3/23. GOLOV Meditation
A recent fast affected meditation in that body was more still. Maybe less emotional until—somewhere in the meditation—I am at the top of my brain in a pool with that recurring ledge and dark liquid. It is dark above, below and all around. Reminding me of a sensory deprivation tank. Then I saw myself flapping, belly up, in the water—like a happy seal. It was so funny !! Where do these images come from, anyway? Was someone trying to cheer me up? I had just walked in from work and had little outgoing energy. This image of myself floating shifted that.
During the final song I Am Bliss I sense an energetic presence come into my field. I see his face with dark beard. He is powerful energetically and I am moved—pulled downward out of body. I ask about him. Is it Jesus? I get “Hebrew.” I have to look that up.
I asked to be a “receiver” during an upcoming GOLOV meditation as I am making all things in myself new. It’s very odd to be receiving love from people. I am more familiar receiving love from my mystical friends in other realms. That must sound very odd. I think it means that people don’t really know me. My mystical friends do. “I see you” — hah, in last week’s meditation a face was peering just above mind’s eye, as if looking in to see what was happening. Very dark eyes.