Monthly Archive: August 2022

It happened sometime today. An annoyance about something external. And once again I shut the feeling down with self-talk which is self-recognition. Is this my brain-heart telling my body that I know better—that I know myself better!

These flickers of anxiety (nerve bundles?) are different feelings/experiences than the emotional heartache from this morning. They are more surface getting out ahead of me via nerve chemistry. Since I Am holds the reins I am able to pull them back to center. The Heartache from this morning was deeper and connected to karmic patterns. What kind of nerve is that? Akashic Record is the answer I get so I’ll look that up. Honesty (no suppression or regression to clog the minds) moves me quickly through these dramas. Thankfully!

I listened to Dr Joe’s recent Live from the Monastery talk. My new Coherent Healing experience (as healer) revolves around my relationship with Source, Creator, the Most High. With Spirit! It’s where my Life Force comes from. I love how it moves me through hands, heart and brain. I love the impressions I receive and that I can convey them in a live (zoom) group setting. My focus is not with healing the human but with my relating to the Divine as well as Divine to Divine!

Do scientists not talk about Spirit? Is it taboo? Do they only focus on particle and not Divine energy that gives life to the brain-heart-body? For me this was a missing piece in the talk. Or maybe I missed something. And that does happen!

I joined Alberto’s Shaman21 Online Community for a one-month trial. I’ll see how it goes.

Akashic record, in occultism, a compendium of pictorial records, or “memories,” of all events, actions, thoughts, and feelings that have occurred since the beginning of time.

How did this heavy heart get into the picture that was care free? How to transmute this lead into gold? What do I toss out and what do I keep? What do I change? I don’t know but Spirit does. So, I turn this heartache over to Spirit.

My mind wants to process honestly with my heart and body. This process includes Spirit! It does feel like a wall blocking sunlight. A cloud. Yes, it’s external and I know what it is. That’s interesting. Why is the ”abracadabra” presence not present? Why am I not simply shifting the energy as I’ve been doing in other situations? Murky waters meet clean, clear waters. Another X !! Human and Divine intertwine as heartache meets Divine intervention.

I refuse to resort to mental mumbo jumbo. I refuse to suppress / repress (more ”press” wording) Feminine feeling. My process is to stay in this space Now with honesty. I’m not afraid of my feelings. This direct and pointed process has never failed to turn around producing more conscious Light in my matter.

A moment of stillness and Ah-Ha! I just got some relief with the word ”detach.” So, I cut chords—heart strings. Exactly what I tell others to do! It Now feels like something was sewn up in my heart. “A suture in place.” I don’t yet know what this means.

“Although stitches and sutures are widely referred to as one and the same, in medical terms they are actually two different things. Sutures are the threads or strands used to close a wound. “Stitches” (stitching) refers to the actual process of closing the wound. However, “suturing” is often used to mean stitching.”

I’m reading Feeling Our Way into the Mystical – Part I in Dr Joe’s current newsletter and “got” (an encircling knowing) that Love is not an emotion. What? What does that mean? My knowing is that there’s a sound or wave (sound wave) frequency that carries emotion. Color is included. Is sound colored? No, emotions are colored. Sound is pure. Pure what? Pure Spirit! What is Spirit? Spirit is the wind beneath my wings. It moves me! Spirit moves my gears to circulate Spirit. It’s a match! This. My tap root. This. My crown.

What is a sound wave simple definition?

A sound wave is the pattern of disturbance caused by the movement of energy traveling through a medium (such as air, water or any other liquid or solid matter) as it propagates away from the source of the sound. Sound waves are created by object vibrations and produce pressure waves, for example, a ringing cellphone.

This. A continuation of the >>>>>> time traveling vision.
An extension of the skin impressions (pressure) in yesterday’s blog.
Evolving Truth that moves in a spiral of energy in motion—E-motion.

Love + Truth = Life
It’s all surround sound 🎶🎶

Skin contact is a “thing” these days. It makes an impression on my heart. For example: the 3-year-old girl I nanny takes my hand to hold when we walk and it feels endearing soul to soul; a young boy at the campout takes my hand firmly in his for hand painting and it astounds me that he is so self-assured; a woman in walking/laying down meditation offers a supportive hand as I climb out from under trees and it feels bonding; I greet a man at meditation with a hug and it feels cut off at the neck so I ask for skin contact cheek to cheek. He obliges and the circuit feels complete. Fun to ask for that, to feel safe and be understood. 

During GOLOV an elated emotion was moving that I wanted to acknowledge/express so I looked around for an object that would assist. Ah-Ha! That object was a tall thick ivy vine that I made into a staff. I imagined piercing my staff into the Earth like an acupressure needle. Doing so felt complete. What do all these pressing impressions tell me? That I’m human! That I’m relating human to human! This is a big deal in my spiritual journey. It’s a turning point. A conscious claiming of New Earth!