Monthly Archive: November 2020

Non-Local Relationship

I have many non-local relationships that are as real as physical relationship except for communication. What part of my brain-heart-body needs to fire and wire to have this expanded experience? Or is the stillness of mental cognition an asset to this other reality?

Serpent moved me today—I sensed Her presence in the background and then S/He slowly came forward, expanding into my field. I love Her freedom of expression—liberating Earth.

The Mystical Brain

We have many bodies of intelligence: physical, mental and emotional. The one behind and around them all is the Light Body. This relationship requires plugging into a “mystical” frequency if one is to KNOW (the union of thinking and feeling) Truth of Love.


Is the Reptilian brain at the back of the head? Something activates behind me. After looking at triune maps of the brain I accept the Reptilian Brain as the “seat” of Knowing. It’s lower location, at the the neck, is where I experienced my Kundalini snap (activation) so many years ago. The higher brains (in location) must reconnect to create one whole brain-heart-body.

(I am getting that I need to be more visible with this information. I prefer being hidden. It’s safe. However, my wheels are turning—by other forces that I AM connected to.)

Serpent Chamber Meditation

I woke up 3:00 am thinking about the “Serpent Chamber.” I can go there in meditation! I was thinking how that Serpent motion from back to front of my brain was like physical intercourse: Energy filling up a tubular space. I then realized that was the Union of the pineal and pituitary. I will look for a diagram.

My brain body feels full today and not very interested in meditation. We don’t need more stimulation. However, when I think of meditation as going into the Serpent Chamber I’m in !! Maybe I will create my own meditation by listening to what is said in the Chamber.

I stopped meditating to record the experience and will go back in. Undulating motion down through body side to side, N/S and S/N. Undulating head front to back, back to front. Undulating body front to back, back to front. Subtle, sensual Serpent. Feminine expression/ release. Serpent and Dragon were unleashed intentionally in SE USA. Today they reveal their travels through Gaia’s body filling in voids and wrapping around toxic spaces to exterminate. Light energy on the move through dark matter. Going back in: I see Red. I think “blood.” Head tilts back with Dragon Eye up to KA (?). Told not to tell people what to do—to let them listen and watch Serpent Energy move their body. Erect spine, head back—Dragon Eye receptive.

Energy work going up is different than energy work going down. Masculine up; Feminine down. For me this doesn’t have to fit any previous concept or teachings. It’s what I Am experiencing / observing Now—and through undulation it all evolves. I want to create a FB page so people can talk about their Light energy experiences in, through and around their body. Time to celebrate this New Body !! I also thought about Goddess and how her ways were stolen by men and then forgotten. Goddess returns. Reunion of Male and Female has a new face with points, lines, surfaces—Crystal !!

This image shows the Serpent tube that filled in with energy back to front. Dragon Eye.

I remember the air born birthing of Light Body Crystal and how GREEN radiated then hints of yellow and blue. Observing the blessing of Light on Earth.

Welcome The Crystal Body

Air born Florida to Dallas. Dallas to SeaTac now.

Energy Union in the field manifests as Energy Re-Union in matter.  This feels like two crystal chards being pulled together through angles, points and surface planes. One Unified Radiation. One whole prism of Rainbow Light. Celebrate the Unified Pineal/Pituitary/Body !!

Sparking Light

I am remembering: The final walking meditation was powerful. I was in the “zone” as Serpent and Dragon. Light grounded in Earth, on Earth. Focused intent—Now.

I still don’t know the name of the complex where I stayed, the name of the ballroom where I spent the week, and the four number gate code. This realm is getting more challenging for that part of my brain. I definitely prefer to float. I did learn (via observation) this week that my neocortex chatters a lot. Seems I need to rearrange, or maybe instill, some brain content so I have a loop. Info in and info out.

It’s a miracle to experience new love on Earth (toward a man). Instead of being nervous or giddy I am placid. No ripples. I know this has to do with his field as much as mine. How can love be nothingness? A nothingness that can change temperature at the speed of light. It’s a wonderful gift—within and without.

