Monthly Archive: February 2022

In Space

In the middle of a potent meditation so I write as I go now shifting to this site. I am “in space.” Space is in me. Porous I Am allowing me to float buoyantly in space head over heels again and again as that cigar shaped spacecraft Oumuamua demonstrated.

Being conscious of one’s self and Self means stripping wiring to make new and then rewiring. This inner work for me revolves around a negative self-image. As if looking in a mirror and seeing “Fatty Patty” is reality. So much negative attention to body image. Aging doesn’t help. So I create a new image through my lens that carries new language of positive response. Self-love !! It’s an awkward turnaround at first. I’m learning as I go. Head in space, feet in ground.

“Change” the lens of seeing, the lens of hearing, the lens of speaking. Make all things new. Lens is mirror. Matter is a mirror. How can dark matter be a mirror? I hear “through lens.”

Winter lens of my frozen windshield.


Time For Change, Live your Life meditation with Dr. Joe Dispenza.

My response: I Am at peace as logic supports emotion and emotion supports logic radiating and reflecting, reflecting and radiating — like mirrors !!

I am so grateful for this man of meditation informing and inspiring me — teaching me new ways of higher Love.

Wired Frequency = Channel for Light

I’m saving the best for last this morning: meditation. It must be my Sagittarius nature (or so I’m told) that makes me, or allows me, to make my own rules. And that means I go with the flow—from inside out.

I deleted my FB comment about Putin. It was in mind’s Eye focus when I woke up: Calling him a child is an insult to children and I don’t want to be meet a Ray gun or poison. Yes, I know, American leaders are not innocent.

My publisher and I are finished with our work and now the book distributor gets to do the work. I’m happy to deliver a new Turtle book and teach classes.

This response to a Dr Joe YouTube video last night had more to say:

“Mirrors (unconscious, subconscious, conscious, super conscious) once aligned and wired unveil blind spots. Hidden demons, now exposed to light, dissipate.”

This morning these layers of consciousness showed themselves in alignment (I like the ladder image to represent lineage) and look crystalline as in reflecting mirrors. How does radiant fit? Oh! I immediately hear they are both radiant and reflective. Thank you friends above me who share their wisdom💜🌀 I guess I’m a Channel of Light, a link in the chain. (thanks for this word and image that has more rounded parts than a ladder!) I am so in Love with this design of one Whole Brain Body and the purification process that Earth is in at this time. I’m curious which part of the brain processes words.

Time to meditate and then to work with these two boys until 1:00.


A dear friend sent me this article:

Infiniti 🦋·Follow


2.22.2022: The 6-9 Palindrome Day Is Important To Prepare For

The palindrome of 2.22.2022, the 2nd of 9 consecutive palindromes dates consisting of the same number, repeated 6 times, ending the month of February, 2022, creating a 9-day portal. The numbers are ascending from 0–8 ending 9 days, the month, multiplying the 2 energy for those 9 days.

  • February 20, 2022 (2–20–22)
  • February 21, 2022 (2–21–22)
  • February 22, 2022 (2–22–22)
  • February 23, 2022 (2–23–22)
  • February 24, 2022 (2–24–22)
  • February 25, 2022 (2–25–22)
  • February 26, 2022 (2–26–22)
  • February 27, 2022 (2–27–22)
  • February 28, 2022 (2–28–22)

This extremely potent and important stretch of days is a 9-day Portal of Ascension, multiplying the Light Gates that will be created..

9 is The Lightworker’s Number, lightworkers are known as The 9’s.

Merlin will specifically upgrade those on the ascension path who are tuned into The Upper Worlds/Dimensions.

Merlin will discuss the significance of this portal in the seminar.

The next time there is a 9-day Palindrome Portal consisting of the same 6 numbers will be on 3.30.3333, in 1,311 years.

The 9/6 combination is significant because of the Divine Feminine/Divine Masculine vortex of energies it creates in the toroidal field of the heart center/Heart Chakra to help anchor and balance the energy flow and stimulate healing of both internal Soul Aspects.

These significant numerical happenings along with the Moon and other planetary placements make this a significant day to honor yourself and your Universal and Personal destinies and Soul’s Evolution and connect in whatever way you are being guided.

The Wings that Fly Us Home

Extension “wires” from center are wings! 🔆☀️

My wings support my growth, healing and shining and reach out to support others. May we as a conscious collective continue to grow, heal and shine for the larger collective.

Yesterday 2/22/2022 it was suggested that we set intentions. I wasn’t moved that way. I was moved, during a ZOOM healing session, to look down on Gaia and extend energy. Today I see/sense this extension as wings—okay, pink wings!—is what I hear/sense from wings around me.

Wheels within wheels becomes wings within wings! May they fly us home. A John Denver song!

