Monthly Archive: May 2021

Omega

In GOLOV meditation I was conscious of grounding energy:

Earth holds me
Receives my chi
Thru feet, hands
Discharge into the unknown
Top of head, eyes, cells, too
Discharge and release
“Equalizing” — So tree like

A very, very large being stands in front of me. No features, only an outline of a tan/neutral figure. I ask, “Who are you?” I hear, “I can be whoever you want me to be.” I ask again and hear the same reply. Then—“I am Omega. I am life force. I am all your totems, angels, guides. I am reclamation of land, of holy land. I am Earth. I am Earth waves, ripples, overseer. I am Omega Waves on Earth.”

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The Omega symbol and symbology have several meanings usually related to the end of something. It may be a project, a life, but the most common is that its meaning has to do with spirituality.

In spirituality, the symbolism of the omega is related to spiritual evolution and enlightenment, being the end of the cycle and the beginning of a new cycle. … It is also a symbol used in physics to represent the unit of measurement of electrical resistance.

In its variations, there are several other symbols, like the 8 of the Greek numerals, and the symbol of the infinite, all relationships with the concept of beginning and end of something. In the case of the infinite, it also represents a new beginning, because in order to start again something always needs an end. degreessymbolicmac.com

Energy Backup

Pressure in head all day long after the BOTEC meditation. To handle this “backup” of energy I slept. I’m concluding that some meditations increase vibrational frequency without outlets for grounding. Perhaps I need to do “energy work” with Gaia after meditation. There is plenty of ground to work with.

Light & Matter Grounding Matter to Matter

Power full Blessing of the Energy Centers (BOTEC) meditation with symbols. It was fun to feel and see inner Rainbow Serpent move at 3/4/5 during 1/2 focus. My challenge is to ground this Spiritual energy in this body. I have difficulty functioning and can understand how some choose to be in a monastery or a mountain cave. I was told to ask Serpent how to find gears/switch gears so I can better function in this world. I saw a line moving N/S and then changing direction going outward E/W. I sense there is some “technique” to use so that my wings (4/5/6) fold in rather than out. Is this grounding? How to I shift this Light headedness into Earthiness? At 7 focus I felt the spinal fluid under my eyes. This fluid needs to find grounding through action on Earth. How to switch from wave to particle? How to? I will keep asking and continue to learn as I go—this spacey brain/body has been with me since Angel Michael and Kundalini visited long ago. Where is the teaching about the Angel Human? Funny—my wings are spread wide. I love my wings and will never clip them. Feet with wings? What the heck? What the Heaven—on Earth. It’s back to work tomorrow. Familiar territory to function in. I get to tell the story about the Angel Human and I have much support !!

Victory

I turned on the stove top to fry curried carrot potato patties and an egg. I stopped in my tracks. This was not the agreement we had. I am to eat more living fresh food—like the orange or cantaloupe! And this body actually stopped! The pattern is to ignore this voice and go with past behavior. This is a huge quantum leap forward. I have been stuck in a rut eating cooked foods and croissants!! I hope this inner agreement between intelligent heart-mind-body continues! I have the choice to let it happen.
All I have to say is: Hallelujah!!

White Noise

I notice Body has a steering wheel taking me here and there on a new track. This morning it wanted to meditate—in silence. As soon as I sat I was told my brain likes “white noise.” I questioned that term and was asked why I question. Body has not been motivated. Is it Shamanic Journeying influencing this change? No, it’s Serpent who came into the scene—again—several days ago. (I have a poem to add to the one I wrote years ago) “I see you, O’ Snake, On this fairway green.” There’s music to these words so I am on the right track. My body wants this white noise music! This is a new diet!

I have not been very “motivated” wanting stillness over activity. Yet I am seeing that I can have both. I can be inactive and active in the same day. In one minute I hear body say it doesn’t feel like doing a certain chore. Okay, I don’t push. I let it be. Then a couple hours later I’m doing that chore and more wondering where the energy came from.

I didn’t think my brain body was going to be able to ingest my hypnotherapy books and notes but that shifted and I discovered how much I enjoyed hypnotherapy. There’s a resonance in it—it sings to me! (Is white noise a sing?) The way we were trained it’s much like shamanic journeying. I see that I have great respect for the subconscious, unconscious and higher consciousness minds though I am not clear about those differences. What makes them different? I see one thread weaving them together. I will learn more about this, no doubt!

My oldest daughter and I are going out of town to my fave place for Mother’s Day. This is the first trip we’ve taken together and I’m so grateful for our friendship. For years she separated herself from me. And all that time I held her in White Light—in Love! Ha! White Light, White Noise, White Love. Reminds me of those critters marching NW to SE with focused purpose. Also reminds me of waterfalls. My shower suddenly becomes a white noise waterfall 💦💦💦

okay, brain body you gotta move now even though you could sit and write all day. You’ve got things to do, places to be, people to see! Reminds me that as I looked in the mirror early this morning I saw “alien.” This popped in “out of the blue” or maybe from White Noise. Aliens walk on Earth in White Noise, generating White Noise.

