Motherly Instinct
Woke up in gratitude. Recently I noticed an increase in negative self-talk so my focus is gratitude.
There are signs in my life of—Grounding!! It’s been many years since my left brain wiring was fried in a Kundalini snap at the back of my neck—many years that I’ve floated through life disconnected. Lately I’m naturally grounding by writing “to dos” on paper, creating weekly meal plans, and asking for contact information from those in my Drum Circle (I want to be connected!). I had avoided these details as I was out in space and couldn’t connect. Now I’m wanting to bring focus in to matter. Morning meditation this morning helped me ground in a N/S line while pulling in an E/W line. This moment does feel that logic is N/S and intuition E/W. Thanks This moment is constant change. However, to ground I get to focus on consistency, stability, order which includes details—parts of one grand and glorious whole.
What’s the difference between a group of people that is inclusive and one that is exclusive? One where you are ignored if you’re not centered around and focused on the person at the center. I watch from a distance because I am not a match. And then there is another experience where I am drawn to the energetic woman at the center of a group. A match! But I’m not sure I have room for another group. My life is full; my plate is full. And that includes time/space for solitude. My life is designed on Feng Shui with breathing room in between the parts. I see that breathing room as Spirit.
I’m so happy!! All my family is getting together for a birthday celebration with pizza! Yumm! We’d been scattered and disconnected. I prefer everyone feeling connected—in Spirit! A motherly instinct.