My Perfect Day is Sustainable creation is not “in the moment” and it’s suggested that I redo it. Reminds me of my editor who worked with me to “say more.” I am asking for an example.
My Mind Movie is not going to be completed by the requested date. Too many internet glitches yesterday when working on it. My friend did hold my hand long enough so I could get started. I was thinking about why I need hand holding (accompanied by a dark/heavy/foreboding barrier sensation in my brain) and got that technology has destroyed continents and planets because the mystical and spiritual were not valued. (I’m so happy to now have a community where I am not timid, where I don’t hide.)
So, this is how it is for this Mystic: I see, hear, know at the speed of Light. I read somewhere that it’s faster than the speed of Light. It’s unnatural and uncomfortable to cross over into the heavy and dark terrain of drudgery where one has to take logical steps and analyze data. It is so “not fun.” As I write this I have the sensation of wearing black heavy boots that weigh me down—walking is difficult. Not sure what this means yet. Gravity boots?
I am sure about something! I am taking a new brain, heart, body to Drum Circle today. I feel it. I’ve been demonstrating it all month. And I have materials to sustain it. That something has to do with my relationship with those in the circle. For the first time I’ve had energy to check in with some of them, to think through and plan an agenda (I’ve been in free flow mode), and to take a sign-in book so I have contact information. These steps in sustaining relationships are part of me now! Yahoo! I feel so happy about this. I am fitting in !! This new energetic space will have a cohesive effect on the whole circle.