Dragon Eye

BOTEC 7

3:00 am Meditation. Blessing of the Energy Centers, BOTEC 7

A new route, Now by Now:

Laying down not generating CSF so I sit up and coordinates align N/S/E/W. I press into them. They press into me. Connecting as sockets

Center of universal space

Past, present, future

Time Space revolves around me

I get to relate to all of it

In its spiraling ascent

Upright spine! Happy spine.

“Aligning connection” 1 & 2. Intersecting w meditation now

“3…Find it…feel it… Moment by moment” “Center of power, will”

Top of head in focus. Locked in. Lower chakras not coming into focus. I let it be. “Receive”

“1,2,3,4….”  North Star dominating. “Enjoy it and receive”

5 is a blur ??  Focus still at top. Comical…looks like a tadpole. Spinal cord stem, secondary system

“1,2,3,4,5,6 at the same time” 

Tadpole looks like comet. ‘Configuration’

“6, find it”  Home base. Cruising thru space. “…energy of the mystical”

Want to focus here. At rest. Locked in. Circular. “Remember this feeling. Become this feeling”

“1,2,3,4,5,6, all at once aligning, connecting” generating substance.

Radiating head. Signals. 

“7” CSF pulsates, generates.  S/He plays her part, holding space. “Become more aware of it”

“Remember this feeling” Heart pressure

“1,5,6,7” I think he said. 7. Love this attention at 7.  “and receive…”. 

“8”  triangular design. Star.  Radiating head. Pressurized presence.

“Become it” Heart speaks again… Heart quake. “Be worthy”

“Become aware that you’re aware” “Behind you, way behind you” Propulsion thru space. “Energy and

Information”. “Become the Void”

“Order and wholeness” Music to my ears. Musical attraction !!  Follow the sound waves no, Pushed by sound waves.

“8 Be there”  Thank you for this pillow talk…comical! 

“Embody it”

“Center of your brain, back of your brain” Love this!  

Focus now on body parts. In focus!

“4”  Wow…New Earth focus. 

“Embody that energy”  Body loves the attention, feeling the music. Harmonizing.

Undulating tadpole!  Fertilizing space with conscious Light from a new human species!  “Feel that with your entire body”

“Who do you want to be?”  Head quake like Heart quake. Releasing energy. Radiation. Unified radiation in the Field, thru the Field.

Follow the yellow brick road….Golden Light 🌟🎼🌟

Bees to Tadpoles

3 am Meditation Time Space / Space Time

Hollow reed as in Eye of a needle

Black soil — a fetus

“The plane, the height…” my Tilt-A-Whirl… “width, magnitude, depth” 

At center observing

“Both sides of you”… hollow reed

Two as yin/yang with eyes floating through space

Cozy, two peas in a pod — green

Hands hold the “width, height, on both sides of you”  Empty space holds information as inspiration  (-/+)

“Behind you” Why sexual stirrings? Starts at root. Tail bone. Fetus. I’m pregnant — with possibilities 

“Nobody” is my two bodies. Logic can’t go here “As pure consciousness unfolds…” Serpent Eye! [not holding phone, hand says thank you] 

Brightly colored Serpent. It is an honor to be in the Presence of Serpent. Regal. Kin. Yellow/red

Head thrown back Serpent like. Tail bone connected to knee bone…into Earth. Sexual stirring. Awakening. “Unfolds deeper into Oneness” “Feel it” “Experience it”.  “Become more aware of it” “Unify…”

Back had no spasms yesterday and at time of sleep. Thankful!

“Relax into nothing” Fetus with radiant chord attached — don’t get lost!

So many of us swimming thru dark space like tadpoles 

“Surrender to intelligent love” Supported in space “Let it love you” 

Tadpoles as sperm, swimming thru space. A pregnant universe. Constant motion of e-motion.

“Lay down”  “Open your eyes to a new body” — of shimmering tadpoles. A happy dance.

That meditation orchestration was effortless falling into place as Flow

Heart of Hearts Grounding

I want to record this vision from last night’s Coherence Healing: After the session and during dialogue our collective energies collapsed into one Pranic tube as a white infinity symbol wove chakra energies from low to high. The vision was sparked by my Heart seeing and feeling our communion in that Now moment. This feeling opened floodgates and in poured the white 8 symbol unifying us (like the May pole but South to North. These mystical experiences require both masculine and feminine forces in order to charge and discharge. There is a “formula” — mystical experiences don’t happen in a void.

