundation and will ask for compensation. I’m observing that process of inner and outer development.

My drum circle. I’m continually suggesting that participants contribute instead of relying on me. A leader builds and a teacher teaches how to be in a circle rather than on a linear ladder. It’s like my friend who listens to psychics and leans on what they see and say. She expects me to do the same but I turn it around and ask her to go within. So much external drama to get caught up in. So much spin and spin some more. It’s so boring! I’m now able to straight-talk Truth in many situations. This, too, is my abundant New Earth.

10:00 am Courageous Dreaming with Alberto at The Four Winds. Yay!!

Chemistry. What is pineal gland chemistry? What is pituitary gland chemistry? And what is the chemistry of their “sacred marriage?” And who is this I Am observing to ask more questions? It’s quite an intricate web design with nodes and lines connecting.

Sacred Marriage is the Union of Energy/Light and Matter/Earth. Union’s purpose is the radiation of pure Light through which Truth is known and told. As Light moves through Matter creativity and co-creativity is the web effect. 

My life is webbing now that I’m more engaged at personal levels with people. I’ve been social over the years but not at this level of engagement. Yes, Dragon is okay being seen and heard now. Another “node” is added as someone invites me to drum at an upcoming community event. Relationships create the web…arcing (not flat) in sound/color frequency. A Rainbow Crystal. Off work another day so I get to listen for more web creativity. 

Dang! I lost that slice of heaven—on blog anyway. Never lost in the Quantum. Why did I rush out of a sacred space to do busy work? Why did I not honor that generation by staying in the Now? Why did I shift quickly into the next gear? I wasn’t going to work as usual. Must be a habit of moving too fast and fiery. I know better now that I caught it. Now it becomes a conscious choice instead of an unconscious habit. There is much to hold sacred these days. I honor that by learning as I go.

I don’t think I’ve been here before: wondering how much attention is too much attention? My brain hasn’t wrapped around this feeling yet.

What is Love? is a question that sprouted from Joe’s Bring Awareness into Actions on YouTube. An answer developed: Love is the generation of creative substance within oneself and co-creative substance with another and others. The type of love generated depends on the chemistry (is this electromagnetism?) of its interaction. Chemistry is not something one can manipulate from the outside. Authentic chemistry is inside out. Authentic love is creative and co-creative—a gift that keeps giving.

I felt like a teacher. Feeling certain attitudes and hearing certain words from those around me led me to share my “fingers as a hose” dream. So much insecurity, fear, victimization, subtle blame. So much to say about moving stuck energy through the physical body. My Dragon voice spoke up and I gave S/He acknowledgement in that moment. This straight talk is new for me in New Earth.