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I woke up at 2am with questions about this and that. It felt like sputtering gears. Then I meditated and felt that “cushion” of familiarity. Then I blogged. It appears this new gear outshines those other gears!

Feeling new substance in meditation that is prayerful. It’s like a cushion that is not centered around me but rather a larger whole. I recognize this inner emotional space and it occurs NOW that I know it from childhood when I fell in love with Jesus. (This is how my non-linear “memory bank” works) I adored this teacher in the Bible who healed the sick. He touched my heart, no, he astounded my heart, and I listened to the Bible stories about him whole heartedly. This cushion adds a new layer, a new level that has its own informative inspiration and inspirational information—its own gear of energy in motion. It’s a grounded gear!

Walking In Resonance

Walking Meditation #6 chose me. Takeaway is Schuman Resonance of Earth is Cosmic Resonance.

Time for me is circular with loops. I flow with the loops not knowing where they take me. In this void that has its own activity I end up in North receiving downloads. My Goddess and Mystical path circulates/breathes in downloads. My higher purpose at work through me!

Walking today I heard inner voice say, “I’m hungry.” I looked it in the eye and said, “No, you’re not!” I’m straightening out tangled wiring of communication between my physical, mental and emotional bodies.

Harmonizing with ETs

The YouTube video with Grant Cameron and Jimmy Blanchette (posted on FB) reveals an integrated relationship between Earth and Space, Science and Higher Frequencies, Humans and ET’s.

It also reveals to me the mathematical frequency in my drawing of the chakra system that I experienced and drew in meditation. It’s a two way communication system of signals. What is sent out via frequency signal generates response via frequency signal. This communication between parts of one whole system becomes more clear because it’s our human desire to understand and know oneself, another and others. The only path to understanding is Love. And, as shown so clearly in this YouTube video, there are many harmonics at play.

I can see and hear the hearted Love (e-motion) from these two men, Grant and Jimmy, in their work. It’s this Love that fills out the numbers, equations, codes, lines of reason, etc. It’s this Love that gives matter Life of sound, color, texture, fragrance. And it’s this Love that continues to integrate us as Cosmic Beings of Light.

I appreciate these men using words that include the mystical experience because they have the experience! This revelation is an ongoing integration of left and right brain—is a scientific and spiritual breakthrough on Earth, in our Solar System this year of 2022.

Healing Dense Matter

Time for another episode of serious self-healing. Knee so much better—I can skip again! Now for the next episode as I learn to unlearn.

My new dentist had not seen (via x-ray) wisdom teeth like mine—half way through the gum. One is inflamed so I get to heal it with meditation and changing my relationship with food.

Food has distracted me, comforted me, grounded me. And food, my most intimate relationship, needs to change its alchemical grip. I have tools and support teams. I have freedom to choose. Here/Now is a wisdom tooth healing opportunity to find balance in my relationship with food. It’s work of a life time and life line.

Seems I’ll have to shift identities and not be this physical body. Seems I’ll have to act from my Light body. Which means extending the rays all the way through this dense matter. I have that visual now. I have this inner support and my muscles need to respond. My muscles are doing just that—extending their force.

GOLOV 1/20

Focus is above my head—a North Star gear. It draws energy down (West) and around each chakra gear engaging the Southern gear and bringing energy back up the other side (East). I drew this and thought it odd that energy would move counterclockwise. In Medicine Wheel circles we always move clockwise. I know one direction is feminine the other masculine.

notes: it’s not food, it’s an energy pattern from childhood. No boundaries in place when emotions are silent. No lines to contain energy in motion. Always surface of who, what, when. Never any whys. No self-realization. Open to the whims of tides that move. No grounding. This frenzy will be screened, filtered, released.

Alignment in Radiance

Nice to receive downloads while I nanny two young boys today. Adds meaning to my day. I’m seeing White Light encircling Earth body and rainbow colors emitting response. It’s a rhythmic inhale / exhale system of gears from core through core to surface. Strata layers are affected and respond in new alignment.


Goosebumps running up and down right arm. Since then left arm and then legs/torso. This is the effect of an emotional experience and is NOT the fight or flight reaction. (I used to be so good at flight) Now I associate this activation with grid lines. Are grid lines ley lines?

Goosebumps are the result of tiny muscles flexing in the skin, making hair follicles rise up a bit. This causes hairs to stand up. Goosebumps are an involuntary reaction: nerves from the sympathetic nervous system — the nerves that control the fight or flight response — control these skin muscles.Aug 3, 2020


In Flow meditation this morning I received several “downloads” of information. Meaning voices were talking to me creating “love letters” to be directed outward into the larger field. These voices were speaking in the same bandwidth with the image of tree trunk with extending branches.

Unconscious, Subconscious, Conscious, Super Conscious, Cosmic Conscious as vocal chords or branches of One Force = Matter and Field unified in expression. Makes me constantly realize that Creator is a Loving Force because I have flaws and yet S/He (polarity is divinity in 3D) always expresses Love. So sun-like with its own solar energy in motion. Sun must have its own support system of breathing so that gears move creatively. What an amazingly intelligent Creation of Heart.

All of which brings in Earth Grid and it’s activators, supporters anchoring in place creating lines of connection. Here is Force. Here is Grace.