Monthly Archive: December 2023

Why, when turning 75 years of age, does it feel like I’m ovulating? What is this erotic chemistry when I no longer ovulate physically? Looks like Goddess is beyond linear time. From my S/He book of experiences decades ago:

Light of Fertility Moon

Monthly phase of ovulation turns me into a different woman. Like a werewolf under full moon, I become aggressive. My skin feels like iron pilings, drawn and raised by a magnet. I wear magnetic fur. Ovaries cramping, discharging, I am on the hunt. Sexual fantasies come alive as I wander land of erotica. Is this a nightmare that frightens? Is this a monster out of control?

No! I am Goddess! I wear golden robes of energetic Light. I embrace this Light of fertility and release it with passionate power. I release—earth quaking; I release—water flowing; I release—fire burning; I release—wind spiraling. Earth, water, fire, air, alive and moving through this body.

Magnetism is in my cells, a force of nature. I open to this natural force and let it move me through the terrain of my daily life. I welcome my wild nature and how it enlivens my world, as does moon in her magnetic full force. Knowing magnetic rhythms of earth body, I know wholeness in a holy place. Here is power. Here is grace.

People in our lives now are in our past and future lives. Does the drama matter? Do the earth roles matter? To those free of chains none of it matters. To those in chains it’s time to turn in fire. Fire purifies and sets us free. As in Goddess times—I’m dancing with Her !!

N/S pole. E/W axis. Serpentine Currents up and down my spine. Reminding me of ovulation and a poem in my life and book. Charged and plugged as Sacred Marriage. A mirroring of Quantum Field and Dense Matter. Yes, I see you large Serpent! You are pregnant! Me too! Pregnant with Love and giving birth to its expression on Earth. Mirroring.

S/He Dragon ~ How I Found My Wings

Chapter 25

Goddess Flesh ~ A Prayer

Goddess was a powerful force early in my spiritual journey. She made me feel alive, as if She lived and breathed through me. Her elements were my elements and I came to know my own nature as Earth, Water, Air, and Fire.

This flesh is Goddess flesh. This earth is Goddess earth. We share miles and miles of terrain, brought to life by invisible grids of energy. We share patterns and pathways sacred. 

Energy vortexes of dancing light coil from crown to root and root to crown as Kundalini Serpent sets matter afire. Ignited glands—ovaries, adrenals, pancreas, heart, thyroid, pituitary and pineal circulate vital life force, generating core substance of who I am—creating my personal environment.

Pollutants of body—be gone! Pollutants of mind—be gone! Pollutants of heart—be gone! Let my fire burn clean and bright.

This flesh is Goddess flesh. This earth is Goddess earth. We share miles and miles of terrain, brought to life by invisible grids of energy. We share patterns and pathways sacred.

Energy vortexes of dancing light spiral from sun to earth and earth to sun as Kundalini Serpent sets matter afire. Ignited pathways—Stonehenge, Dragon Hill, Machu Picchu, Ayers Rock, the Great Pyramid, Grand Canyon, and Mt. Baker (Sleeping Dragon) emit vital life force, generating core substance of who She is—creating Her global environment.

Pollutants of earth—be gone! Pollutants of air—be gone! Pollutants of water—be gone! Let Her fire burn clean and bright.

“Get a grip” is a new personality.

Taking a break from birthday celebration due to this story telling pressure: 

Holding 5 month old Lucas yesterday while looking out the patio doors into the back yard a large Serpent appeared in N/S line He was whitish-grey with XXX markings. I asked the meaning and sensed ley lines. The house is near the top of a hill and has a Western view of the Olympic mountains. Lucas and I were facing East. I never saw a Serpent at my previous nanny house so I have questions. Serpent hung around for awhile.  To be continued….??

This afternoon a dear friend told me about the Ravenna Park ley lines and that people gather there to honor the Solstices and Equinoxes. Sounds like a match !!