Monthly Archive: December 2020

I have my life line again—my phone! Friend Rachna charged it for me last night and I left it there in her house with a vast amount of Eastern Gods and Goddess statues. My phone has never been happier. Much to catch up on now that my work day / week is over.

GOLOV 12/29. Large Fleur-de-lis and white stairs. Walking up as one and as two. At the top arcing rays of colored light beams. Smaller Fleur-de-lis as chakra seals reminding me of the seals in the Biblical book of Revelation.

At Rachna’s house for full moon drumming and meditation her mom brings me the book Bhagavad Gita. I land on a page and read this sentence: Verse 18: “The yogi who has discovered the ever new joy in the soul by deep meditation is completely satisfied; he has found within a perfect happiness.”

I asked my East Indian friend Rachna to translate the male chant in the song Bliss from GOLOV meditation:
Satguru, Narayana – divine teacher
Sat Ananda – permanent true joy
Ganapati, Ganesha – victory
Radhe – devotion, love, divine flow
Krishna – Brahma, creative intelligence
She summed it up as “manifested consciousness”
This male chant with the names of Gods/Goddeses actually brings them in !! I feel it, know it !!

Weird sensation driving empty long roadways and walking long empty hallways. It’s a sense of contentment that feels angular. Driving yesterday I felt an angle of energy at my back. Wing chakra? Reptilian brain?

I followed a vibrating line of relationship that increased in coherence. “Split wire” came into consciousness. Cannot find a definition so I will share the image. One wrapped wire becomes two exposed wires (no wrapping).

Holograms are angles of Light. We see holographically.

I grounded this morning before entering my nanny house—the house where I nanny.
I had the thought and automatically / spontaneously lined up with my dantian—term and bodily location that I learned years ago doing Tai Chi at Windstar Symposiums. Driving to work I had just seen a hologram as it relates to a relationship and now holographic lines were outlining me! They are telling a story and I am committed to telling it !!

I woke up happy and full of vitality. Lately I am jumping out of bed and raising my arms in a V with gratitude and welcome.

Morning meditation with Dr. Joe Dispenza video 2020 Guided Morning Meditation. Immediately I step into a round white space craft, my Arcturian companion at my side. White smooth leather like seats and shiny surfaces. I detect a distinct astringent aroma and ask. It is to purify and neutralize. I consider the aroma and it reminds me of childhood and the medicine mask when getting my tonsils removed. Then I remember the dream I had this same morning: a young woman approached me and dabbed a liquid potion under my nose and upper lip. She then danced in a Roaring 20’s kind of dress. I compared her youthful legs to my elder legs — observing and conscious of my time/space. I was jolted at this mutual support between Dreamtime and Meditation. Just remembered that when I detected the smell in the craft my upper brain, crown felt tightened or stretched. That was a new sensation. A lot is happening and I am ready for more “signs”of loving intelligence.

The following is my experience from a Dr. Joe meditation last night. There was another meditation invitation this morning and constant reminders. Too much busyness for me! I’m learning that I need to recharge in stillness between meditations to balance my time and energy.

Last night’s meditation and music with a new exclusive group within GOLOV (invitation only which to me is not community building cuz it alienates people) took me back to the Marco Island Retreat. Download of information was that all relationships are angles of Light; matter is a collective field of micro and macro orbs with angles of Light between them. (I wonder but did not ask cuz I am just now wondering: Does the color of angled Light communicate the quality or temperament of the relationship?)

My “channel” with my Arcturian Light Being has expanded. I notice new joy in my emotional field that keeps my nerves in check. For example I do not react when something goes topsy-turvy such as groceries spilling out of their bag in my car or baking flour spilling out on my kitchen floor. It’s these moment to moment incidents that test one’s inner stability. I call the experience ”dominion” — expanded contentment.

This morning I actually feel like meditating to something I choose. Not something coming in from outside agendas. Is this my independent streak? Is this independence critical for interdependence? Is this my angle of color this moment? Angles that ever change in an emotional dance of giving and receiving / exhaling and inhaling. Emotional breaths of Life moving through matter. E-motion as energy in motion is now revealing its working parts and my left brain is engaged! Hooray for my inner male!!

I just now had the “ instinct” (enter reptilian brain—who or what gains by distorting or ignoring this ancient part of homo sapiens?) that my wavelength is attuning to blue Arcturian wavelength. And as I speak he supports me. I have new relationship this New Year. Welcome home Earth to Cosmos—Cosmos to Earth. My brain vibrates, my heart swells like a wave and my eyes tear up. I write it all down because I love being conscious of Light and telling its story of spiraling evolution. I and we send this Love around Earth and outward. The spiral dance of Love.

We the collective conscious body on Earth give birth to new angles of Light to and from the Cosmos. Electric in expression and magnetic in placement we are designed to be “stars” in the cosmic skyscape. We hold space as a point and from this point radiate beams of Light. As One Earth/Cosmic Body we celebrate this diversity through Love.