As I listen to this powerful song goosebumps run up my legs. This is a full circle moment with JD, a reunion of wings. Windstar was the name of his symposiums and I met friends there. His holistic vision and action was set in motion and continues. Now I have goosebumps running up my arms. Spiritual connection🌀

It’s a Wrap 🌀

Spending 9 hours with friends yesterday I felt new emotion:

Philia, often translated “highest form of love”, is one of the four ancient Greek words for love: philia, storge, agape and eros. In Aristotle’s Nicomachean Ethics, philia is usually translated as “friendship” or affection. The complete opposite is called a phobia. Wikipedia

These forms of Love create many pink wires. I sense them as a bundle at rest and then extensions at work/play.

Wrap up in Love !! But not too tight. Breathing room is good for balanced perspective 💜

Relay Station Wiring

Another incoming signal that he (the man I’ve been in a creative process with for over two years) is still in love with his ex-wife. In love with meaning wired and bonded. I’m not emotional about this! A victory for me! I’m logical. She (whoever she is) is in my field through him. Am I supposed to wire and bond with her too? His wiring adds or detracts from my wiring—love is an exchange of wiring.

I now have a decision to make as to how I will spend time, energy and finances. It feels like I’m at a relay station that can take me in different directions. Is this that bundle of wires? What’s the highest and most loving thing to do for myself and for him?

“The thalamus is called the relay station because it sorts incoming sensory information to the appropriate part of the brain.”

The relay station I’m seeing is like my kids’ train set where the track can go in different directions.

“At various points along the track, rails may have switches, which can move a train from one track to another. Switches and accompanying track are important for controlling traffic. For example, when two trains are operating on the same track, a switch can allow one train to pull off to a holding track while the other one passes. A switch also can change a train’s direction like moving it from a north-south track to an east-west one. Many railroad stations have switching yards where trains are assembled and moved onto various tracks.”

Pink Wiring

GOLOV 2/20

Lovely cosmic music charged me upward and my right hand filled with energy. I raise my arm/hand to release this charge and am aware I send signals. Tonight I received a response that spiraled downward.

This telecommunication (have to look up that definition) continued opening and closing at the top of my head which felt like a “landing pad.” Strings or wires extended from the open center. I had the impression that wiring straightens out with transmission and then bundles up in reception. When I shifted orientation to North looking downward the image reminded me of chakra wheels.

At the end of GOLOV as someone was speaking and I sensed the wires as pink!

“Telecommunication is the transmission of information by various types of technologies over wire, radio, optical, or other electromagnetic systems.”

I’m getting that communication is a breathing of wiring.

Whole Brain Knowing

Yesterday when I awoke in the middle of the dark morning I thought my body had a mind of its own. This morning (2:30 am) I wake up with the info/knowing that it wasn’t my body on its own but my body responding to the subconscious field. This puts new light on the experience and I wonder if I need to practice more discernment. However this experience had no space for discernment. Does body ever have a mind of its own? Body is mind. Body is heart.

Yesterday I noticed that once space is filled in and generating with radiance I cut it off with my body. I talk or move on to something else. Why am I doing this? Why not stay in that divine space and radiate with focus? Divine space is North and that includes East, South and West. It’s a whole brain-body experience.

Why am I so intense about being conscious? Why do all these things matter? (Someone asked me that once.) Truth matters. Being conscious matters.

A Third Eye Formula

I woke up (after nearly 12 hours of sleep) with a formula though I’m not sure what it is. Maybe it will emerge as I write/process the night’s events.

Went through an emotional cycle. Energy shifted. I disengaged, shifted gears. I think this is the regular pattern of my creative cycle. (formula?)

Went to bed at 7:00 PM. Had an interesting dream. Recently I was thinking about leaving this realm. In this dream I did so. I stepped out of worldly drama by going over a large, solid white cliff. I hung by one arm/hand (like in a cartoon) for a minute considering what I was doing and was clear about letting go. I fell, lifted and flew in a circle. One by one (except Leah and Jim were together) I saw members of my blood family and told them I loved them. It was more about recognition than emotion. (which reminds me that I don’t get emotional about disease or people dying—living is what moves me emotionally)

Waking up I saw a quick glimpse (at the speed of light) of a part of Earth from outer space. It was a downward view from center that moved through a circular revolution of mirror like lines. A zooming in and zooming out at the same time! A radar scope? In Dreamtime I noted the direction of the circular motion but now I don’t have that information. I think it was counter clockwise. Is this negative space? It was an important distinction. (formula?)

My brain is getting a work out. After years of mystical seeing, nannying and being mostly in negative space I am now publishing a book and with that the task of managing more left brained details. It’s work from many angles. Work that I can’t walk away from because it’s why I came to Earth. If I apply my dream “formula” to this realm it’s simply to let go from a white cliff, fly and appreciate those around me. (formula?)

Definition of radarscope

the oscilloscope or screen serving as the visual indicator in a radar receiver


  1. a system for detecting the presence, direction, distance, and speed of aircraft, ships, and other objects, by sending out pulses of high-frequency electromagnetic waves that are reflected off the object back to the source.
    • an apparatus used for radar.plural noun: radars
    • used to indicate that someone or something has or has not come to the attention of a person or group.”the band has been kind of off the radar these past few years”