The Dark Side
The mystical life is always bringing in something new. 1:30 am it was: I Am community. Angels, Arcturians, Serpents, Dragons, Faeries, Masters, are spokes in my wheel or connections in my spiral galaxy. We share radar and radiation. We share space and time pulling/pushing the pleats of reality.
A new spoke or pleat appeared yesterday with a menacing human face. He is associated with my down/dark cycles. My first reaction was judgement but then I started to “negotiate” with him and ask questions. He was in Paradise (Shangra Li) but also manipulated and altered. He has a purpose in the creative cycle and that is to bring change. Up/down, in/out, happy/sad, etc. Good/bad is where distortion occurs. Balance/imbalance is more accurate language as in pH balance. This duality is Matter. This Dark Side is Matter.
I’ve had high/low emotionally creative cycles all my life. I’m sensing now that by negotiating with this being I can have a tangible hand in changing this pattern. I actually feel something tangible. I think it’s the New Earth! I will be working with this dark force. It’s a new spectrum for/of Love.
This is very significant—another game changer! Now, when I hit that wall and am taken down in the under tow I have a face to relate to—negotiate with. I keep thinking if I had more testosterone my cycles would be different. I’d be in control with more aggression. As it is I let life flow all the way to the underworld. This time with greater consciousness, greater Love.
