Intrusion

One of my characters on the stage of this 3-D life is Scarecrow from the Wizard of Oz. The one with no brain. That’s how I feel now that I wake up and remember, hours later, what the techs told me: When my phone goes into “No internet service” shut it down then open it. It worked. I was looking forward to 3 am meditation but I had no internet service. Interesting how the memory was there to greet me when I woke up. Also interesting — and victorious — is that I didn’t react. Intruder may interfere with something in 3-D but this manipulation never stops the Flow.

When the unknown shines in the Field as known it’s reflected in matter. The effect in my matter is that this event happened. It’s as if time/space has done a flip. And it’s a done deal, sealed. It already happened. It’s a new sensation of ease.

I have doubts — meaning I’m looking into my thought-feelings — about two comments I made in social media this week. Were they inappropriate? Why? Why not? I conclude that it’s okay to make waves. It’s also okay to pay more attention to cause and effect before any action. This would mean more logic (stop in my tracks and think) rather than flow spontaneously. Inspiration’s fire and information’s ice.

At the drum circle I had difficulty offering the Four Directions ritual. I couldn’t do sequential thinking. And nothing flowed which was the exact opposite from last month. My brain was blank, in nothingness. I told the women that someone else can do this ritual. Now I think about the work I’d have to do to offer this. I’d have to practice, get grounded, learn the details, practice more. Do I want to do this? It feels like going against my natural current. It feels unnatural. Do I want to add this logical and grounded character into my life? I’m listening and watching for the answer. There are so many teachings about how to honor the Four Directions. I prefer letting them speak in the moment. The “rules” never work for me since I live and learn inside out. It’s also about meeting others’ expectations — fitting in. I don’t want to play a role. I don’t want to act. I want to be genuinely me, myself and I Am.

Am image just came in regarding how this feels/looks: It’s a connecting squiggly thread in a circle, the whole.

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