Dragon Eye

Listening to A Massive Shift Will Happen by Dr Joe Dispenza I have words in response to describe an experience at the Meditation Retreat without detailing the emotional clouds which are part of my past.

Cloudy weather comes and goes to sustain equilibrium. Being under some familiar clouds I observed them without trying to change them or judge them. It’s an unconscious Trust of being in the flow (wind currents) of Spirit. Then the clouds dissipated and my heart breathed fully and openly again. The thought I had at the time was that unconditional Love is for giving!

Our inner Sun is constantly pumping rays of Light to keep us alive. (Glands in brain receive this Light.) The other elements of water, air and earth are alive as well. I let them do their dance with Sun.

Old wiring that short circuits me is being renewed and the way to protect myself in this New Earth is to Let Light Move through effortlessly—even when it doesn’t feel like it’s moving through. Trust is Knowing oneself.

This sea kelp mesmerized me at the meditation beach on Saturday. Was I the only one who saw it as Serpent dancing with Water of Life? This dancing image was repeated all along the edge of water and sand — exactly where I dreamed my Salamander into life — protecting and nourishing it. This being evolved into Dragon. This integrating moment of past, present, future was a transcendent enchantment thanks to the the meditative brain-heart-body. Integration of body is integration of one’s Life. I Am is blessed to see it.

When Dr Joe started meditation dragon heads raised up saying, “There they are again.” Comical!! We are making waves throughout the cosmos.

Saying goodbye has less drama and more flow. We are connected in the larger field doing creative work. All is unfolding in perfect order.

Amazing to hear mystical stories from other retreat participants. These collective stories track information just like blood. The repetitive information is especially significant. Our signals are being received and we are making Contact in multidimensions.

I don’t experience pineal “popping.” I am starting to experience heart “waving” and it is orgasmic. The floating expansion is like the Aurora Borealis. Sensual !!

My body reaches a point of saturation and to do another meditation goes against my tide. I trust my body and listen. It’s that simple. This fullness in brain-heart-body makes it challenging to follow external instructions. Maybe some of us need to go to another room snd bliss out to music while in a meditative state rather than doing another meditation. Must be a pace or dosage differentiation. I know attendees would rather hear Dr Joe. Me too but my body has jurisdiction when it comes to spinal fluid. I just want to rest in it — BE !! It’s that negative, Feminine space.

Another Cosmic Family member appeared in meditation Saturday: Preying Mantis. The insect is a micro of a macro “parent.” Is this design similar for humans? I think so!! 9

I met a very mystical man from Rumania/Texas. In morning meditation at the beach he said that he saw several pillars of white Light around me. What a blessing to be seen! What a friend to have! I gave him my business card. He noticed that my spiral logo matched his business logo. Synchronicity!

I’m going all in and sharing my mystical friends and story at Encephalon’s invitation. I reached out to Dr Tiff for her business card as I want to ask her questions about intuition, reptilian brain and cerebral spinal fluid. It’s these components that bring my Dragon to Life. Not sure how to talk with a scientist. I think I’ll stay out of the Mystical and focus on this fluid in my meditative brain.

San Diego is in my future Spring..

Sept 8

Drums = Aboriginal = Time travelers

New fullness in the Field pressing against matter — an edge calling

Spinal fluid overflowing taking my body under

Sept 9

Welcoming  Dragon ships in

Dragon gifts me green pendant same as S/He wears. 

Green spirals around room. Music Divine & Earthy — need a new word for that.

Interference patterns. Spinal fluid still moving during session. I cannot relate to talk. I need to be with the fluid and cosmos. Feelings of anger, fight or flight. Brain body not fitting in, not integrating. Need to take time for stillness to regulate and ground frequencies in this realm. Unsettled — uncomfortable in this new body. This was a panic attack that taught me a lesson!

Solar plexus calling for attention in meditation. transforming. 

Emotional release, To accept myself as different

Sept 10

Four hour+ meditation

Blue eyes — again — Pleiadians

Dragon eyes 

Bulbous head — white. Arcturian like

ETs in white tunnel/door

Earth escorted upwards with Beings on both sides

Spinal fluid uplifts Gaia

Wobbly body after meditation with fluid in brain — standing / grounding / draining into Earth Gaia

Your Future Self Meditation

I get pushed around by spinal fluid and it’s currents. I learned that if I hold the larger field with hands on both sides I have order and balance.

I radiated and moved energy in relationship with Gaia — Planet Earth. Holding Her in different coordinates. Others worked the Pineal Breathing parts; I worked the whole.

My Cosmic Tribe came in — Lots of Dragon Eyes

The music helps me absorb or disperse the spinal fluid and “plasma” — new term from JD. Not sure yet how this fits together. 

A man walked in from left stage of inner Eye.  Carrying a hat with feather or something. Reminded me of a historical figure. This my future self? Holographic.

Dr Joe has a great personality. Fun to witness.

