Monthly Archive: April 2021

Do all humans come into this life with lessons to learn and gifts to contribute? My experience says yes. My lesson has revolved around my relationship with food. It’s like a drug—emotionally soothing. I have increasing number of days where I’m not eating bread and sugar. My body prefers this clean and light feeling. And then I am in places and with people that are triggers and I regress. So now it’s those spaces as well as the food that I get to unlearn. I am response-able !!

The amazing thing about letting this process unravel and evolve organically is that I receive teachings layer by layer. The latest teaching/support I received was a presence at the top of my head pulling me up out of a gravitational force field. I knew instantaneously this was “KA” presence—a term I heard. However, it feels/images like a crown and crown feels like a lotus flower.

I am honest and not ashamed about my earth journey in/with/through enlightenment. Light saved my life twice and continues to do so. Those who wish to skip this Goddess dance of emotion have other lessons to learn and gifts to contribute. Each path has a trajectory. May each one follow Light. Many paths. One Truth.

I watch circulation (feedback loops) between chakras. Gears of Love. Gears of transmutation. My lessons of Truth are gifts I contribute. I Am Angel-Human within Lotus petals of Amazing Grace.

“The Lotus flower is regarded in many different cultures, especially in eastern religions, as a symbol of purity, enlightenment, self-regeneration and rebirth. Its characteristics are a perfect analogy for the human condition: even when its roots are in the dirtiest waters, the Lotus produces the most beautiful flower.”

Relationships are feedback loops.

Feedback loops expand and contract through evolution.

Judge not the process of relationships chakra to chakra and person to person.

I love my drum that goes through cycles of stillness and activity. I feel that my true drum is within as heart beat so I let the external cycles of Life move. I participate in Sandra Ingerman’s course now because I resonate with Medicine for the Earth and it’s time for more grounding within and in my life. (Flying has been easier than grounding.) All our drums and drumbeats join forces in Truth of Love/Love of Truth.

Class #4 came with an unexpected gift of Love which encircled the whole experience—from Sandra’s substantial delivery/teaching to meeting my future self in Fire Ceremony. It was comical to ask to meet my future self and then think that the dark skinned aboriginal man was a separate teacher. Inner voice reminded me that I had asked to meet my future self and here I Am !! Dreamtime work is part of me thus “pattysonglines” as my identity “link.” I was floating on Cloud 9 in this ceremony because my future was happening in the Now. I was experiencing my future—wrapped in Love. I did see rushing water as the means by which this future manifested. Is there a major waterfall in Australia? “Abracadabra”

Dear Sandra, Thanks for delivering—being part of—magic. 💙💙💙

This is a Facebook memory from four years ago. I don’t always agree with other minds. Thankfully hearts can transcend the differences if we choose to do so.

Matter is on my mind. Matter that is dissected into units of energy. Matter that is said to be “an illusion.” I say “matter is sacred” and part of the whole matrix. Perhaps matter is the center of consciousness. Why? Is it because matter reflects Light? Planet Earth is sacred, respect Her. Our physical bodies are sacred, respect them. Our soil, air, water is sacred. We are stewards of matter.

Early this morning I was commenting to meditation friends about learning curves creating stress and affecting my knee. One friend suggests only using words that support unlimited potential. I felt I was being honest (no denial) in what my body was communicating. I was not ashamed so why not be honest? A couple hours later I felt a shift in my attitude: A new backbone spoke up: “I am not a victim to anything or anyone.” A couple hours later something shifted in my knee. New strength! Was it the healing energy sent by friends? Was it nettle tea I drank or turmeric capsules? Whatever it was I felt out from under some pressure. Something had lifted.

Friends from the farm garden contacted me to see if I was going to garden again this year. I needed time to decide and immediately watched how I got anxious about the when, what, etc. This anxiety spoke right through my knee! The energy was overarching as if part of me was getting ahead of myself. I have felt that pattern before. How many years have I been engaged in this pattern of anxiety? My knee deserves better treatment!!

I am learning to make new choices. And to say NO. Guess it’s part of that new Order that has revealed itself.

It looks like Honesty is the fastest way to move through a seeming obstacle. Honesty between heart and throat chakras that activates one’s wings. Honesty even if it is not fully evolved. That is an interesting lesson!! How does this relate to “seamless reality” or alignment? Seems alignment includes refinement and refinement follows evolution. I sure talk a lot. I am “driven” to tell Truth. There’s a word that sounds full of stress and anxiety so I will change it to “response able”!

