He’s a N/S magnetic pole which I grip with new intensity and wrap around. The timing of this passion is a mystery and not based in logic. Reminds me of Goddess fertility rites of long ago. What’s the purpose of raising a cone of Kundalini power? To shift the tilt of planet Earth? To create alignment SunStar to SunStar?

Something’s going on with the upper-back part of my skull. It’s sore all around the indented part (I can’t find a name for this area) as if I’ve had my hair in a tight ponytail all day. The soreness surrounds the indentation — are these plates? This has been going on for sometime but tonight my head was especially tender. Goddess activation N/S/E/W? Massaging the scalp helps.

This body seems to be pregnant with new life that is seeping out the seams. Is this a different ovulation? I read that the Pituitary plays a role in reproductive hormones. What am I reproducing at my age?

Why, when turning 75 years of age, does it feel like I’m ovulating? What is this erotic chemistry when I no longer ovulate physically? Looks like Goddess is beyond linear time. From my S/He book of experiences decades ago:

Light of Fertility Moon

Monthly phase of ovulation turns me into a different woman. Like a werewolf under full moon, I become aggressive. My skin feels like iron pilings, drawn and raised by a magnet. I wear magnetic fur. Ovaries cramping, discharging, I am on the hunt. Sexual fantasies come alive as I wander land of erotica. Is this a nightmare that frightens? Is this a monster out of control?

No! I am Goddess! I wear golden robes of energetic Light. I embrace this Light of fertility and release it with passionate power. I release—earth quaking; I release—water flowing; I release—fire burning; I release—wind spiraling. Earth, water, fire, air, alive and moving through this body.

Magnetism is in my cells, a force of nature. I open to this natural force and let it move me through the terrain of my daily life. I welcome my wild nature and how it enlivens my world, as does moon in her magnetic full force. Knowing magnetic rhythms of earth body, I know wholeness in a holy place. Here is power. Here is grace.

People in our lives now are in our past and future lives. Does the drama matter? Do the earth roles matter? To those free of chains none of it matters. To those in chains it’s time to turn in fire. Fire purifies and sets us free. As in Goddess times—I’m dancing with Her !!

N/S pole. E/W axis. Serpentine Currents up and down my spine. Reminding me of ovulation and a poem in my life and book. Charged and plugged as Sacred Marriage. A mirroring of Quantum Field and Dense Matter. Yes, I see you large Serpent! You are pregnant! Me too! Pregnant with Love and giving birth to its expression on Earth. Mirroring.

S/He Dragon ~ How I Found My Wings

Chapter 25

Goddess Flesh ~ A Prayer

Goddess was a powerful force early in my spiritual journey. She made me feel alive, as if She lived and breathed through me. Her elements were my elements and I came to know my own nature as Earth, Water, Air, and Fire.

This flesh is Goddess flesh. This earth is Goddess earth. We share miles and miles of terrain, brought to life by invisible grids of energy. We share patterns and pathways sacred. 

Energy vortexes of dancing light coil from crown to root and root to crown as Kundalini Serpent sets matter afire. Ignited glands—ovaries, adrenals, pancreas, heart, thyroid, pituitary and pineal circulate vital life force, generating core substance of who I am—creating my personal environment.

Pollutants of body—be gone! Pollutants of mind—be gone! Pollutants of heart—be gone! Let my fire burn clean and bright.

This flesh is Goddess flesh. This earth is Goddess earth. We share miles and miles of terrain, brought to life by invisible grids of energy. We share patterns and pathways sacred.

Energy vortexes of dancing light spiral from sun to earth and earth to sun as Kundalini Serpent sets matter afire. Ignited pathways—Stonehenge, Dragon Hill, Machu Picchu, Ayers Rock, the Great Pyramid, Grand Canyon, and Mt. Baker (Sleeping Dragon) emit vital life force, generating core substance of who She is—creating Her global environment.

Pollutants of earth—be gone! Pollutants of air—be gone! Pollutants of water—be gone! Let Her fire burn clean and bright.

“Get a grip” is a new personality.

Taking a break from birthday celebration due to this story telling pressure: 

Holding 5 month old Lucas yesterday while looking out the patio doors into the back yard a large Serpent appeared in N/S line He was whitish-grey with XXX markings. I asked the meaning and sensed ley lines. The house is near the top of a hill and has a Western view of the Olympic mountains. Lucas and I were facing East. I never saw a Serpent at my previous nanny house so I have questions. Serpent hung around for awhile.  To be continued….??

This afternoon a dear friend told me about the Ravenna Park ley lines and that people gather there to honor the Solstices and Equinoxes. Sounds like a match !!

I and we have been in a whirlwind tumbling, turning to stand upright until I/we go under again. The tumbles and turns have increased their pace—a quickening. It’s the alchemical process of turning lead to gold.

Job 38:1-7 King James Version (KJV)

Then the LORD answered Job out of the whirlwind, and said, Who is this that darkeneth counsel By words without knowledge? Gird up now thy loins like a man; For I will demand of thee, and answer thou me. Where wast thou when I laid the foundations of the earth?

This. Coming in via a crossing of wires = contact.🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

“A prophet teaches truth and interprets the word of God. He calls the unrighteous to repentance. He receives revelations and directions from the Lord for our benefit. He may see into the future and foretell coming events so that the world may be warned.”

I woke up to the word “implode.” What does this mean in my experience? This may be the word for my emotional “break down” in relationships , internal and external. Never mind the external definition having to do with collapsing time. I want to discover a personal inside-out definition. 

Implode may be the word for my emotional/chemical/hormonal reaction. Can I wrap around this and create a new pattern? Can I Am be larger than this Beast? (Revelation reminder) It’s as if I can identify it now as a place, a word (what part of my brain is this?) in my space. 🔴 Do I dissolve this with new chemistry? Red to pink? Looks now like a wrestling match whereas before I didn’t see/know these parts. A Dragon wrestling match. Which one wins? The one I feed. 

A lot going on with this physical vehicle. I can no longer act out old patterns on this apex journey. 🔺 (this may include not eating red meat — also a chemical process) Purification is another word with new meaning in this daily life. I dance embracing new words, new awareness, new body. I actually feel like I’ve got a grip on this (wheels on the road) and am moving forward. I learn as I go. Combustion from within. Thank you, Spirit. I’m flying into new territory. 

Choosing new foods is a listening process. Listening within that requires new focus, new purity. Good bye habits, hello new relationships. New lines moving out from Center, grounding. Stillness required to wrap around it all.

He knows how to break down my wall. Does this mean he knows me better than I know myself? Maybe I have the same influence on him? This has to do with “collapsing time/space.”

Space-time collapses when a mass implodes instead of exploding. According to the general theory of relativity, gravitation is the warping of space-time.

Collapsing Time means that our manifestations happen immediately outside of time and space, but in our physical reality, we have to wait for our manifestation …