P Is the Heart an echo chamber? is the Heart two-Hearted? Say what?


Driving to Mt Rainier this morning I had an emotional tsunami wave move through. It had to do with parenting at an early age and not being present for my children. I’ve released layers of grief about this and here was another layer up and out because earlier I had a grounded conversation with my son. And a day before that I had grounded conversations with my daughters. At my age I’m starting to communicate heart to heart, brain to brain. So, less heart ache of the past and more Now generation of loving relationship! Two wires—one releasing the other integrating = grounding!

Tilt-A-Whirl

Driving back from my brother’s and I’m having strange psychic encounters with unfamiliar people — as if in a vortex. They keep coming in. I have to stop the car to settle my brain to make sure it’s in my head and not in space. Weird! I’m not sure how to articulate the sensation or what’s going on. Maybe it’s lack of sleep from the back spasms. It’s feeling Extraterrestrial. Am I rewiring and reprogramming? It’s as if I was many places at once. “Kaleidoscopic”

Now what?

Hours later…the experience was like a ride at the Puyallup Fair: the Tilt Awhirl. Going around with different images or embodiments coming in while tilted on the axis! What a ride!

What is a Tilt-A-Whirl ride?

This is a circular ride where cars pivot by centrifugal force created by the ride’s rotating table

Blooming Petals

THAT was not on my radar! It is now and I have no expectations. Knowing that seed of intention is in the air adds to my petals of JOY fullness.

My physical body (right side of torso) is doing some strange things. Especially at night. I’ve never had back spasms. Last night it felt like I was being stung by bees. Is there a battle of the bees as there is a battle of the dragons? Instead of freezing as the discomfort comes in I am deep breathing. Odd that vacation would bring this on. Odd that it also felt like being stabbed with a knife. VooDoo? More questions than answers. Oh yeah, a human face with dark intense eyes showed up in the middle of the night. I connected with those eyes and radiated Light. I continue to breathe Light.

How are muscles related to nerves? Getting a massage tomorrow!

Son Kevin just texted. He’s down the street and we’re meeting for coffee. Happy heart!

Just reminded: it has felt like I’m getting a second heart. This one on my right. Is there a species with two hearts?

Swarming Bees

What a full day! Tracking my son’s bike race; my Bee costume search is now ended with all the parts in place; and potato salad making up to the last minute before Coherence Healing. It felt like I was carried away with no brakes. Or maybe I touched into a swarm of bees.

I hope the group can have more dialogue about God and Goddess. I find it interesting that my request for Goddess acknowledgement was not heard. Or perhaps I missed something in my hyper state. And I’m not sure why I’m fired up about this now. Maybe because there are two charges and two currents that create Life Force. God is half of the S/He picture. Goddess is not the same as God. They are designed differently for a reason. This blind spot is filled in with New Earth awareness. I am a New Earth activist for God/dess and I have a soap box that came into play tonight. It was very emotional through charged energy centers = New Earth meditation!

I see two wires receiving Light and downloading +\- charge into Earth body. Now what? Where was this story—oh yeah—nerve fibers and bundles. I backtrack and realize She is fiery (emotion) while He is cool (logic). They work best when they breathe together. As always, this will get sorted out. It does feel like I ran into a swarm of bees stirring things up!

Mind Flow

“The energy of Flow”. This meditation is too short! I’ll listen again. Remarkable how this body has a mind of its own when, out of nowhere, right hand reaches out to another during meditation. A natural “unconscious” act — that I just learned from Practice Gratitude meditation. Communication of Flow includes all levels of mind: unconscious, subconscious, conscious with super conscious encircling them all !!

Ever Changing Now

Without intention (subconsciously) I found myself drawn to morning meditation. Body led the way! Head bobbing the infinity 8 pattern — I read that’s a Bee dance. Breathing vivid white light and circulating it through systems. Cleaning / clearing house. Grounded! Staying put and not flying away. More Earth, less Air.

Love

“Tune in and receive” are words from morning meditation. There is an abundance of Love to give and receive. I get better (expand) at doing both.

I told my friend that I’d be out of town at a meditation retreat. She asked, “Dr Joe?” “Yes, I replied. Her response is ringing in my ears today: “He’s been good for you.” No one has said that before and it’s so true.