Monthly Archive: March 2023

Space Craft

The new vessel is sealed from the inside out. The silver image has been taking shape the past few weeks. I’ll draw it soon. It feels like my brain! My brain feels like a space craft!? Or is it that this brain tunes in to the vessel? Gotta get rid of old baggage to make room for new space and craft.

Looping

For weeks I’d been watching negative looping spin, spin, spin and listening to its drip, drip, drip inside my brain. Is it finished? Have the waters calmed? Is the storm past? I check my head connected to stomach. Am I eating foods that nourish this new body as the old one passes away? I’m on Equilibrium Watch with a new slate! My brain feels—rested in this moment.

Bouncing Back

Amazing this body’s resilience and bouncing back ability. One never bounces back the same because old negative looping is dissolved and dissolving.

Don’t get too close. Don’t get too far. This behavior feels passive aggressive. I’ve left that ball park.

My world is being colored anew. Guided by feelings toward/around people, alone time and activities. There are no rules in this New Earth adventure of equilibrium.