Feeling that wound allows me to heal layers of false relationship—relationship lacking a full circuit of Love and Respect.
That experience carried with it a physical/somatic sensation that I experienced in past relationships—when what was round went flat. I know it as the sensation of dead end relationship. It’s a short in the circuit. It’s a break in the system that warns when something is not working. It’s chemically emotional when bonds are broken.
A friend recently told me that she was heart broken. I couldn’t relate. I couldn’t remember heartache. Now I can. Now I can relate to relationship trapped in old patterns. The pattern runs deep near and far.
Feeling the wound come to surface is like watching the hurricanes, floods and volcanic upheavals. Mother Earth is severely wounded. The Feminine is severely wounded. We enter New Earth to heal old earth. How? I’m not there yet. I am, however feeling some relief. It’s a release of pressure that had me trapped and showed up in my compulsive relationship with food. I let go more and more.
The emotional body deserves respect within oneself and from outside oneself. It deserves to be heard. Light of Love is the healing agent. Love oneself and change happens at the depths because one soars in the highest of intention.
Woke up to my fingers in “sinews” massaging and separating. In the past they reminded me of umbilical chords. It’s an untangling of tissue so electricity of sun can flow as a “conductive” current. Will look that up for its meaning. I’m trying to get to work on time. “Less shorts in the wires.” Brain matter? Grey matter to white.
This morning I woke up to the sensation of a self-organizing system. S like in flow I was reaching out with right arm and hand to another “orb” in space and then I was reaching out with left arm and hand to another. I thought of this as “do-se-do,” as in square, contra or polka dancing. However, I read that do-se-do movement is back to back and this sensational motion was hand hold to hand hold—a promenade! Since arms and hands represent dragon wings (in my experience) I conclude that a self-organizing system includes parts or orbs that hold fire at their core.
My core fire and dragon wings activated when my right brain feminine engaged with my left brain masculine in honest and deep communication, beyond surface chit chat. I see and know this dance through Third Eye or Dragon Eye as a DNA spiraling ladder. This seeing is not imagination of a linear mental mind. This Seeing is holistic, intuitive, knowing all at once – at the speed of Light!
Seeing and knowing I conclude that our core fire (as a collective human chain) is changing the DNA of matter. As I write in S/He Dragon ~ how I found my wings: Light evolves matter.
Conscious humans unleash a Dragon Promenade into the world for the greater good. We don’t manipulate what that looks like. We don’t judge good or bad. We simply breathe fire because that is our core strength.