Blood Type

4:50 am. I woke up to the question: What “triggers” me regarding a non-local relationship? The answer has to do with temperature of hot to cold creating a void. It’s not a sustainable pattern for a warm-blooded mammal. Maybe it is for a cold-blooded reptile. I AM more than these blood types. My blood is heart centered which must be a totally different creature/creation.

Being triggered for me results in detachment, letting go. Is that my old “flight” pattern for safety? Or is it a new pattern of discernment that is observation from a distance until something shifts in the energy field. I’ve been in this hot/cold pattern with men for twenty years. What am I supposed to be learning? What am I learning? I am definitely learning a lot in this new field of relationship. He is different, very different. He is conscious, self-aware in higher chakras. I am grateful my relationships are evolving.

I am not sure what others think of my constant “self-absorption.” How I always talk about myself as if I am the center of my universe. Truth is: I AM the center of my universe and that makes all the difference. My fascination with my day-to-day life has to do with my relationship with Light (not ego) and how it moves through me and thus my life.

So I am asking myself: “What if?” A Rob Hopkins question! What if I didn’t detach? What if I stayed engaged rather than letting go? To be honest I am resistant. I want my open sky to fly away. I want to breathe and be able to be free from this world. No, I don’t trust men who treat women as objects. That’s it! That’s what the “hot to cold” feels like.

And beyond all this is the fact that we are all learning about non-local relationship. Why? Because our brain-heart-bodies are evolving. How to Love vibrationally, multi-dimensionally? How to meet and interact outside 3-D reality? I do this with my mystical friends via Third Eye imaging. Do I go to them? Do they come to me? Do we meet in some middle? I think of hologram as a vehicle for communication. My heart showed itself as a hologram in a recent meditation. More questions!

Meditation always provides guidance from deeper states of knowing and Being.

Leave a Comment

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *