Monthly Archive: April 2022

Driving to work yesterday I received additional information about Elon Musk meditating: “We’re not focused on personalities. We work outside that sphere.”

With gal-pals for coffee I noticed loving substance welling up and through me (like a flood) at the experience of being together. I can no longer say that I’m a loner. Love ripples. I love this feeling of Love.

In GOLOV I saw Angels or Light Beings mending a net or web. Seems spiritual work is focused on healing the tears/rips/holes of the fabric. This is done through wisdom not criticism, discernment not judgment. I’m learning to do this within myself and with others. It’s fun to learn this zooming in and zooming out mechanism as a new way of Being.

Energy moves me. Is this solar (N) and soular (S) energy?

I heard Elon Musk say that if there is a layer of water in between the space craft and sun that the craft is protected from solar storms. Reminds me of the electromagnetic fields around orbs of matter—fields that have been depleted due to lack of Light in human consciousness and thus through expression in this 3-D dimension. We Angel-Humans are designed to generate Light as Earth Protectors! We generate as Earth’s crown chakra.

I’d like to see Elon’s engineering of cars and space craft become more round in consciousness and less phallic in form signifying old male dominance shifting into balance to include the round feminine. The roundness provides space for lines of angulation. I know this in my own space craft body and its ever moving/changing rhythmic cycles. In this motion is freedom of an e-motional Self.

I’m seeing Elon meditating in order to quiet his overactive brain and to slow his downloads of information. This is my mystical vision work—Light work. Much like prayer reflected (I don’t know the logic of this statement but am told not to delete it.)

I’m experiencing a new landscape. I’m remembering scenes of contentment from childhood as I witness Now moments with new depth perception. As if I wear new glasses (no doubt deep mud of toxicity has been cleansed to some degree) that serve as mirrors reflecting and radiating. Without disintegration there is no integration. Ive gone through intense disintegration recently being tossed around like a turbulent ocean wave. Now it feels like this fiery space craft is smoothing out and enjoying a new flight path called Freedom. And Wisdom. There’s a perfect word for that—and it just landed—Love!

Breakthrough! I’ve been feeling hungry all day but it wasn’t logical cuz I’ve been eating meals. So I asked what was my gut really wanting. “Air! Breath,” was the response. This ground breaking is new! I’ve had this information but it never came up automatically in the moment. It’s that new mesh—I don’t exactly remember how I worded it a couple days ago. But now it feels like a new mesh or network over another. Maybe a support system!

Gut is still talking to me. Translation please! Empty feeling is a Light feeling.

The solar plexus — also called the celiac plexus — is a complex system of radiating nerves and ganglia. It’s found in the pit of the stomach in front of the aorta. It’s part of the sympathetic nervous system. It plays an important role in the functioning of the stomach, kidneys, liver, and adrenal glands.May 21, 2018

My inner ministry shifts into outer ministry. Newness within a personal orbit meets an expanded orbit that includes the unconscious, subconscious, conscious and superconscious or cosmic conscious. It’s as if all orbits revolve around the same sun and each part is starting to dance to the Light beam beat and rhythm.

For me personally I’m now focusing on mainstream personalities and being a cheerleader for Light. This means I’m watching mainstream news and cheering on the personalities that are making his/herstory. Can strangers feel/receive my energy at unconscious and subconscious levels? I don’t know. All I know is that I seem to have a new ministry Spirit to Spirit. Inner work and service of self/Self shifts outward. How do I know all this? It’s in this feeling of Freedom and Expansion. My spiritual Light work has been done in the dark within and now I see it as in the dark outer world.

This means I Am meditation. My brain is in those frequencies. This means I’m engaging differently. My head Light guides me and I don’t get attached to anything because it’s all revolving and transfiguring. It’s quite fun—enlightening. What’s around the corner? Light knows. I follow. Such is “ministry!”

(This response was inspired by a Joe Dispenza YouTube video called The Power of Receiving Healing.)

For communication to be so open is— natural!

