Stillness. Dark inner cave. Pressure around head. Needing solitude. No capacity to function. Head feeling disconnected from body. Nerves on edge. What is this?
Whew! The pressure dissipated today. Thankfully!! And I know this space—I have moved through it many times over the years. I call it the Feminine phase of a “creative cycle.” It takes me down and under and disorients me in its darkness but I know it when I’m out of it. My experience is that it shape shifts me and I turn around and up with expanded capacities. (Not sure this will be in any book for validation—this is my experience—Joseph Campbell comes to mind.) In the distant past more emotion was involved. This phase was more physical.
The cycle of Male and Female energies creates a wave pattern. I am up, positive and sunny and then down, negative and dark. It is always a relief to feel the sun again in this motion of e-motion.
This must be a S/He Dragon voyage with water, air, earth and fire.
(The image is from a trance experience.)
Monthly Archive: June 2020
Fulfillment is being filled full.
A cycle of
charge—receiving (reflective light)
discharge—giving (radiant light)
recharge—resting (holding space pause)
In morning guided meditation (listening to Dr. Joe Dispenza) I saw an image at Third Eye. It was/is squarish which is unusual since I have been feminine and circle oriented. It’s also intricate with many arcs and lines. I’ve been researching and it is similar to the symbol for the squarish root chakra yet more complex.
Since meditation I realize this square/circle represents the New Earth that holds balance.
My frozen heart (previous post) of Earth and Water melted in Fire and Air. It melted as it froze—in energetic flow which is both constant and changing in the River of Life. It’s the changes that determine the course of reality in this dimension.
Is a frozen heart the same as a broken heart?Can it melt? Does it heal? And whose heart is this anyway?
I sometimes wake up to an assignment. Today it is: What is a bar magnet? It looks like my S/He Dragon is a bar magnet! Earth bodies are bar magnets as Light energy contacts centers circulating around and through physical matter. This whole process is Love in action, in expression. Why? Because it’s the micro and macro design from Creator to Creation. In other words we live in an electromagnetic universe and we are electromagnetic beings.
So why are we humans not plugged in to this Love? Why are we hating and killing? Because we are expressing from our lowest energy centers of survival. We have higher centers to express. These centers are vortexes with color, sound and patterns of frequency. Going within to listen is enlightening. It is an act of loving oneself.
I notice that my body wants to “wrap around” my Beloved. Bar magnet to bar magnet ! This “wrapping” can be spiritual, emotional, mental, or physical. It’s the holy “communion” that holds and sustains the charge. Community holds communion, bar magnets to bar magnets and—all things are made new!
Thanks to Dr. Joe Dispenza, Dr. Bruce Lipton and Elena from Dr. Joe’s Soulmates group I have new awareness about what I have been calling the Wing Chakra. It’s challenging to explain the details when I saw the whole picture all at once. But there were trigger moments and words of association. Such as when Dr. Bruce talked about merging the left and right brain hemispheres by crossing one’s arms and ankles. Another was today when Elena asked me online if I worked with “healing of soul parts and wing chakra.”
This led me to see the Wing Chakra not as an additional chakra (in my book S/He Dragon ~ How I Found My Wings I called it the 8th chakra) but as the whole. In other words each chakra has wings! Perhaps it is the entire spinal column.
I’ve been reading about people in Dr. Joe’s online groups connecting with higher beings and Angels and got the sense that Angel energy and sightings were a thing. As a result I see that there is Angel Wing Activation in the larger community—the body, the New Earth. This is a quantum leap of Love, Truth and Life—Heart, Head and Body !!
Looking at this image it’s as if the field enlarged with more parts. I know it has more to tell us—many of us !!
(This circuitry is composed of masculine (+) logic and feminine (-) intuition creating balance of intelligence.)