Monthly Archive: December 2022

Sockets of Relationship

Ok! Ok! I’ll get out of bed and get my phone to write tho I’d prefer to stay under cozy, warm blankets. A sweater helps. I’m writing about “sockets.”

I’m bored, my body is bored, with GOLOV. It lacks “sockets.” Some sort of “plug in.” I’ll look it up now.

Socket definition: 
– a natural or artificial hollow into which something fits or in which something revolves. “the eye socket”

– an electrical device receiving a plug or light bulb to make a connection.

“Bonds” of community are like sockets! I’m not feeling enough community connection during GOLOV. Not sure yet what I’ll do about this. Is this another “drop?” Do I drop in order to make room for something else? I do get bored doing the same thing over and over again. Where’s the charge? Where’s the recharge? That’s what it is!  There’s a lack of exchange. For me this has to do with bonds of community. 

Bond definition:

  • a strong force of attraction holding atoms together in a molecule or crystal, resulting from the sharing or transfer of electrons.noun: chemical bond; plural noun: chemical bonds
    “each carbon atom uses three electrons to form bonds with the adjacent atoms”

    – join or be joined by a chemical bond. “neutral molecules bond to the central atom”

So—relationship and relationships are chemical! I’m making adjustments in the new 💜 chemical moving through this New Earth!  It’s a Now process as I listen to my body and it’s effects on myself and others. I can be cold hearted, reptilian and walk away without looking back. Though I did apologize to a neighbor for being rude. She was giving me cold vibes (like daggers) so I realized I needed to apologize. It felt good when we had a new eye to eye heart connection. 

💜 is  my Guiding Light directly receiving De-Light. That which is not in harmony/attunement is dropped or adjusted. It’s a creative process at a new level  of emotional intelligence—that bonds!

Dropping Old Stories

Old stories dropped dead “in the water.” My old story of addiction to food—gone!  Something vanished! My old story of stalker/hacker—changed! I spoke to his soul. My old story of telepathic Beloved—dissolved!

3-D holds new and clean ground that includes the senses. It’s Light coming to point in Matter. It’s enlightened Matter void of old stories. My brain, heart, body is new with more—no, that word “more” doesn’t fit new reality. It’s off key, not in alignment. My brain, heart, body is new!

Healing others is healing my self! The 💜 elixir is magical transmuting lead to gold. I’m enjoying the show as I’m guided to play a role in it. New Earth of 3-D is the highest frequency because it’s a reflection of Creator, of Love. 3-D is the ground of Creation. It’s revealing itself as a circle, a Serpentine circle. 3-D brings Light and Matter around and together. Time for a circle dance! Ah-Ha my Quantum Activation exercise is such a dance! Fun!!

In this Now moment I think about food. It’s a pull that becomes a musical score between my unconscious, subconscious, conscious and cosmic conscious selves. It’s harmonious and I celebrate later with Curry Chicken Salad and the movie Avatar—with a friend. Less solitude, more social time these days of 3-D radiance and reflection.

Pineal and Pituitary In Service

Woke up to more info. The Pineal and Pituitary work together as a lens of Light. Each cell is that purple matrix breathing Light. Light is breathing us. We open and close.

Friends wonder why I stay home and don’t party. I have more fun in my purple room !! I expand here. I can breathe here. I contract. A “rubber band” of elasticity allows this flow. I think blood and DNA. The New Earth.

Thank you internet:

Neuroplasticity, also known as neural plasticity, or brain plasticity, is the ability of neural networks in the brain to change through growth and reorganization. It is when the brain is rewired to function in some way that differs from how it previously functioned.[1] These changes range from individual neuron pathways making new connections, to systematic adjustments like cortical remapping. Examples of neuroplasticity include circuit and network changes that result from learning a new ability, environmental influences, practice, and psychological stress.[2][3][4][5][6][7]

Neuroplasticity was once thought by neuroscientiststo manifest only during childhood,[8][9] but research in the latter half of the 20th century showed that many aspects of the brain can be altered (or are “plastic”) even through adulthood.[10][11] However, the developing brain exhibits a higher degree of plasticity than the adult brain.[12] Activity-dependent plasticity can have significant implications for healthy development, learning, memory, and recovery from brain damage.

I like the remapping part where I see and travel through cosmic space. So very freeing! So Dragon !!

Thank you Wikipedia:

Activity-dependent plasticity is a form of functional and structural neuroplasticity that arises from the use of cognitive functions and personal experience;[1] hence, it is the biological basis for learning and the formation of new memories.[1][2]Activity-dependent plasticity is a form of neuroplasticity that arises from intrinsic or endogenous activity, as opposed to forms of neuroplasticity that arise from extrinsic or exogenous factors, such as electrical brain stimulation– or drug-induced neuroplasticity.[1] The brain‘s ability to remodel itself forms the basis of the brain’s capacity to retain memories, improve motor function, and enhance comprehension and speech amongst other things. It is this trait to retain and form memories that is associated with neural plasticity and therefore many of the functions individuals perform on a daily basis.[3] This plasticity occurs as a result of changes in gene expressionwhich are triggered by signaling cascades that are activated by various signaling molecules (e.g., calciumdopamine, and glutamate, among many others) during increased neuronal activity.

I’d like to find a group or community that’s talking about this. I’m outgrowing an old skin and need new stimulation. Purple stimulation. I’m hearing now that it’s inside and I am content with that. It just means I can’t be my true self in 3-D. Or…maybe I can talk about this with humans! It’s beyond mystical now. It’s Cosmic Consciousness that sees / scopes inside and outside the human body.

