Monthly Archive: May 2022

Circle Healing

During GOLOV meditation yesterday I saw Circle of Life mapping as a healing practice. Why? Because the subconscious field has story threads that want to speak. Buried they act as silent blockages creating disease at many levels. Allowing these buried memories to come up into consciousness and expressing them through art/communication is releasing them in safe ways.

This can be seen as Circle Healing. It can be seen as one’s aura. Are there holes where someone or something has taken a piece of your Spirit flesh? The subconscious and unconscious work together to make us whole and happy—our natural conscious state. Release the darkness and fill in the space with Light—one’s true identity. Be whole and happy.

Dragon came in during Sam Garrett’s song MaMa. Purple hues. I am always happy to see Dragon.

West

“Use your words,” I tell my nanny kids when they start to disagree and fight. And that means they have to talk about their feelings such as: “When you do this it makes me feel ____. This is how they learn about their feelings and that there are choices in ways they can communicate.

I also tell them that hands are for loving not hitting. Words and body language are the effects, the fruits (West), of thought (South) and feeling (East). Why do adults act like children and react rather than communicate lovingly and wisely? Did we forget or have we not evolved to that degree?

I’ve been using words and speaking in ways that are hitting walls with people and with myself reminding me of that pin ball machine. I talk too much and step on toes or I talk from old limited consciousness all of which echoes back to me. I hear, I get, that I need a new design that is an overlay of the old machine.

The Master Gland is the starting point, the gate. I’m now in direct relationship with this part of myself. We are working on language that is honest, direct, wise and True. It’s definitely a redesign. To catch my words before they leave the gate is to be present in substance of Spirit. To receive words from others who are at the same gate is to be in their substance of Spirit. Gaia needs her humans to play this game of Life with new zest and vitality (pings not thuds). 

What does this game of Life look like? It looks like a pin ball machine where targets are hit and not missed. It looks smooth and sounds harmonious. I know this sensation when I do Qigong and now I get to learn it’s language. Practice, practice, practice. Consuming living foods helps the body practice this dance. Ooh, a thought just came in and I caught it as old and false wiring. I simply negated it. This is moving to the next degree and level of Earth School. Ego body and Angel wings are being rewired, reset and coiled to go. The young clumsy dragon matures into adulthood (also West).

Prana & Pin Ball

Pranic Healers use a bucket of water in which to dispense the toxic energy that is “scooped” from the client’s field. I found this unnatural for me. I notice that when my hands are energized and full (heavy) I need to flick or release the energy through my fingers.The difference in my experience is that I’m radiating energy rather than combing through someone else’s field.

I woke up to a blanket of coordinates. An overlay. A reset. Holographic. Have to look that up.

I had such wonderful trance experiences yesterday in meditative state of mind-heart-body. Is that the overlay? Sounds like a new cycle of inquiry. I’m going to listen to a guided meditation now since it’s been awhile.

Present Moment Meditation reminds me how this vocal music moves my gears eliciting response. A blanket of coordinates? An ocean and waves?

Meditation downloads. I write as they “fire.” I have two layers of speech. One is social—surface chit chat where I get lost in the details (ie who did what, when?) The other is a maze and I wander freely yet guided in a larger field. I call the latter Dragon Speak associated with Reptilian brain that knows through “instinct.” Instinctual knowing is never boring since it bounces off — not sure what. I think wisdom. I think life experience. I think memories. So, it’s bouncing off the layers of consciousness. I think genes/dna. That spiral!

The overlay fabric is the New Earth that we get to wear if we choose. Coordinates are its threads. Perhaps we are weaving these threads, designing the fabric.

The difference between the flat and round experience is being seen by a human, a mountain and in meditation. Seeing activates the grid overlay. It can only expand as Cosmic Community.

My brain is playing like a pin ball machine. Pinging coordinates.

A “productive” meditation that manifested in flow of feeling. No schedule. No should or shouldn’t. More instinctual behavior.

Leavenworth

Driving along the Wenatchee River I tuned in to the mountains on both sides of me. I love these dragon lines and they love me. It’s a cozy sensation of connection.

Driving East into Leavenworth I was greeted by a stately pyramid mountain.

Driving West leaving Leavenworth I was embraced by these mountains pulling me inward and upward in their ancient grip.

Wenatchee

Sister Karen

Still lives

In these green Eastern hills,

apple blossom trees,

and streets Sunnyslope 

and Maple.

I remember her struggles 

and accomplishments,

our walks along the River

and star studded nights.

Waves of grief wash this shore

in ebb and flow of her pain 

emotional and physical.

Waves of grief connecting us to

a long ago childhood.

Grief flows backward, forward and Now

as I continue to wrap an arm 

around her Angel wings. 

Fly free, run free, dear Karen.

Business 101

Took 20 Turtle books to Gayle (Pranic Healer from Alaska) today. Once again she says that I “glow.” I tell her, “I’m glad to be seen.” She and I are talking about Zoom classes for her grandchildren’s elementary school in Alaska and possibly the community’s health department. I mentioned that I would prefer in-person classes and her response was, “You better be careful what you ask for—there are a lot of Masters around here.” Perfect!

She asked me what I charge for a class. I haven’t got this figured out yet. I offered previous classes freely and gave most of my books away. Now I want to be more business oriented.

I met another woman as I was chatting with Gayle whose partner is with the Squazin Island Tribe. She said the children at the tribe need support and was excited about the book/class. She was moved that our paths crossed at a Pranic Healing gathering.

So, this is how my business plan flows—organically.