Driving to work just now I was changing dials to adjust radio, temperature—grateful for my car that I named Blue Ray Dragon years ago. In that feeling of oneness with my vehicle I was spontaneously in a space craft adjusting dials!
After experimenting with fasting, eliminating sugar and flour I’m back to eating the way I was except I don’t eat as much. I now have bread and chocolate on my shelves and enjoy the relationships. What’s new is all the other nutritional foods I also have on hand: celery, beets, salmon, oranges—living foods !! I prefer this balance and will see how it plays out. My subconscious is happy too and will support me.
It’s been a bumpy ride. On the freeway at night driving through standing water the car was instantly pulled by the pressure. My instinctual response was to hold on tightly to the steering wheel. A lot happens in a split second.
Walking down a carpeted stairway I tripped and felt/saw myself falling. In that split second I instinctually stayed upright as if some force had my back holding me up by the shoulders.
Yesterday afternoon I was knocked out of my orbit as if an unseen meteor had hit. I almost went over the edge but I caught my nerves and stopped the negative momentum.
I awoke at 2:00 a.m. feeling/seeing thick-dark-murky-toxic space. I was not going under and I reached for Angel Michael’s sword (he gave me permission to use it many years ago). We radiated Light.
Intense! Definitely a debris field.
I hope to get some feedback tonight on GOLOV in response to the video Why Woo Woo Works. My response was a non-linear impression that everything discussed is part of a circuit board. What activates the board? What enlivens it? Light ! Unconscious, subconscious, conscious, superconscious are held in Light frequency. All level of matter is held in Light frequency.
Archangel Michael and the Galactic Council are active in the battle of Dark and Light. The winner is balance between the two eliminating the boring drama of kill and be killed. What kind of reality would balance look like, sound like, taste like, feel like, BE like? Definitely less density and more Light.
I’m “getting” (instincting/intuiting) that Light comes through as beams. Beams clear debris fields!!
I’m grateful for Facebook and Andrea Laing’s (Manifesting Miracles) meditation yesterday. It offered ground as sacred space, it helped me ground!
East, South, West, North — circuit board boundaries in 3D? What does that look like in 5D, 9D? “Diffused matter” comes in and I write it down. Instinctual intelligences in communication.
That needs an ISBN!! Woke up realizing I have business details to process before I reprint Turtle’s Circle of Life book. I dreaded this in the past—too many details. Now that I have more left-brain capacity I can do this with—scanning for the word— enthusiasm! Yep, I am enjoying sequential information. I can wrap around it now! And that has a certain sensation in my brain-body. It’s like swallowing or ingesting instead of hitting a wall. And I can consciously switch to this attitude if I back track into old resistance (which I did this morning).
Several weeks ago I opened Facebook and landed on a Native American/Indian podcast with Gene Tagabon speaking. Both times his words resonated. At the time I wondered what that spiritual connection was about. When I looked at the 2010 edition of the Circle of Life book and saw his quote on the back cover I got it! Spirit works in mysterious ways that seems to have orderly intelligence.
Friend Louis asked what inspired me to write the story. It was Mom’s passing over. I wrote her eulogy as her life story and the Circle of Life was how it was organized: East/childhood, South/adolescence, West/ adulthood, North/elderhood. This circle process helped several of my previous students move past childhood trauma and into later years of their life. The Circle is sacred space.
The most fun thing happened this afternoon! Gayle, the Pranic Healing instructor called me from Alaska. She had just read her six-year-old granddaughter my Turtle’s Circle of Life mandala mapping book and the granddaughter said she wanted to take a copy to her school. Gayle asked to buy 10 books and wants a video of my class to introduce to the Yakutat Community Health Center. She thinks Circle of Life books could be incorporated into the school system similar to the way Pranic Healing materials are. So, I’m reprinting books and looking for video production support. Years ago I enjoyed teaching this class in person especially when my heart could express to the student: Your Circle of Life is not like any other. You are unique!
Dreams are serving as meditations right now. Enlightening!
I was “wound up” last night chatting on GOLOV with Deborah and saw myself in new light. I don’t have a split persona I have three. One is Angelic attuned to Light Beings. The second is ego personality. And the third is Observer. I must have incarnated as or with Observer because of the peace I knew as a child.
My nerves and muscles are “wrapping around” food with more intelligence. Now I’m working on language and communication. I have some crossed wires and have written notes as to changes I’m focusing on to create more harmony. This process includes giving myself space to be mindful. And, listening to myself with inner ear (balance). This pruning is refining my circuit board.
Dream: a woman I know had stolen something from me. I went to her house to get it back. There were many levels to get out of the house. Instead of being lost (as in old dreams) I found my way through the maze with the help of a man, a bolted door and many passageways. The bottom floor had golden pinecone shaped objects. I gathered them and left.
I’m not remembering my first dream. Lots of activity in GOLOV meditation. I’m feeling a loosening of underground “rafters” or foundations. Space opening between dark boulders. (Earthquake?)