Filling New Space

It’s 3:33 am and I’m meditating again—by choice. But…I discover that Body doesn’t want guiding words. It wants quiet. The first message is: I don’t do meditation or shamanism—meditation and shamanism does me. It moves through me— I Am Being rather than I Am Doing. This makes all things new. It’s an evolving and dissolving process.

I’ve lost a spark for external achievement and would be quite content as a hermit in Nature. Yet a friend and I are designing classes to share with people which brings up in me the feeling that I don’t want to talk about Spirit. How can I be my mystical self through these classes? How do I talk about the Mystical? She and I complement one another so team work is happening naturally. She has left brain strengths that are required in this dimension. I have mystical experiences that….. what? It’s a new field in which to let Spirit move.

I was going to write about the insecurity that was coming up for me in this New Earth. But I heard my meditation teacher talk about cancelling such thoughts for Truth! I am thankful for that reminder!!

I notice a difference in my brain. There’s a new tune/vibration moving me forward. In the moment I listen for direction. Who do I spend time with? How do I spend my time? It’s definitely a time of new ground and new choices. In Truth the path forward is not a choice. It’s carved out by many factors because we don’t live in or as vacuums in empty space.

Gift from Vimal

Ish is divinity
Chrish is divine consciousness
Trish is triple divinity

N my Trish is an Angel
Tiny trim n divine witty
Sweet n mighty jovial

True n grew sky like blue
Only golden Angel among few

S/He is her invention
So hearty r her intentions

It’s unity in one
Always all done

Love from
Vimal Romesh Soneji

7.47 pm 27.4.21 full moon
Chit chaitri Chaitanya
Hanuman jayanti WA

New Earth Day

I used to do Trance Sessions with a friend and co-hypnotherapist seeking answers to meaningful questions. We are brainstorming ways to be of service outside of Hypnotherapy. With all the Masters and Power Animals coming through in my meditations I’m thinking that they might like to speak with an audience. My right hand has also been active in receiving holographically and emitting energetically. Does my hand want new work? This is a creative time between Creator and Creation. It’s New Earth Day ❣️❣️

Dismemberment Journey

Drumming. I run off the edge of the cliff and fly into open sky. I was shown before the drumming that birds would attack and they did. I did not expect them to attack my Wings—which I soon discovered were very important to me. So important that I cried human tears. I was dismembered in Air and fell to Earth where hyenas and vultures ate my flesh. I looked to see who would re-member me. Serpent appears and slithers here and there integrating my parts, sewing the pieces along seam lines with Water moisture from mouth. I wonder about implants and attachments and see serpent as Cobra working to squeeze a circular space as if choking a foreign object out. (I thought of an ancient black magic bond/spell being broken.) It’s a gold ring! Serpent does this removal of rings at every circular space along the N/S line of spine. The re-membering is finished (seams heal and flesh becomes seamless) and serpent stays—within the New Earth—as Rainbow Serpent.

Singing Lilacs

I was at a friends house yesterday working in her yard that is next to a salmon stream. It needs a lot of TLC and I like creating order out of chaos so I’m planting myself there to “putter.” We planted a raspberry bush and I brought a bundle of lilacs home. On that drive home I was in a state of euphoria. It was a new sensation and I wasn’t sure where it was coming from. When I saw the lilacs in the car and consciously tuned in to their fragrance I gave them credit. Being with Nature and Her elements is having new impact on me these days. More credit goes to those Photonic Molecules streaming/beaming NW to SE—molecules that shape shift or transfigure caterpillar to butterfly.

Relationships are orbital. They come around as elemental seasons and cycles. Water, Air, Earth, Fire receiving Photonic Molecules from above and becoming New Earth in structure. I have a relationship that comes around on occasion. My etheric body continues to greet him with fingers touching his cheek and mouth. This automatic greeting is a mystery to me. It’s as if friendship in this realm hangs on by a string of touches in another realm.

In Saturday meditation I was practicing hypnotherapy—again. A couple days earlier I was telling a hypnotherapist friend that I needed to generate more income and we talked about our past hypnotherapy work. These planted seeds burst into bloom during meditation. Immediately two friends ask for a session. Now I can review the books and class notes. I like doing past life regression because the subconscious gives clear pictures and emotions about those lives. Understanding one’s past assists in knowing patterns in this lifetime and sets a new course of consciousness for the past/present/future continuum. A reset! My mental mind has developed since I took the course years ago and I’m looking forward to relearning the material. The realization that I needed to generate more income and didn’t see a solution was not a passive emotional experience. Clouds came in, I was not my sunny self. Elements shifted! And then the answer was delivered—in two days. Honest emotions are a force for change! Are they lined up as Photonic Molecules?