4/17 GOLOV Meditation

GOLOV circle
Radiating Light
As a network
Of white blood cells
Clearing toxins

I felt an inner “shift” again—like sliding into “home base.” It’s a settling feeling of being “home.” Maybe finding center. Is this Coherence? An energetic/round feeling in the body that is more than a flat and linear word.

Body connects with bodies — bodies connect with Body. A collective uplift !!

My heart/GOLOV heart radiated outward like spokes on half of a wheel. I wonder about the other half behind me/us ??

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Class #3 is substantial—thank you! I’ve savored the words with much note taking. I’ve had mystical visions and journeyed (currently via meditation) for years. This is my first Shamanic course. I was hungry for the Sacred Earth focus and teachings that Sandra offers.

“Tree” came through my merging journey today allowing me into its hollow center to hear its heartbeat; feel its breath as its leaves moved with wind; and wiggle my toes in unison with its roots in dark soil.

Tree took me back to childhood as I made camps under tall Firs. I burst out sobbing for this little girl. I know not why other than mom was very depressed and we were a family that never talked about emotions. Grief comes up as I heal a knee. Tree assures me that my knee and leg will be as strong and stable as a tree trunk!

I honor the messages and threads we weaved with Light and Love to heal the larger whole. I see my body and the collective body scanned by a matrix of Divine Grace.

The final insight is that we are being brainwashed by negative news. Truth is Light is increasing on Earth. We are the ones to broadcast this good news!!

I love, love, love hearing that I can ask for healing in my dreams!! Shamanic relationships become more real and helpful !!

4/15 GOLOV Meditation

Seamless transition between parts of this meditation like a comforting Shekinah blanket. At some point dad came into the picture (part of this healing process with knee) and I felt/expressed appreciation. Yay !!

Song about Love: Love is more than Matter and more than Energy Field. Love is their Union like a seamless blanket. Earth welcomes this New Love.

I noticed three experiences during meditation: Spinal Fluid bliss in my moving head; Monkey Mind trivia and translating thoughts and images; Trance state of being anchored. I just learned on a Dr. Joe video that these experiences are electromagnetic wavelengths!! Experience in body before knowledge in brain is my experiential way of learning. Experience gives me the firmament to learn and grow detailed information. I connect dots this way—wholistic, Feminine.

During the last song my hands felt full and wanted to “speak” so I included them in the wavelength dance. Right hand active; left hand anchored. Hand and fingers generated “ribbons” of energy East to West above global landscape. Right hand receives by being held open/receptive. Masters have landed here (holographic?), this time it was Tree! I felt/saw my hand and fingers sweeping East to West as ribbons of wind, moving over and through vast green forests. Waves of green motion of trees led to Emotional Love/ Grief moving through body. Sobbing I hear, “Cry not. We are eternal. We are green Spirit.” Intense emotion moving through the Body.

Shekinah is green Spirit Blanket wrapping around bodies and Body.

Am I blessed or cursed by a knee injury that began many years ago and recently became acute? Am I blessed or cursed to feel pain after being on my feet all day? Am I blessed or cursed to miss a get-away to Camano Island today with gal pals? Am I blessed or cursed to feel memories of grief lodged in my knee? Am I blessed or cursed for having to slow down my usual pace and make new choices? Am I blessed or cursed for this healing opportunity?

As I stay home today rather than leave town as expected I read an email inviting me to participate in Global Coherence. They must have read my mind as I was asking the Universe for support! This time I’m ready to participate in the blessing.

4/6 GOLOV Meditation Bell 🔔 — Universal wake up call

4/8 GOLOV Meditation Brown 🦉 owl, ancient forest. Owl winks, comical! White regal owl—then orb like owl babies!! Extending hand to my left, opening space \\\ letting “storm troopers” in \\\ to lift veils on Earth. Are these white blood cells? Very unusual for me to be working at/with the left side.

4/11 Global Coherence Meditation Two propeller blades with a center grill or screen as fan or generator. A safety screen. Head in air bubble. A craft with two head lights and body of matter in between. The New Earth! Gotta find images and definitions to understand this latest development. (propeller blades as headlights with body of matter in between??). What’s in between the pituitary and pineal?

”While the primary function of Cerebrospinal Fluid (CSF) is to cushion the brain 🧠 within the skull and serve as a shock absorber for the central nervous system, CSF also circulates nutrients and chemicals filtered from the blood and removes waste products from the brain.” nationalmssociety.org

Propellers — chakra energy centers