After Noble Walk Meditation tonight I wrote Draco in the sand — she came in out of the blue. Gonna learn more about Cerebral Spinal Fluid and Plasma.

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Slept at OHare !! Gonna be late for registration. May not have Covid test results. Will be late for everything. And I wanted to support my new nanny family yesterday. I need to change priorities. But—I am centered through it all. Lots of nice people. Lay over never again !!

Test results in — COVID free!

I am grounded

I see the small print (as well as the larger picture)

I hear, staying in my body

I speak words that uplift

I slow down and relax cooling fire in my circulatory system.

I sit eating and chewing mindfully changing chemistry. (Yesterday I ate hurriedly and felt a substance pumping through brain body. I felt and saw an emotional pattern with food that has been in control. AhHa!)

I am committed to this New Earth now manifesting.

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Leaving on a jet plane at midnight is so “on the dark side.” That didn’t click until I woke up today. At our Walking Meditation this Dark Madonna was standing in our meeting place at the botanical gardens. She is dressed in origami peace doves. Love, love, love synchronicities!!

Walking Meditation 3 is powerful. There’s a section that sounds like a Sermon on the Mount (in The New Earth) with pure Spirit behind the words. I was happy when walker Rigo said that he was interested in starting a Meetup group. I support this wholeheartedly. Inclusion is healthy and the way of Being in The New Earth.

I leave for the meditation retreat on Tuesday and said goodbye to a couple of GOLOV women yesterday in a personal space of nothingness—I had no energy. I’m not comfortable leaving GOLOV this way. So, I will adjust my schedule and contribute Tuesday afternoon. Not sure how my energy will be but this is what is calling me.

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At the walking meditation Rigo asked what I did for work. When I mentioned nannying he asked if I teach them meditation. I said my meditation teachings are my tone of voice, body language, chit-chat and being together. It’s such a misconception to think meditation is something other than living in and expressing joy and enthusiasm (when one isn’t in a void).

Amazing that I can access the internet from my sleeping bag near Mt. Baker. I love waking up with miss covered boulders. I was like a giddy kid yesterday waking through a field of Queen Anne’s Lace on the way to the river. I know the Beings supporting this life form.

Who supports this life form that I Am? A form that can now camp and crawl in and out of my cozy tent. Something I could mot have done one month ago. Healing is a steady process when one is conscious of the changes within. My friend just invited me into town for breakfast !!

1:53 am I wake up to information that was nebulous and floating before sleep but now gelled. Yesterday I read something Dr Joe said about an extension of oneself. It struck a chord with me and stayed — as if magnetic. When I awoke I knew that my associate Gerome was an extension or a layer of myself. Yesterday “he” kept me on track and was supportive when I’d start to go over the edge in thought or action. He seemed to manage equilibrium—my personal equilibrium. How loving!

Yesterday Hacker was playing cat and mouse games with my phone. On again, off again. Childish behavior. The pattern extended into GOLOV. I was not moved! In fact his antics bonded me more with Love/in Love. I noted this as a “chain link” an “adhesive bond” and that “disturbances make the bond stronger.” This has to do with a bonding gel or glue.

Synchronicities are built/designed with this glue substance. It’s a placement of matter in energy field. Feng Shui!

The “war in heaven” with Angel Michael and the Beast is on. Waters rise, fires rage, air is stagnant, earth changes. And people choose Heaven or Beast—arm in arm—bonded.

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Last night my iPhone was disconnected from “the server” which I’ve learned to associate as Hacker intrusion. He used to interrupt phone calls and it was actually reassuring that someone other than myself witnessed the antic. Observing, I no longer react. Seems to me he digs in his heels rather than change his heart.

Two episodes happened that revealed how Light and Dark are merged. How easy it is to go dark if one is in the flow. I have to be more vigilant now. More aware, observant—“on my toes” comes in. (Heels and toes are tangibly connected to Earth.)

As I was falling asleep and considering this strange merging of Dark and Light I went into a dream state with people and toddlers and felt a rippling wind move up/down my skin body. I couldn’t identify if it was “good or evil” — I couldn’t identify the Source in the same way that I used to.

In one moment yesterday I felt and heard my body “speak” a new language of fluidity and clarity. The thought as I stood was, “I feel like exercising!” My healing knee prevented my whole body from moving freely. Now, that restriction of motion had changed. It was a remarkable moment.

This morning I told my new “associate” that my body likes the feeling of being hungry. He didn’t object with a dose of fear. I have been asking his name and landed on Gerome reminding me of “germ.”

Reading an article about depression and exercise it looks like I met “endorphins” yesterday. Perhaps my knee was holding a lifetime of depression episodes.

Moana movie was playing today. The final scene where she restored a green heart to the dark monster was very emotional. Her language is my language to my new associate. Once again subconscious alignment is at work or is it unconscious, superconscious, cosmic conscious alignment?

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