This camp out opened up for me (thanks to a friend) and I’ll be sharing my Turtle’s Circle of Life book and mandala mapping with 80 children. Yesterday I went to my storage space for camping supplies and found a bin with 50 previous editions of the book. I decided to donate these to the kids rather than charging for the new book. My friend asked, “Don’t you want to make money this weekend?” I do tend to give my time and books away without charge. Is it that I feel unworthy? No. In the Now of those give-away moments I feel abundant. I live a simple life that feels abundant. I have a small living space that feels like a castle. I’m happy from the inside out.
Another friend invited me—and my drum circle—to offer drumming at a community event. I’m realizing that soon I’ll have a foundation and will ask for compensation. I’m observing that process of inner and outer development.
My drum circle. I’m continually suggesting that participants contribute instead of relying on me. A leader builds and a teacher teaches how to be in a circle rather than on a linear ladder. It’s like my friend who listens to psychics and leans on what they see and say. She expects me to do the same but I turn it around and ask her to go within. So much external drama to get caught up in. So much spin and spin some more. It’s so boring! I’m now able to straight-talk Truth in many situations. This, too, is my abundant New Earth.
10:00 am Courageous Dreaming with Alberto at The Four Winds. Yay!!