In this expansion there also lives stuck parts. I baked Christmas cookies and ate too many. I watch my pattern of giving in at the moment of choice. I am consciously choosing the old unhealthy pattern. Addiction! I have yet to learn the key and how to turn the key. I think of it as a masculine trait with the will to change. Just be logical! Addictions are not based in logic they’re based in emotion. They’re comforting! Addictions lack purple hues…true nourishment. I have to go deep into some fear instead of staying on the surface of habit. What am I afraid of? Being alone! Being empty! What is life without this old stimulation? Purple is showing me a new path, a new map. It’s all so human and angelic 💜

Split Second Seeing

I was just closing my eyes for sleep and I saw through a split or pleat in this time/space. Meaning, I was in this reality but also in another that had violet colors and I was wrapping something or someone. Now I think of the baby twins who carry the essence of Arcturians. Life is getting more strange! Maybe I’ll be able to start walking in and out of those revolving doors of reality at will! But whose will is the question? This is not the first time that I’ve had this experience. It’s very split second and some sort of lens is doing whatever to slow down time so I can see more. If I read more or watched more videos I might have better language for this. However, I do prefer having the experience first and the explanation second. There’s a word associated with photography I have to look for.

This popped up and “aperture” is that word.

“50mm lenses are fast lenses with a fast maximum aperture. The most basic 50mm lenses are typically F1. 8 – a very wide aperture. This means they are great for low-light photography (e.g. low-light portraiture or indoor shooting) as they allow more light into the camera’s sensor.”

After seeing into that other reality of violet closet (compacted space) my logical mind started analyzing “what, where, why was that?” When it had a grip on the answers it put me to work reporting here.

I’m so glad I have other things to do, and other places to be, other than in the dramas of human relationships!

New Earth Rising

So many in my orbit are looking for love. It’s a common pastime in the Old Earth. So many are missing the point of loving oneself as the Sacred Masculine and Feminine. This New Earth has different angles and points of orientation. “To thine own self be true” comes floating to the surface of consciousness as if handed to me on a soft pillow of 💜. So much work learning to love myself. So much work letting go of the illusion that I needed an external male. Do I say this to those looking for love outside themselves? Ah-Ha! Maybe they’re looking for a partner who is in synch with this inner union. I’m guided so it will be fun to see what higher intelligences on my Light Lineage wavelength have to say.

I stopped attending his talks years ago. He kept negating what I was contributing as if he’s the expert and my words weren’t true and my experience not valid. He did this again! Years later! Mental mind has an active role in ego identity. It can fool those who think they are wise and fool their followers. Goodbye Old Earth! Goodbye dismissal of the Feminine. Her voice, Her presence will not be denied. She rises in New Earth through men and women. Let those with ears, hear. Let those with eyes, see.

Sophia Code

The Sophia Code is next as a group conversation. So amazed to learn that in the book it’s the Dragon Tribe! My contribution is to hold both Feminine and Masculine as sacred. We can’t take the old ways of competition and dominance into the New Earth. How do we talk and walk holding both as sacred?

My nanny twins, Raina and Wylie. My service in New Earth is to nurture the Sacred Masculine and Feminine. Thank you father Brent for creating this emoji:

Winter Solstice Clearing

She’s fighting for Her life. 

She’s fighting to breathe. 

So many psychic cords pulling on Her. Taking from Her. Using Her. Abusing Her. 

So many galactic wars fought over Her for precious resources.

She’s had enough! They’ve had enough! We’ve had enough!

Cutting cords that kept Her down, under, hidden. Cutting cords to let Light pass the gravity belt, the sound barrier.

Light holds steady. New Light that She births. Pressure chamber.

She adds to the pressure through right shoulder, arm, hand. Pushing! Adding weight of Earth Body. Holding space. holding. Holding…


Crossing of Wires

I just heard myself say out loud: “I can’t stomach this any more” and it has to do with more than sweets. There have been so many false substances in my life. Time to get a new stomach! A new Life 💜

Feelings come up from nowhere and “cross the wires” of logic. In this inner flow is thought and action or no action depending on the heat, the depth, of feeling.

I was thinking that I’d like to live in a housing community to be in service to others. After processing this thought from different angles I realized that my job is this community. I feel so comfortable with the woman I work for and with. We have so much fun watching her babies develop and change. It’s a new experience for me to feel this comfortable. The clarity is like a being in a weather pattern I’ve not felt before. A sign of New Earth?

I booked my first official energy healing session. More service to others. 💜 More New Life as the old passes away. I learn what this means as I process —in process of feelings crossing wires.

And at the same time my volcanic (more underground in fire than logical in air) eruption of feeling changes my landscape. Do I run and hide from this? Do I apologize to others for this? What is “this?” Pressure that turns the wheel of personal expression. Pressure that changes weather systems. I stand in this pressure that is both creative and destructive. “Constructive” comes to mind (crossing the wires of logic) and so I trust the process unfolding as I am enfolded in revolving mirrors.

I’m seeing bodies of people I’ve left behind in this lifetime of fiery expression. People I walked away from. People I shut the door on. Revolving doors. Now I send these people love: girlfriends, bosses, an ex-husband. We were woven together at a certain juncture and unwoven. This feels like breathing—expansion and contraction. Is this not volcanic? Fire and Earth. Earth and Air. Air and Water. It all moves in me, through me. May it all be purified alchemically which requires honesty of emotional expression which is energy in motion.