I need a “new braille system” (comes in intuitively like a spark of light) to move me out of a past pattern/relationship with food. As yet I have not consistently wrapped my mind, emotion, action around a new pattern. Thus, I’ve had a sore throat and now a cold.
What is a “new braille system?” It feels like something I lean into with my body and not my intellect. Reminds me of that circuit board with a new way to learn.
Getting/seeing that previous looping moved me backward whereas new looping moves me forward.
What is the switch to change directions after being so entangled? Every moment I engage with food I can ask, “Is this a past pattern or a new pattern?”
Yesterday I chose past patterns and was busy all day when I needed to rest. I ignored signals from my body! It’s like charging ahead with what I’ve known rather than listening for something new. And how many times have I heard about this process this in our meditations? Seems to be a new opportunity to get past blind spots.
Is the circuit board and braille system ready to re-circuit?
Letting go of this past pattern feels like a loss. It’s emotional. I feel the wires wrapping around me. So, since I’m home I can remove these wires. Dad! Love to you and done. Mom! Love to you and done! Fatty Patty! Love to you and done!
Feet on Earth nourishing me with so much abundance. Head in Sky with so much connection. Arms and hands (Wings) reprogrammed with new information.
Braille as in nerve endings and bundles. I’m going to see if this new image and awareness can assist with new looping. I know it’s a sign of forward movement….
