My brain is feeling constricted/tight with all the details I am processing due to an upcoming retreat. I don’t experience this pressure while in nature, listening to music, drumming, doing arts and crafts, etc. Technology is a huge factor as my eyes focus on this small hand held device to process detail after detail. It feels unnatural and I wonder who or what is trying to shapeshift humans into machines. This left brain masculine focus has been dominant too long. Where’s the feminine right brain and emotional expression? Where’s the balance?
I expressed too much love recently. It happened in the moment but didn’t feel right after that moment. Why? Now I may hold back as I sometimes do when I feel joyful and childlike. Where can I freely express my feminine self? I express it within as I connect with Light Beings who use energy, not machines. Matter is becoming less dense. What does that technology look like?