6/12. GOLOV Body likes to respond to the meditation music. Does movement keep CSF balanced? I don’t “tip over” when moving, dancing. Shoulders back, spine erect, sitting on root is like an upside down triangle. 🔻 This grounding is Serpentine.
Meditating / Joining as two is an expansion of “your holy name.” (Song lyrics)
Joy wants to move this body out of sitting meditation and into this day. Its shifting of frequencies holds the “pattern.” I ask about pattern and get “Love is the pattern”—Light on Earth, Light through flesh.
Song from Sunday School came up into consciousness. This song enchanted me because Jesus was my first “boyfriend,” my first heart throb.
In The Garden “And he walks with me, And he talks with me, And he tells me, I am his own, And the Love we share, As we tarry there, None other has ever known.” (Reminds me now of the Creation Story with Adam and Eve in the Garden with Serpent.)
Eros and mud bath—pouring down back and spine. Cool of wires. Eros and biting neck. Fire of wires. Serpent embodied. Lust for Life! Lust for being alive!
Had a dream before meditation about a large brown/orange beetle bug. I feel it’s weight as someone nearby sees it. I pick it up with a short stick and carry it carefully to an open window. It now has a bubble around it. Again and again I pick up the beetle and approach the window to release it. Again and again my ability/timing is off. Then someone assists by holding the window open as I carefully approach it and with balanced focus put the bug through the window frame for release. I watch it sail away intact in its bubble. “Through the window frame” was the goal to success. I had to get through this veil. Reminds me of the latitudinal and longitudinal lines that come into play on Earth. A “lining up” is essential and now occurring.
This Beetle was honored in ancient times.
What does the winged scarab mean? This kind of beetle was highly symbolic to ancient Egyptians, it represented rebirth and renewal. They believed that the sun was pushed across the sky every day by a giant scarab, the god Khepri.
The Sacred Winged Scarab is now released “across the sky” intact with its past, present, future Truth.