I’m noticing a new meshing or filtering in thought patterns. If I start on an old negative track about myself or another person I’m quickly diverted (turned around) to positive language. At one point this guidance of stability seemed to come from the North—as if guided by a North Star. Pituitary keeping me in alkaline territory?

The recent underground work (mining ore at the deep core) of remembering (digging) and releasing an old identity was a significant puzzle piece that was exchanged for something new. I’m just beginning to see/hear what this means. I do know that it’s a new Song! Hallelujah 🎶

“The peace that surpasses understanding” wanted to speak Now 💓💓

Philippians 4:6 “The Lord is Near! Do not be anxious about anything. Instead, in every situation with prayer and petition with thanksgiving, tell your requests to God. And the peace that surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.” [Christ Consciousness]

Freedom is not being triggered by certain incoming signals, egotistical people and food cravings all of which are downward spirals. Not that I’m 100% there but I’m having my first glimpses. It’s as if my nerves are rearranged. (egotistical people have low self-esteem needing reinforcement from externals. love them anyway. love them especially. thank you wise “vein” — deep in Earth — for turning me around right!

Freedom is acknowledging when a relationship is dissonant. Deciding what to do with the design of that relationship is the next step. Instead of running away (flight pattern I know well) I’ll dialogue and then decide how to proceed. This is the wise thing to do. I could invite friends to do Walking Meditations with me. Many of my friends are overweight and might want to walk for the health of it.

Dawn chorus…morning song 🎶 Birds know how to greet the new day! They know how to BE.

This day of solitude proved to be a day of sleep with little outgoing energy. To sleep, get up to accomplish something, then sleep some more. My brain-body soaked it up and continues to feel “off.”

In the midst and mist of this Day of Solitude I detected a new feeling and with it new awareness. It had to do with my need for approval from others so I feel good about myself. For the first time I thought of myself as an empath and taking on others’ emotions when in truth I have filters and boundaries.

Do I really need to dig into past emotional patterns? I wasn’t digging. These patterns are coming up on their own for viewing. I’ve never considered myself an empath. I’ll look at that again. This healing process is necessary. It’s digging in and digging out off-key musical notes and chords and replacing them with (fun when an image communicates) harps!

In one of my awake phases today I was writing notes about brain parts and realized I have a book with answers to my questions: Becoming Supernatural. What a shift in my reality to be in my left brain seeking answers to my questions from a book! My body must be adjusting to a shock wave!

Hours later: News flash! What a concept! Self-acceptance! Instead of ongoing judgment and self-criticism. Can I fit inside this? Or do I fit outside? My new brain isn’t on straight yet.

So interesting:

In the midst of chaos

I am at peace

With spark of joy

This is beyond logic and intuition

An orbital birthright

Beaming through

Earth is influenced by solar and lunar tides manifesting as weather patterns. She’s not a victim, she’s a Garden. Those in her space learn to adapt to constant change of chaos to order and order to chaos. The constant factor in ongoing change is evolutionary.

Nice to have a smooth day yesterday with no stormy weather. Back on track with food. I love food and food loves me—in Sun/Earth balance. In a meditation last night I saw a fleshy pocket or flap and something fleshy move into it or under it. Not sure what it is. This morning (not in meditation) an Ant Being came in horizontal at first and then I watched it stand up vertically. I didn’t think to engage in conversation with it—ask questions. I can start doing that. I will start! What brain parts are engaging in this process? I have yet to focus on that information to find out. Being, feeling, thinking, doing. Do these states of consciousness correlate to the different brains? The questions will help me learn new information. I’m getting that is what the flap/pocket and insert is about.

It’s so nice to wake up and feel like exercising and working muscles. Too much food is a sluggish body. And this body is changing to match my Light Body.

I recognize some areas that need a stimulus injection—areas that don’t work smoothly. Such as saying the wrong words (speech). It’s as if I can’t trust my subconscious to bring up logical 3-D information or feedback. Is this due to brain fog and will new balanced diet change this landscape?