Retreat Day #2
I was able to stay with Dr. Joe’s talk all day due to the variety of content. Is it my childlike brain that does better with verbal sound bites?
Intense meditations today. I had lots of company out in “the field.” Spiritual Masters lined up and came toward me at heart energy center #4 (this Blessing of the Energy Centers by Dr. Joe was a masterpiece.) We did energy work for people and planet and the Masters left by circling the planet and arcing off into space toward another planet. I found this comical. (Who thinks of this stuff, anyway?) Pineal gland #6 brought in those delicate white ETs. They climbed down from craft and I welcomed them with handshake. A lot happened energetically in all the centers but it’s too etheric to remember. I must like the company since I seem to remember my guests.
So much is a blur because I was way out there in the “unknown.” However, my emotional breakdown and breakthrough is not a blur. Breakdown because my body folded and I sobbed and shook big time. Breakthrough because my Dragon who shape-shifted into Seadragon flew and swam me home! My heart still soars!! I thought it as Lemuria on Earth but no it exists in another galaxy!! I found my home. I no longer need to feel like a mis-fit! I was greeted and met with my Arcturian kin. When I was flown back children stood on the hillside waving goodbye. This is so huge for me and fills a hole in my heart. Dragon now has a place—a landing pad. Returning I noticed Dragon had horse’s mane because I always wrap my arms around his neck. A fleet of Dragons followed us to Earth to fly over and “breathe fire” for the healing of people and planet. This scenario unfolds as it goes—I ask a question and I have a response, an image. Sometimes I nudge the story; sometimes the story nudges me.
For me this could have been the end of the retreat. I was filled to overflowing. My heart body was transformed and I had trouble walking out of that room. It took awhile to come back. Energy is easily dissipated if you are around people, or move too fast too soon. But then again, due to the presence of people I had to ground.
My brain is bursting at the seams. It isn’t the pineal gland that gives me that orgasm that seems to be the rage here. It’s KA !! I dance in/with KA. I know nothing about this space—I have always experienced first rather than turning to a book or external teacher. This is Nirvana !! It’s mystical and Light as a feather—delicate. Not screaming and screeching like physical sex !! I encourage others to join me in this new terrain.
(A question on my mind lately: Are men wired for sex whereas women are wired for relationship? In my life it has been true.)
PS: I remembered: The Master’s faces came forward in a row and I touched their left chin/lip energetically with fingers guided by heart (nope, the whole body!). I thought: my “Beloveds.” My hands were on fire in the meditation and were guided, even forced, to move. (What is the purpose? To heal or create connection?) Dr. Joe said to, “Feel it, experience it.” I appreciate his recognition and word for this next step. To “experience” with a new body—new Earth! At one point as I had to help my brain settle in with touch the thought occurred that it is becoming more Alien—higher in intelligence. It did feel like I broke some sound barrier that included emotions. That would mean new emotional intelligence. Gaia welcomes this. I love Her so much—another emotional relationship !!