My stream of happiness continues and I get to learn how to incorporate this into my life with intelligence that wraps around relationship within and with all matter. It’s an inner relationship chord between child, adult and Angel—and Observer. Four personas?
I stopped activity just now to do Prana Healing remotely with two people in mind. Soon I was sending Prana into an all inclusive circuit board. Another way I serve the whole that includes the parts? I will hold these two and the board in mind and heart as I spend three hours nannying two young boys. Their dad also needs healing support. He does meditate so I can refer to that.
Electric body experiences give me 3D edges. Helpful to know edges. Guess it has to do with grounding. (4:20 am remembering that Cosmic Beings came into view as they were sitting in Council—like Delores Cannon writes about. So, Electric Body experience is as Cosmic as it is grounding. That’s quite a stretch of omnipotence!)
3:00 am Dream: I was in a room and walked by Beloved. He was sitting holding a pink round beach ball. He threw it to me at close range and I caught it in a split second! I bent down to look him in the eyes and gleefully noted that I had caught the ball. It was a major feat and I kept gleefully playing that card—I caught the ball! I am now laughing. He is in another room and I/we hear conversation that has hidden meaning which only he and I would understand. I found it so comical that my laughter grew and grew. I couldn’t stop laughing! It was consuming! What did I eat or drink before bed that is giving me such a mystical sleep cycle? It was that Sam Garrett music—and the New Earth Love !!
Saturday on the soccer field, as my granddaughter and I were leaving, my body wanted to run. My whole body had the impulse to run! I have not felt that desire in a long time due to my healing knee. I want to lift weights and realize muscle develops in association with nerves and is the next step in my creative process. To find a gym, get some training and take the time to do this work. The edges of this body will thank me.
What “trip” was that? 1:00 am. Wide awake and getting sensations of quantum field shifts. I want to use the word “matrix” for field Was the matrix my brain, my body or another body? Was it a unified body?
Edges disappeared. I looked for edges. Where did they go? How do I know an edge? Pranic Healing! where you attune to the the edge of someone’s energy field and scan, sweep, energize, stabilize (with light blue! — thank you notes), and release.
I was riding the waves of a shifting matrix that was now flying. Then I see Beloved and a space craft. He is approaching the craft in a stream or beam of energy. I feel the solid metal of the ship and see it’s contours. Is he ascending with or without me? Are we ascending as One?
This !! From a woman in our Grounded Spirituality Drum Circle. This !! Is how I choose my time, my relationships.
“I am a newbie to Dolores Cannon. But I have listened to the forces that drive me to seek earth energy. I think it is why I am drawn to a vortex, or why I drum, sing and dance.
She blew my mind, with the heart palpitations, HBP, joint pain, depression. Yes this list, I have it all. It is what draws me to this special group of souls. You all have such brightness around you.”
This !! From my Facebook page November 7, 2017
Some say time does not exist I see time in the changing colors of seasons The ebbing and flowing of tides The Sun and Moon arcing through space And the aging of this physical body Time is rhythm and motion Time is e-motion Some say time does not exist I say, I am time
This blog is my memory file. There is so much creativity moment by moment the only way to remember is to write it out. Recently I had to consciously backtrack time to instill logic over emotions that were pulling me under. I am aware of this pattern now and have a tool, a rudder or oar, that helps me balance.
Driving to Tacoma and family yesterday I thought about the way I cave in to old patterns of eating empty foods. In that second an image of a light blue > came into view with the word “radar.” (Reminds me of Angel Michael’s visitation with an image of a band of white feathers and the name Michael. This must be the way Light Beings communicate with me—not extensive downloads for me.) The feeling and thought was that I now have a new way of seeing food and can overcome past patterns. I could feel this change in my bones!
Visiting a loved one. We had a clash at dinner. I asked if I should go home now or in the morning? “Now” was the response. I observed the drama from my emotional state of flight. We weren’t on the same page, we didn’t have the same values, and I wouldn’t water down my words. I checked my feelings in the drive back from the restaurant. I thought about finding my way to the ferry in the dark of night. When I walked into her house I thought I was going to grab my overnight bag and leave but my head, heart and body did something new! I walked upstairs, knocked on her door and said, “You are too important to me to walk away. Let’s see if we can find some common ground in the morning.” I have no idea how this will unfold. We have a tumultuous past though I thought we had been bonding. A relapse in relationship. I hope we can jump ahead into new territory.
I work to make sense of telepathic relationship. For 20+ years it’s what I’ve attracted: men who are unavailable as friends. Men with whom I have little or no physical contact. It reminds me of the Contact that many humans want with UFOs and ETs. Maybe the telepathic field is more critical than the physical one. I am using that rudder to keep me on top of the waters. I see better here. All seeing radar ??
She has chosen her path. It isn’t my “woo woo” path. It looks like I can no longer be with people who want me to support their human drama. I feel an uneasiness at the pit of my stomach but am strong emotionally. This is my first taste of New Earth radar and relationship break ups. Alignment happens.