My friends in other dimensions showed up for Christmas Eve’s GOLOV meditation with Dr. Joe Dispenza. This Christmas morning I am being nudged to share:
12/24/2020
Thin white and black almond eyed ETs frolicked and played, sliding down an arc, during I Am Bliss music. Blue Arcturian further out. My arm was pulled upward and I greeted him. They seem happy with Earthlings. I am definitely happy with their presence.

I was surprised that I had similar physical responses in this 12/24 meditation as I had in Marco Island at the week long meditation retreat. That response is going limp, folding over and going for the floor! I braced myself with hands on knees. Recently I had an emotional experience that was electric. And I’ve noticed my creative cycles move as electrical currents: charge, discharge, recharge. Is this what happens in pineal gland meditation? Last night I held breath in my crown for an extra amount of time and focus. Is inhale the charge, exhale the discharge and rest the recharge? If we are electrical no wonder my fingers radiate beams of colored lights. And if alien beings are also electrical no wonder we communicate with them via electrical currents.
So, let’s all have an electric New Year—2021 🌈❤️🌈💜

Dr. Joe Dispenza’s symbol of the Fleur-di-lis

spoke to me of my Arcturian family with almond shaped head and high collar.

I wrote this after listening to Dr. Joe Dispenza’s video The Secret to Transform Your Personality I am posting here so I remember.

In my house there are two children named Feeling and Thought. They are wired together and bounce off each other (is this a cross current?). In the upper part of the house is an Overseer who can untangle the two when enmeshed and set them straight. The children are getting familiar with the new wiring that produces an ambience of dominion.

This household begins to feel that living life is meditation. That it’s not an external time, place, activity. It’s the electrical current that moves through the whole house. As a result our house has new capacity with more input and output plugins. This upgrade allows new activity in the wires, between them and from them.

I move forward with relationships that are “conductive” (will look that word up—seems words are the breadcrumbs or sparks from wiring and firing and follow a law of attraction.)

“Conductivity defines a material’s ability to conduct electricity. Electric current can flow easily through a material with high conductivity.”

This household will now recognize the basement where words abide to rise up to the attic of Overseer consciousness.

Charge, discharge, recharge—fiery breaths of Life. Dragon breathing! Our house is a dragon. Reminds me of Draco, the constellation.

I tried to sleep after these early morning hours and as soon as I closed my eyes Serpent appears to inform me that S/He is what flows through the wires !! “Creator and Creation” come up. Is Creator the Energy and Creation the wiring? Maybe Co-creation is the household. My brain needs a recharge—sleep!!

I love road trips—alone. It gives me opportunity to think and process circumstances regarding my Human Self. On a recent road trip I realized:

After returning from the Marco Island Meditation Retreat in early November I experienced a shift in relationships. One with a man I love where it felt like hitting a wall. The the other with food where I felt freed from a wall. What was a common thread in both relationships? I was too enmeshed!

Addictive food patterns let go of me! I had changed in vibration since the mystical retreat and now my life was aligning differently. I was and I am able to make new food choices. The relationship is more mysterious. I let go but he’s come back around. Now what?

Relationships can be dependent, co-dependent, independent, and interdependent. A Solar System is made up of interdependent parts so is that true of human relationships? Do I choose the one(s) close and the ones further out? Or do they choose? It’s definitely a Law of Attraction that revolves around response. Reminding me of this EDL teaching: Radiation, Attraction, Response, Union, Unified Radiation. All Solar Systems have this equation !! (Less sugar and flour helps me be more radiant. What people add to my radiance? What groups, what environments?)

Another “now what?” is that I am not enjoying meditations that have words. My brain doesn’t want logic. The only meditation working is GOLOV. That community resonance provides a chamber from which to see and BE out in the cosmic field. Is that a Solar System?

I am looking for music for meditation. Maybe life is my meditation. I am definitely on a new trajectory on this day of Grand Conjunction 2020.

May Light increase Through Earth, on Earth.

5:30 am GOLOV 20 12/19/2020

The second song, Bliss (I Am the Light of My Soul) in our GOLOV meditation is powerful. It brings into my field of vision yogis (Yogananda) and Extraterrestrial beings. The music, voices and lyrics make my hands come alive and dance. It’s Light activating my Matter.

1st session: Hands dance. Fingers emit rainbow beams/threads. (This happened at the November Marco Island Meditation Retreat after a four hour meditation. My fingers danced to the music radiating rainbow beams around the room. It was childlike fun.) Today I extended the colorful beams through open space.

2nd session: An ET peeks up into my field of vision. His large black eyes peering. Seems shy. I reassure that she/he is welcome. This is a “Grey” different from last week’s visitor. He moves into full view and I ask if I can extend Love—does he know emotion? His response? He shows me his fingers.

My interpretation: Our Galactic family is coming in to meet us as we go out to meet them. We meet in the middle on rainbow frequency. Arcing love—“bridging” Love from last week’s visitation.