Day 7: Dancing Lights

This was a week of Lights dancing me. Pushing and pulling me around the dance floor of my electromagnetic field. It is a blissful space and thanks to my experience today (Saturday) and Dr. Joe’s explanations I now know what the crystals in my pineal gland look and feel like. I also know how I can dance them: Through my fingers!! At the end of our Pineal Gland meditation my fingers were sending rainbow light beams around the ballroom. This light-headed-ness is not at all practical in this Earth space. Maybe a new space is being created—somewhere.

Does a prism have to be present for these light beams to radiate? How are fingers prisms?

Pineal breathing is an upward process to the pineal. This Dancing Light is a downward process to pituitary and Earth ??

Day 5: Downloads

Why the need for scientific experiments when you can have the actual experience? Because humans are in Beta brainwave. People like me who are in trance much of the time have a different experience.

For example: when Serpent came in the Energy moved in downloads. When I saw Serpent crawling on me I knew I was Earth. It was now an Energy / Earth relationship. The simple image I drew is an example of experience outside of Beta. Such drawings are carved on rocks all across the body of Gaia.

Is Serpent symbolic of a Light photon downloading through the spinal chord and radiating through the chakras and matter? Where is Ka in all this?

Day ?: Future Time

In meditation today we went into the future. I saw a black baby dragon on a cliff. That made/makes me happy. Then I saw the mother. I flew in and to them as father. That, too, makes me happy!

The Marriott has a dragon logo at its entrance and throughout the complex.

Day 4 Retreat Beloved Serpent

Serpent has been with me for 40 years. She represents Goddess, Earth, and right brain gifts. Serpent, wearing vivid yellow-green, showed up again today. We stood facing each other and I became Setpent. We went from being stationary and vertical to moving horizontally across the land. Goddess is on the move !!

I played my Mind Movie (with The Flower that Shattered the Stone, affirmations and images from photo album) after a Kaleidoscope Meditation and those deep cross currents shook my subconscious and created another emotional breakdown. The breakthrough was that I now know how much my heart loves this orb called Earth. Since the focus here at the retreat is to move into a new future my future revealed itself in that emotional upheaval: I want to honor and heal the Earth. How that looks shows up in the moment.

Those etheric currents were alive snd well today in meditation. Pushing me around. I finally decided to brace myself on the chair next to me. Deep into the meditation the currents settled down! They were still and I was deep in a zone. Part of me now feels like my work is done. I can stop writing and reporting! Maybe this has to do with my 72nd birthday and “9” being my sacred number. Time will tell !!

Not to forget—we started the day with a walking meditation on the beach. 1000 of us !! It was another personal experience. Those energy currents like to walk me—we are good partners !! Fun to have a personal relationship with an energy source that runs through my matter. Last month I wondered if Matter could hold the new voltage. Yes it can !!

Day 3 in Florida is A Day to Remember

I think an Aurora Borealis activated on top of my head and is shooting voltage down my neck (thankfully not the voltage that left me paralyzed years ago.) It is an out-of-body sensation with a force that pumps or pushes me. I thought the busy energy needed some lines or corals to manage the horsepower so I moved my hands/arms to create lines at my left and right.

In morning meditation I worked with energy that kept pulling me left. I wondered if I would be taken out of body. Was it trying to split me? At one point the energy pulled or pushed (?) my head down and it didn’t stop at the waste. It pulled me to the floor where I stayed crumpled in fetal position for quite some time. On that carpet I remembered orgasms and how I would end up in this unconscious space with my husband—divorced 20 years ago this month !! I also ended up in a white stone room that made me think of Biblical times. I had the choice to explore but chose not to.

In the midst of this unconscious space I felt something moving through my center brain from back to front. It had markings of Serpent and I looked at directly! Kundalini strikes again !!

Could this new energetic profusion have something to do with the “mystical marriage” between the pineal and pituitary? And how are these two glands connected to KA ??

Another cool thing: As I was walking I noticed a wheel under me. I seemed to be floating/riding on it with a spine and head. Is this wheel at my feet? It seemed to carry me.

I am in Love—still !! It just expands in its own pumping of force.