Monthly Archive: January 2022

Goosebumps

Goosebumps running up and down right arm. Since then left arm and then legs/torso. This is the effect of an emotional experience and is NOT the fight or flight reaction. (I used to be so good at flight) Now I associate this activation with grid lines. Are grid lines ley lines?

Goosebumps are the result of tiny muscles flexing in the skin, making hair follicles rise up a bit. This causes hairs to stand up. Goosebumps are an involuntary reaction: nerves from the sympathetic nervous system — the nerves that control the fight or flight response — control these skin muscles.Aug 3, 2020

Bandwidth

In Flow meditation this morning I received several “downloads” of information. Meaning voices were talking to me creating “love letters” to be directed outward into the larger field. These voices were speaking in the same bandwidth with the image of tree trunk with extending branches.

Unconscious, Subconscious, Conscious, Super Conscious, Cosmic Conscious as vocal chords or branches of One Force = Matter and Field unified in expression. Makes me constantly realize that Creator is a Loving Force because I have flaws and yet S/He (polarity is divinity in 3D) always expresses Love. So sun-like with its own solar energy in motion. Sun must have its own support system of breathing so that gears move creatively. What an amazingly intelligent Creation of Heart.

All of which brings in Earth Grid and it’s activators, supporters anchoring in place creating lines of connection. Here is Force. Here is Grace.

Brain Work

Seems I brought an alien being back to earth with me. Waking up I caught it’s eye of “what am I doing here” and it’s R2-D2 shape. Unless part of me is still in this being’s space. Then….

In some brainwave frequency I felt a huge wave of activation that moved counter clockwise from North to West. (5:00 am PST) It felt like being  in a boat or capsule moving upward and then turning around and downward. I thought oxygen would be depleted and felt an emotional sensation of panic at not being able to breathe. In mid-air I waited to hit water. Instead frequency changed and I’m still here, we’re still here, upright. Lucid dream?

I have two forms I’m filling out online. My brain finds this tedious 3D task to be torture. It actually hurts my brain.

The brain is being stretched, maybe spliced.

Splicing

Head feeling disconnected from body today. I woke up from a nap to the words “blood splicing.” Thought about gene manipulation and hybrids. No idea what any of this means. I’m just hoping my head and body will find their orbit soon—in one piece!

Be a Container

Fire enlivens and activates circuits of response and creativity depending on its degree of heat. Good to have well-rounded balance so circuits don’t get burned up (too much) or burned out (too little).

Dragons love hot fire that has teeth and depth of engagement with nothing held back. But wait! Christianity said this Goddess power was evil and she should be destroyed!

Fire as full force activation carries electromagnetism for combustion that flushes and cleanses circuits from crown to root—the whole body.

Imagine/image matter in relationship with Light, as a container for red, yellow, orange, green, blues, violet, white. Imagine/image this rainbow enlightenment within oneself, with partner and with community. Imagine/image rainbow colors pure, vibrant, alive. Imagine/image being made in the image and likeness of God AND Goddess.

This spiritual and earthy work enhances matter and its polarities. This work honors dark matter !! Without matter there would be no fire 🔥

Circle Revelation

My story/book Turtle’s Circle of Life is close to my heart. In the process of reprinting it’s been stuck in some gear for months. Last night friends in GOLOV put some pressure on me to move it forward. I had no response for that. I went to bed early and woke up at 1:00 am inspired. Circle of Life is about me connecting with people and inspiring them, through my Turtle creation story/meditation, to draw and/or write words about their own Circle of Life. When these inspirations hit/come through I don’t question the details. I move with the whole of my heart. It’s a birthing from the invisible to the visible. My friends served as midwives.

This birthing (inviting others create their Circle of Life) reminds me of a favorite Revelation passage in the Bible:

Revelation describes “a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and upon her head a crown of twelve stars” (12:1). The woman is pregnant and about to give birth, “travailing in birth, and pained to be delivered” (12:2).

Standing Stones

Ancient Aliens had a new series on the History Channel about standing stones generating light from their quartz crystals and creating an electric grid for earth and the Cosmos. This grid not only supports and protects Gaia (think immunity) it fuels space craft from other parts of the galaxy. Our depleted grid is now being re-generated to a new level by those who are raising their frequency, their consciousness.

This grid is a safety net that I generate via my conscious chakra node grid. It protects me from direct exposure to elements and currently that is Fire. I don’t take direct hits (arrow like) from elements — I circulate them through this grid. As Light of Love increases in our New Earth we need this “container” of networking to move the energy smoothly.

As always: Here we grow again! For me with a larger body of dry land community !!

Relationship Angel

GOLOV notes 1/15

From North: drip, drip, drip engaging solar waves, lunar waves, earth waves.

How am I being moved? How am I moving?

Feet tingling. New Earth. Dry land (a significant step in creation) underfoot.

Two in tandem floating thru air, hands/arms clasped (as in sky diving). Head too (note: not heads)

What container can hold this Love? Flow this Love? Grow this Love?

A new Angel for relationship comes in via wings.

Looking at this sketch I scribbled during meditation I notice how it looks like the chakra system and each “node” radiates feather like wings!

I learned about “dry land” from the Emissaries of Divine Light:

18 Bible verses about Dry Land. God called the dry land earth, and the gathering of the waters He called seas; and God saw that it was good. Genesis 7:22.

New Earth Angel

I just realized that in a relationship there is sun to sun, water to water, air to air and earth to earth exchange. Learning to find balance in this combustion builds a meaningful relationship. I’m happy to say that a white relationship Angel showed up today in GOLOV.

And now the pressure releases. Another birth in consciousness. So very Goddess !!

Battery Function

Strange day. My head feels pressure and my body is still. I have to shift gears into drive because a friend and I are going out for dinner.

Thinking, processing the relationship of fire and matter. Sun and Earth. Fire as incoming rays and up roaring magma. Fire as desire. Fire as Love. Fire as hormonal chemistry. Fire as combustion. A combustion engine!

Charge fills me (inhale). Discharge expresses me (exhale). Recharge renews me (stillness). How do these gears work within and with another in relationship? Honest communication may be a release valve—a way to let off steam, loosen the gears and ground/share consciousness. In the past I’ve let the battery die. I’ve made a commitment with myself to no longer do that. And so I’m processing and pushing myself to get moving! It’s Light Work and I know all is moving forward.

I saw a gear start to slip today. I caught it at the early stage of attitude and then zoomed in on its mental and emotional nature. I then stopped it in its tracks! Love moves at new degrees of N/S/E/W. No need to fear its intensity. Fire is also intelligent and balances well with air, water and earth.

“Combustion Engines are typically powered by fossil fuels like natural gas or petroleum products such as gasolinediesel fuel or fuel oilRenewable fuels like biodiesel are used in compression ignition (CI) engines and bioethanol or ETBE (ethyl tert-butyl ether) produced from bioethanol in spark ignition (SI) engines. Renewable fuels are commonly blended with fossil fuels.  Hydrogen, which is rarely used, can be obtained from either fossil fuels or renewable energy.”

Harness Sun power !! Clear, clean, dependable, circular fuel 🌀🌀

Love is a core experience. Feel it !!